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longcat saeyoung that i scribbled to handout as freebies to a mysmes event that i'm going to!! (if they arrive in time...praying)
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Going back to my roots of drawing anime guys and Mystic Messenger!
Probably going to work on drawing all of the romance-ables and make them all photo cards! (Mock up under the cut!)
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(*/Ďďźź*) timeskip denki.......... oohh....
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË you said you liked it Ëââ§âŠŕŠ
itoshi sae x reader
warnings. established relationship, fluff (like... a lot), sae pretending he is not painfully attentive âĄ
word count. ~3.4k.
every time sae returns from spain, he brings you something small. it takes you far too long to understand that none of the gifts are as thoughtless as he pretends they are.
ââ .âŚ
The first gift Sae brings you from Spain is a bookmark.
It is thin and painted by hand, a trail of deep blue flowers curling around its edges while a narrow red ribbon hangs from the bottom. Pretty, certainly, but not particularly remarkable. The sort of thing displayed beside postcards and magnets in a quiet shop intended for tourists with a few coins left to spend before their flights.
Sae places it on the table between you without explanation.
You look down at it.
Then back at him.
âWhatâs this?â
âA bookmark.â
âI can see that.â
He lifts his glass, entirely unaffected by your stare. âThen why did you ask?â
You narrow your eyes, though the smile threatening your mouth ruins whatever irritation you were attempting to convey.
âI meant why are you giving it to me?â
Sae takes a slow drink before answering.
âYou dog-ear your pages.â
There is enough judgment in his voice to make it sound like a personal failing.
You glance at the bookmark again.
âYou bought this because you donât like the way I mark my pages?â
âYouâre ruining them.â
âTheyâre my books.â
âYouâre still ruining them.â
You laugh, tracing one fingertip over the painted flowers. The blue is slightly uneven in places, small imperfections revealing where the brush must have paused against the wood.
âYou couldâve just told me to buy one.â
âI have.â
âYou complained. Thatâs different.â
âIt clearly wasnât effective.â
Sae leans back in his chair, conversation apparently finished.
You smile despite yourself and slip the bookmark carefully inside the novel waiting in your bag.
âThank you.â
His eyes flick toward your hands for a moment.
Then away.
âHm.â
You think little of it at the time.
Sae travels constantly. Training camps, matches, obligations you do not always understand and events he rarely seems interested in attending. Airports and hotel rooms have become ordinary pieces of his life, distances measured in fixtures rather than weeks.
The bookmark feels like an impulse purchaseâa small object he spotted beside a register that happened to remind him of your terrible reading habits.
Then comes the second gift: a box of tea from Spain.
You are waiting in his apartment when he returns, curled into one corner of the couch with a blanket covering your legs. His flight landed late enough that you had almost fallen asleep twice, but the sound of his key turning in the lock has you sitting upright immediately.
Sae steps inside with one hand wrapped around the handle of his suitcase.
He looks tired.
Not obviously. Sae rarely permits anything to appear obvious. But there is a faint heaviness beneath his eyes, a stiffness in his shoulders that only becomes visible after you have spent long enough learning the difference between his indifference and his exhaustion.
âYouâre still awake,â he says.
âYou told me youâd be here at eleven.â
âItâs eleven thirty.â
âExactly. Youâre late.â
âThe plane was delayed.â
You rise from the couch and move toward him, wrapping your arms around his waist before he can say anything else.
For a moment, Sae remains still.
Then his hand settles against the back of your head.
âYou missed me,â he observes.
âNo.â
âRight.â
His palm slides slowly down your hair, lingering before he steps away to remove his jacket.
You watch him open his suitcase.
âYouâre unpacking now?â
âI need something.â
From between neatly folded clothes, he removes a small paper package and holds it toward you.
You blink.
âWhat is it?â
âOpen it.â
Inside is a box of loose-leaf tea, the label printed in Spanish and decorated with tiny illustrations of oranges.
You lift the lid and breathe in. The scent is warm and sweet, citrus softened beneath something floral.
âIt smells amazing.â
âYou complained the tea here tastes like hot water.â
You look at him.
âThat was months ago.â
Sae shrugs and begins closing his suitcase.
You remain kneeling beside it, the box held carefully in both hands.
âYou remembered that?â
âYou complained for twenty minutes.â
âIt was terrible tea.â
âI remember.â
His tone remains flat, but there is the faintest curve at the corner of his mouth.
The third gift is a pair of earrings.
Small golden stars, delicate enough to catch the light whenever you turn your head.
He leaves them beside the bathroom sink while you are getting ready, the box appearing between your makeup and his irritatingly limited collection of skincare as though it has always belonged there.
