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welcome to my blog im annoying

i am so embarrassed that i am me.

brb just gonna go fucking kill myself

me to me: you stress me out

I hate googling shit like "why am I still sad and tired when I ate and slept and have been walked and watered" and it's always some shit like "your brain is fried because your parents sucked at handling kids when you were a kid". Like can it be literally anything else sometime, just for the sake of variety.

I don’t think anyone can hate me more than I hate myself

the longer i stay alive the uglier i am getting

its funny when events that probably couldve been traumatic dont bother you so you'll end up casually dropping stuff like "so after that time i almost got lost at sea as a kid-" and theyll be like WHAT and youre like. oh yeah dont worry its just part of my lore. its honestly not even a top five interesting backstory moment. focus please.

“whats your plan b?” - suicide

I've spent my whole life resisting the urge to end it and it feels like I'm losing this battle more and more each day.