🌟Rachel Ruka🌟

I am trying to be 💜 I am currently going through a lot all at once, but I am doing everything I can to stay positive.

I started therapy in March to address my childhood trama after a long wait to get in. My therapist has already been so helpful and has pushed to start the process for my late diagnosis of ADHD & Autism (along with anxiety and depression).

While I had shifted my focus on myself over the past few months before beginning therapy, our wife of 8 years cheated on us (we were in a polyamorous relationship) and at the end of March left us for that person.

In a turn of things going from bad to worse, a week after she left us we had to put our beloved pet of 12 years down.

I will admit, this has been very triggering. With so much pain all at once it has been a lot to process.

In an effort to keep pushing forward I have decided to go all in with working on my art. It has always been the one thing I have done to keep myself centered and give my emotions an outlet.

I apologize for the lack of posts until recently. I wanted to start streaming and push to create more at the beginning of the year, but with everything becoming so hectic I never made that push until now.

With everything that has happened, I talked with my therapist about it and she encouraged me to go for it. I want to use streaming as a way to motivate myself while working through my anxiety. I want to create a calm and inclusive space to work in, for both myself and others like me. I am trying to focus on creating a better life for myself and I want to help others to do the same.

When I say I appreciate every bit of support, I truly mean it 💜 I know what it's like to not have support and I am very grateful to those who give it.

❤️ is for Sora

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# is for Cyborg 003

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Z is for Zakuro

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Yuko from xxxHolic

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Xion from Kingdom Hearts

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Wicked Lady from Sailor Moon

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Videl from Dragon Ball Z

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U is for Utena

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T is for Tohru

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S is for Saya

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R is for Ryoko

Q is for Quon

I was on the edge of the darkness Little did I know, that's where the light is Hidden in the cold and the heartless Thought that I was always missing something Swore that I could've lost everything But I lost nothing, nothing But I lost nothing

P is for Paprika