You find it while searching for your lip balm.
âSae?â
He appears in the doorway, already dressed for dinner.
âWhat?â
You hold up the box.
His gaze drops toward it. âTheyâre earrings.â
âThank you, I was struggling with that.â
âYou asked.â
âIâm asking why theyâre here.â
âTheyâre yours.â
You turn one of the tiny stars beneath the light.
They are exactly the sort you would choose for yourselfâsimple, warm-toned, understated enough for everyday wear. You cannot imagine Sae wandering willingly through a jewelry shop, much less studying displays long enough to decide which pair would suit you.
âHow did you even pick these?â
Saeâs expression suggests the question is ridiculous.
âYou showed me a pair like them.â
âWhen?â
He adjusts the cuff of his sleeve. âYou were looking at them online.â
Your hand stills.
That had been weeks ago. You had been lying beside him, mindlessly scrolling, and paused on a photo for no more than a few seconds before deciding you did not need them.
You are not even certain you spoke aloud.
âYou saw that?â
âYou had the brightness all the way up.â
âThatâs not the point.â
âIt was annoying.â
You stare at him.
Sae stares back.
Then his eyes drop briefly toward the earrings.
âAre you wearing them or not?â
The impatience in his voice fails to conceal the way he waits for your answer.
You smile.
âHelp me put them on?â
âNo.â
âSae.â
âYou have hands.â
âPlease?â
He exhales, long and quiet, as though you have asked him to perform something unbearably difficult.
Still, he approaches.
You turn your back to him and move your hair aside. Saeâs fingers brush the curve of your ear as he fastens the first earring, his touch unexpectedly careful. The cool metal settles against your skin.
âYouâre very good at this,â you murmur.
âBe quiet.â
âYouâve done this before?â
âNo.â
âThen howââ
âHold still.â
You do, though mostly because his fingertips have moved beneath your hair, smoothing it back into place with an intimacy that leaves warmth spreading slowly through your chest.
When he finishes, you turn toward the mirror.
The stars catch the bathroom light.
You look at Saeâs reflection.
He is already watching you.
âTheyâre perfect,â you say softly.
âI know.â
Of course that is his answer.
The gifts continue.
By the fourth giftâa small bottle of perfumeâyou begin to wonder whether any of his choices are truly spontaneous.
The fifth is a ceramic dish painted with lemons, chosen because your rings are always scattered across his apartment.
The sixth gift is a wool scarf in the exact shade you once admired through a shop window.
The seventh is chocolate from a place you had mentioned seeing online.
The eighth gift is a pen, bought because yours ran out during one of your calls and you spent five minutes searching for another while Sae listened in silence from Madrid.
Each time, he offers the same simple explanation.
âYou said you wanted one.â
âYou said you liked it.â
âYou needed it.â
As though these are reasons enough.
Perhaps, to Sae, they are.
It takes you longer than it should to notice the pattern.
You are cleaning your room one afternoon when you find the first bookmark tucked inside an old novel. The blue flowers are slightly faded now, the red ribbon fraying near the end from months of use.
You place it on the bed.
Then, almost without thinking, you begin gathering the others.
The earrings from the small dish on your dresser.
The scarf folded over your chair.
The perfume beside the mirror.
The tea, nearly finished, in the kitchen cupboard.
A collection of small, ordinary objects arranged across your blanket, each one connected to a moment you had long since forgotten.
A complaint made beneath your breath.
A screen paused for a few seconds.
A passing comment that had felt too insignificant to carry beyond the conversation in which it appeared.
Sae had carried every one of them across countries.
You are still sitting among the gifts when he arrives.
He stops in the doorway to your room.
His eyes move from you to the objects scattered across the bed.
âWhat are you doing?â
You lift the bookmark.
âYou remembered all of these.â
Sae leans against the doorframe, expression unreadable. âTheyâre things I bought you.â
âNo.â You look down at the gifts. âYou remembered everything I said.â
A faint crease appears between his brows, as though he cannot understand why this surprises you.
âYou talk a lot.â
You laugh once, though the sound comes out softer than intended.
âI donât talk that much.â
âYou do.â
âAnd you listen?â
Saeâs gaze settles on your face.
For a moment, the room becomes very still.
He could tease you. He could look away, offer some dismissive answer and leave you to interpret everything yourself. That is what you expect from himâthe careful avoidance he uses whenever a conversation threatens to become too openly sentimental.
Instead, Sae pushes away from the doorway and walks toward you.
He stops between your knees.
âYouâre my partner,â he says simply.
Your fingers tighten around the bookmark.
âSo?â
âSo I listen.â
The answer is delivered with such calm certainty that your chest aches.
