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fake smile for fake people - because only few knows what really is going on... #fakefriends #fakepersonality #pretend (at Batangas City) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUXiKeVA8oH/?utm_medium=tumblr

Emotion may be suppressed but not to infinite. It will eventually demand for it's existence to be recognized. #touchmove #gameover #emotions #depressionhelp (at Batangas City) https://www.instagram.com/p/COI-47LAu0c/?igshid=ahdzm59xytnw

Just like every flight, mine's also to land soon. Nobody knows when or where but its gonna happen. #Lipad2017 hanggang #Lipad2020 https://www.instagram.com/p/CKOA94og2s4/?igshid=1p94nqnsjmx14

Everything is possible when you put your mind and effort towards it. #TeamD&S https://www.instagram.com/p/CCyQj83A7nu/?igshid=1wlv7dbxplxmq

#themoreyouknow🌈 https://www.instagram.com/p/CAojZR1ACnT/?igshid=4yw4p3xk8g6m

Same person as last time you met, just a little better. #NeverEndingFlight #Lipad2020 https://www.instagram.com/p/B93RSQfAvYI/?igshid=2h2wj2iril9x

/me REALIZING MY BIGGEST DECISION IS MY BIGGEST MISTAKE April 2011. Summer classes. I worked for a photocopying center with one of my flatmates for me to pay for my tuition for that summer. My lodging was waived by our landlady provided we help her in chores during weekends. Yes. I skipped meals - I only ate dinner that time (actually that dinner was provided by my good Department Head when I was still in university). I managed to live on my own. I want to finish studies. I want to be what my heart desires. May 2011. My dreams shattered. They say I should stop studying. They said I should come home to live with you that's already pregnant and seeing someone. At that time I thought it's the wisest decision to work and leave my dreams behind. But looking back, all those decisions are the BIGGEST DECISIONS THAT I CONSIDER AS BIGGEST MISTAKES. I should have continued studying. I let go of that scholarship just to work FOR you. -else- I should have worked for myself and lived on my own. Maybe if I did that I now have saved for myself. I should have been more selfish. I should have thought of my growth first before you. Why? All those struggles, all the harsh words and all those predicament thrown to me (and some slashed through me) is nothing compared to how you think of me. Others see my worth, the people who knows nothing about me sees my potential and my efforts - whereas you who I have served, who I have vowed my life to, who of all people I'd be willing to die for - you spit on me like I am just one piece of shit that stinks. And what's worse? Of all people who'd accept me for who I am, you spoke words as if my preference and my orientation is a contagious disease or a heinous crime. I could never heal this wound. I could never be the same. And of all mistakes, it may have been your biggest mistake to have let me live. Sana hindi mo na lang ako binuhay. Sana hindi na lang. :'( (at Batangas City) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3LV2KrgkPJ/?igshid=10lms6v9e938j

Happy #ChooseDay (at Batangas City) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2ywOkVgDUl/?igshid=16qqykd0p366j

We are subjected to be judged by people - no matter who they are [even those who don't matter judge us anyways]. And we have our personal ways on how we see ourself in the future. That perception of us may be different from what they say but remember, What others say will not affect you if you would not let them. By the end of the day, when you are alone and your mind thinks thoughts that are not ordinarily thought or talked about will you be confident enough to answer just one question, "Am I living a worthy life?". If your answer is no, then you better think what you are doing that made you answer no and act now before it's too late. #ProperMindSetting #BeBiggerThanYourBiggestExcuses #BeYou https://www.instagram.com/p/B0MlBNJA2zP/?igshid=1j08ke79tw9lq