Life goes on

Kurt finally let his eyes fall shut, wrapping his arms around Jesse. “I love you.” He murmured, nuzzling against him, his breathing heavy.

"I love you too." He whispered and held Kurt in his arms. "You're the most perfect man I know." He smiled, then closed his eyes as he was excused and close to falling a sleep. 

Kurt kept his gaze on Jesse’s, his body shaking as he came over their chests and his hand. His head fell back as he tried keeping his eyes locked on his boyfriends.

Jesse felt the skip of happiness in his heart when Kurt kept eye contact wit him. Even though he never wanted it to end, he couldn't hold back any longer and came a few trusts after. He was now out of breath and smiling.

The pleasure made Jesse unable to speak, so he just nodded and started to trust as fast as he could while moaning and grunting. 

"Mmhmm. J-Just let lose baby." Kurt breathed out, closing his eyes as Jesse entered him. His head fell back as he arched his body letting out soft whines of approval. "Fuck, Jesse. I love feeling you inside of me. You feel so amazing and so big and God I love it." He moaned, bucking his hips forward to let Jesse know he was more than ready for him.

Jesse groaned and fucked Kurt harder while holding back some drool as the perfection of a man moaned on top of him. He gripped at Kurt's sides and hair and tried to hold a steady rhythm. "F-fuck...I love you..."

Nodding, Kurt smiled at him. “I’ve never been more ready.” Kurt replied as he bit his lip. “Give me a couple seconds though.” Smirking, Kurt maneuvered himself so he could slide two fingers inside of himself, moaning as he slowly slid in a third one. He fucked himself on his own fingers until he was close to coming and pulled out, his body shaking. “Do you have something so that I don’t c-cum until you want me to?”

Hearing that Kurt was close already woke up some of the confidence in Jesse. "I don't think I have gorgeous. But it would be a shame if you were to cum already. I should probably be fast then." He smirked and finally entered Kurt, sighing when he felt the amazing pleasure yet again. 

Kurt let out a small whine of approval as he felt Jesse’s fingers slide into him, stretching him. “L-Love you more.” He murmured, pressing soft kisses to Jesse’s face and neck. 

Jesse pressed another finger inside Kurt, and closed his eyes as he felt like he was about to explode with want. Removing his fingers and lubing himself, he looked into Kurt's eyes and exhaled. "R-ready?"

“T-Then take me.” Kurt breathed out, rolling his hips again. “Jesse, please? I’m yours. Always yours. I love you.” He kept rolling his hips up, moaning softly.

"I will....and I love you too." He said and reached for the lube, applying it on his fingers as he started to stretch Kurt.

Kurt moaned into Jesse’s mouth, grinding against him slowly. “Jesse…” He breathed out, wrapping his arms around Jesse’s neck. 

"I want you Kurt...so bad" Jesse groaned, breaking character but not caring much about it. He kissed Kurt with fierce and he pushed him down to lay on top of himself. 

"Happily." He breathed, leaning forward and pressed their lips together in a slow, passionate kiss.

Jesse let them fall back into the bed as the kiss became more passionate. His hands ran down his boyfriend's naked back and down his ass again, pressing him closer to him. 

Kurt nodded and moved to undress Jesse and smiled as he removed his shirt and pants quicker than what he undressed himself. He smiled more, looking into his eyes. 

After Kurt was done undressing him, Jesse touched his cheek and looked at his lips. "Kiss me."

Kurt blushed and nodded. He moved slowly as he attempted to take his old cheer leading unfiform off. He looked into Jesse’s eyes, biting his lip as he managed to get the shirt off then started on the pants. Once they were off, Kurt pulled his underwear off and bit his lip seductively.

Jesse watched Kurt carefully as he stripped in front of him. He suppressed a moan when he was finally completely naked. "Now, undress me." He said in a commanding yet gentle voice. 

Kurt nodded, licking his lips. “What um… What would you like to do to me, Jesse? You don’t even have to do it. Just talk me through it.” he smiled.

Jesse sat up a bit with a smirk. "Strip for me, slowly." He said, watching Kurt carefully.

Kurt hummed in acknowledgement, deepening the kiss slightly. “I’m glad we can as well, Jesse. It makes us stronger as a couple.” He smiled as he pulled away slightly before nipping at Jesse’s neck playfully.

"Mhmm, yeah, it's so important..." Jesse managed to speak out, tilting his head back when Kurt started nipping his neck. 

"I didn’t mean it like that, Jess. I know you’d never take advantage of me. And I’m glad you said something, and yes. Of course you can get back to kissing me.” Kurt grinned and leaned back onto the bed, pulling Jesse down on top of him as he pressed their lips together.

"I'm happy that we can talk about things like this Kurt." He smiled brightly into the kiss as Kurt pulled him on top. Closing his eyes he forgot slowly forgot all the troubles he had before, only thinking about wanting Kurt.

“Oh.” Kurt’s eyes widened as he realized what Jesse was talking about. “Jesse.. First, how did I get so lucky with you? I’m sure most guys would only care that it’s free sex and have their way with me. But you actually care about me as well. And I know you’re scared and you have every reason to be. But Jesse, you also have to remember that I can’t remember what happened to me before you. You’re the only memories I have and you could easily use that to your advantage. ”

"Yeah I know. I'm just still trying to forget about it. I would never take advantage of you Kurt. You're too precious to me. I shouldn't have said anything. Can I get back to kissing you?" He smiled.

“Jesse…” he looked into his eyes and kissed him slowly. “Breathe, baby. Okay?” He asked softly.

Jesse nodded and took a deep breath. "Yes...I just wish I had the courage to actually do it. I know you're saying that you won't be hurt again but...I'm just afraid."

Kurt blinked as Jesse pulled away and frowned slightly. “What are you sorry for..? Did I do something wrong?” He asked softly and looked into his eyes. He didn’t mean to do anything wrong if he did.

"No, I just thought about me pulling away before...you know, when I couldn't...Sorry I shouldn't over think this." He said, shaking his head