Sae looks down at the collection on the bed.
âYou didnât need to take everything out.â
âI was having a moment.â
âYouâre being dramatic.â
âYou brought me souvenirs from another country because I complained about tea.â
âIt was bad tea.â
Your laugh breaks free before you can stop it.
Saeâs hand settles against your cheek, his thumb moving once beneath your eye. His expression remains composed, but there is something gentler behind it now, something he does not seem particularly interested in hiding.
âYou really donât think this is romantic?â you ask.
âNo.â
âYou remembered earrings I looked at for five seconds.â
âThey suited you.â
âAnd the scarf?â
âYou were cold.â
âThe perfume?â
âYou liked it.â
You smile up at him.
Saeâs eyes narrow slightly, already suspicious of the expression.
âWhat?â
âNothing.â
âYouâre doing that thing.â
âWhat thing?â
âLooking at me like I said something impressive.â
âYou did.â
âI bought you things.â
âYou noticed me.â
The words quiet him.
His hand remains against your face.
There it is, you thinkâthe reason the gifts never felt grand to him. Sae does not understand attention as an extraordinary act. He watches you because you are there. He remembers because your words matter to him. The little details you dismiss as meaningless settle somewhere inside him and remain there until he finds them again in shops, airports, and unfamiliar streets thousands of miles away.
To him, it is not romance.
It is simply loving you.
You turn your face and kiss the center of his palm.
Sae becomes very still.
âThank you,â you whisper.
He studies you for another second before bending down. His lips brush your forehead first, then the corner of your mouth.
âYouâre welcome, mi amor.â
Your smile widens.
He notices immediately.
âDonât start.â
âI didnât say anything.â
âYou were going to.â
You wrap your arms around his waist and pull him closer, your cheek resting against his stomach.
Sae sighs, but his fingers slide into your hair, gently combing through the strands.
After a quiet moment, his gaze shifts toward the gifts spread across the bed.
âYouâre missing one.â
You lift your head.
âWhat?â
He reaches into the inner pocket of his coat and removes a small velvet box.
Your arms slowly loosen from around his waist.
âSae.â
âWhat?â
You stare at the box resting in his palm. It is too small to contain anything harmless, and Saeâs complete lack of concern only makes your heart beat harder.
âYou just got here.â
âAnd?â
âYou already bought me something else?â
Instead of answering, he holds it toward you.
You take the box carefully, suddenly aware of how warm your hands have become. Sae watches in silence as you lift the lid.
Inside is a ring.
The ninth giftâand somehow, the one that makes every other object spread across your bed feel like a trail leading to this moment.
It is delicate, made of thin gold with a tiny teal stone set into the centerânot extravagant, but elegant in that quiet, understated way Sae seems to understand suits you better than anything overly ornate. The stone catches the light when you tilt the box, flashing the same deep shade as his eyes.
For a moment, you can only stare.
âSaeâŚâ
âYou said you liked it.â
Your gaze snaps toward him. âWhen?â
âA few months ago.â
You search your memory until a blurred afternoon begins to return: the two of you walking past a jewelry shop, your steps slowing briefly in front of the window. You had pointed toward one of the rings inside and said it was beautiful before continuing down the street.
You had not thought about it again.
Apparently, Sae had.
âI didnât even say I wanted it.â
âYou kept looking at it.â
âFor maybe ten seconds.â
âLong enough.â
The answer comes so easily that your chest aches all over again.
You remove the ring from its cushion, but before you can put it on, Sae takes it gently from your fingers.
âGive me your left hand.â
You stare at him.
Sae holds the ring between two fingers, his expression as composed as ever, as though he has not just taken the entire evening and tilted it quietly off its axis.
âSae.â
His eyebrow lifts.
âAre you going to make this difficult?â
âYouâre holding a ring and asking for my left hand.â Your voice comes out thinner than you intended. âI think Iâm allowed to have a moment.â
âYouâve been having one for the past five minutes.â
Your mouth falls open, but the reply never comes.
Because he said left hand.
Not your right. Not whichever one happened to be closest.
Your left.
The realization settles slowly, warmth spreading through your chest until you can hear your own heartbeat beneath the silence of the room.
You look down at the ring again, at the delicate gold band and the small teal stone catching the light between his fingers.
Then back at him.
âSae,â you say carefully, âis this a proposal?â
He watches you for a moment.
âYes.â
The single word steals the air from your lungs.
There is no teasing in his expression now, no trace of the faint amusement he usually wears whenever he manages to fluster you. His gaze remains steady on yours, quiet and certain in a way that makes the small velvet box in your hands suddenly feel much heavier.
âYouâre proposing to me?â
âI just said I was.â
âThat isnât...â You stop, pressing your lips together as a nervous laugh threatens to escape. âYou canât just hand me a ring and expect me to understand whatâs happening.â
âI asked for your hand.â
âThat is not the same thing as asking me to marry you!â
Sae exhales softly through his nose. For the first time, something almost uncertain passes beneath his composureânot hesitation, exactly, but the realization that perhaps this is one moment he cannot communicate through implication alone.
He lowers the ring slightly.
Then he steps closer.
âYou want a speech?â
âI want to know why.â
His eyes narrow just a little. âYou donât know?â
âI want to hear you say it.â
Of course you do.
Sae studies your face, and for one terrible second, you think he might refuse simply because you asked. Then his free hand rises to your cheek, his thumb resting just beneath your eye.
âI remember the things you say because they matter to me,â he begins. His voice is calm, stripped of any theatrical tenderness, but every word lands with deliberate weight. âI bring you things because I see them and think of you. I come back and expect you to be here. When you arenât, the apartment feels wrong.â
Your breath catches.
Saeâs gaze does not leave yours.
I donât want you fitting into my life only when our schedules allow it.â His thumb moves once across your cheek. âI want you in all of itâwhen I leave, when I come back, wherever I end up playing.
The sting behind your eyes grows warmer.
Sae notices, naturally, but this time he does not interrupt.
âI bought the ring because you liked it,â he continues. âI measured one of yours because I intended to put it on you. And Iâm asking because I want you to marry me.â
There it is.
Not wrapped in poetry. Not softened by promises too grand to trust.
Just Sae, offering you the truth as plainly as he understands it.
His fingers shift beneath your chin.
âSo,â he says, voice quieter now, âmarry me, mi amor.â
Your vision blurs.
Saeâs expression tightens immediately.
âDonât cry before you answer.â
A laugh slips through the tears gathering in your eyes.
âYouâre still bossing me around during your own proposal.â
âYouâre avoiding the question.â
âIâm not avoiding it.â
âYou havenât answered.â
You reach for the front of his shirt, curling your fingers into the fabric as though you need something solid to steady yourself.
âYes.â
Sae becomes completely still.
The smallest pause followsâbarely there, but long enough for you to see the answer reach him beneath all that carefully maintained composure.
You smile through the warmth in your eyes.
âYes, Sae. Iâll marry you.â
His shoulders loosen.
Only slightly.
But you see it.
Of course you do.
Sae takes your left hand, his touch unexpectedly careful as he slides the ring onto your finger. It settles perfectly at the base.
Of course it does.
You look down at it, watching the teal stone catch the light.
Then you look back at him.
âHow did you know my size?â
âYou leave your jewelry everywhere.â
âYou measured one of my rings?â
âYou make it sound more complicated than it was.â
âYou secretly measured one of my rings, remembered something I looked at months ago, found it again, brought it home from Spain, and planned an entire proposal without telling me.â
âYes.â
âAnd you still donât think youâre romantic?â
âNo.â
You laugh softly, though another tear escapes before you can stop it.
Sae brushes it away with his thumb.
âDonât cry over a ring.â
âIâm not crying over the ring.â
âThen what?â
âYou.â
That silences him.
You pull him closer by his shirt and kiss him before he can retreat behind another dry reply. His hand slides into your hair, holding you there as his mouth softens against yours.
The kiss is slow, warm with all the things Sae rarely says aloud.
When you finally part, your forehead remains pressed to his.
âYou could have started with marry me,â you whisper.
âYou wouldâve interrupted.â
âI interrupted anyway.â
âI know.â
His eyes lower to the ring now resting on your hand. His thumb brushes lightly over the gold band, tracing the place where it circles your finger.
Then he brings your hand to his mouth and presses a kiss against your knuckles.
âYou like it?â
You stare at him.
âYou proposed to me, and youâre asking whether I like the ring?â
âYou said you did.â
Months ago.
For no more than a few seconds.
You shake your head, smiling helplessly.
âI love it.â
Saeâs eyes lift to yours.
âThe ring?â
âYou.â
The faintest smile touches his mouth.
âGood.â
Then he kisses you again.
The ninth gift remains on your finger, distinct from every small object spread across the bed.
The others were things Sae carried home because he remembered what you liked, what you needed, and every passing thought you never expected him to keep.
But the ring is not merely something he has brought home to you.
It is his quiet way of asking you to make a home with him.
Sae has always listened.
This time, he asksâand waits for your answer.
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âĄHappy 10th anniversaryâĄ
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sae itoshi was a regular manâŚ
regular in the sense that he didnât do much or more like he didnât have to do much to excel in what he wanted.
regular in the fact that he was just good at soccer, just perfect at reading the field and was amazing at honing his skills to improve even without trying.
he was born that way. others will just have to deal with it.
in his schedule nothing was because it was needed. he got up for practice because it was scheduled, he cleaned because he wanted to and he didnât like dust, he did the bonding exercises to shut up his coach on the days he had enough patience to go through with it.
he played soccer because he was the bestâŚand because he loved it, thereâs no doubt about that.
but he was meticulous about one exact thing.
and that was his health.

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âË blocking sae after an argument (ď˝°Ěâ¤ď˝°Ě ) đŻď¸
the argument had been worse than usual.
being apart for so long had already begun taking its tollâ the seven hours time-difference, missed calls, and replies that only grew shorter & shorter whenever sae was buried deep in training. but it snowballed fast, and weeks of frustration finally spilled out all at once.
â⌠you didnât even bother replying to any of my texts yesterday, sae!â you snapped, pacing back and forth across your bedroom with your phone pressed tightly to your ear.
âi told you. i was busy with training.â he replied flatly.
âyou always use that as an excuse!â
âcause itâs the truth.â
âso you couldnât spare thirty seconds to send me a text?â you shot back, frustration bleeding through every word.
a tired sigh came through the speaker. â⌠not everything revolves around texting you every hour.â
the words left his mouth harsher than he intended.
â⌠got it.â
⤡ P1 of BF/GF HEADCANONS , SAKADAYS .
fandom đ sakamoto days.
P1 đ nagumo, gaku & natsuki.
characters đ nagumo , gaku , natsuki , kei , shin , sakamoto , apart , gozu , kashima , shishiba , tanabata , heisuke , kaji , shinaya .
content đ headcanons of them as your partner.
requested đ by anon.
⤡ NAGUMO YOICHI HCS .
nagumo is not an easy person to truly let in â not just because his entire professional life revolves around deception, manipulation, and the casual ending of human lives, but also because he's spent so long wearing that permanent smile that even he sometimes forgets what's real and what's just another mask. Coming from a famous family of spies, he was practically raised on the principle that trust is a weakness and that the only person you can rely on is yourself. So the fact that he's even considering a serious relationship with you (given that all his past ones failed)? that means you've already done something no one else has managed in years.
nagumo cannot cook to save his life. This is not an exaggeration. The son of a famous spy family, top-tier assassin, master of disguise, genius-level intellect â cannot boil rice without setting off the fire alarm. You will eat takeout every single night or you will learn to cook for two. He will compensate by handling every other household task with terrifying efficiency. The man has never left a dish in the sink overnight. Your bathroom has never been cleaner. You're pretty sure he reorganized your entire spice rack alphabetically and by frequency of use. It's the most passive-aggressive competence you've ever witnessed.
the man gets carsick on everything. Cars, buses, trains, boats, the world's gentlest ferris wheel. He once threw up in a moving taxi, cleaned it up himself in under thirty seconds without the driver noticing, and then continued a conversation about tax reform like nothing had happened. You're the only person who knows he keeps motion sickness medication in his briefcase next to the assassination weapons. The priority ordering is very funny to you. Less funny to him. You always keep a lunch bag on you whenever youâre together in the car (for him), and you never let him drive. Not that heâd want to, anyway.
for someone who values deception as his primary skill, he is shockingly, almost pathetically honest with you about small things. "I ate the last piece of cake." "I hid your keys because I wanted you to stay longer." "I pretended not to hear you call my name because I was enjoying watching you look for me." He cannot help himself. The big lies come easy. The little ones? The domestic ones? They stick in his throat like broken glass.
he texts in morse code when he's in danger. Not because he expects you to understand it â he knows you don't â but because typing it out helps him think clearly. You've learned to recognize the rhythm of his panicked messages versus his casual ones. A staccato burst of dots and dashes means he's fine, just bored on a stakeout. Long, drawn-out patterns with weird spacing mean you should probably check the news in the morning.
adding onto the Morse code thing, he would definitely teach you if ever had an interest in learning.
nagumo is a lightweight. Everyone knows this. What they don't know is that the man becomes aggressively, almost embarrassingly needy after two drinks. Not in a dramatic way â he won't cry or confess his undying love or anything theatrical like that. Instead, he just... stops letting go of you. His hand finds your sleeve. His head drops onto your shoulder. He follows you from room to room like a lost cat, not saying anything, dragging you to bed because heâs cold and wants to cuddle.
when you're sick, Nagumo is great at stillness. He will sit beside you for hours without moving, without checking his phone, without getting bored. He'll read aloud to you if you want. He'll just exist next to you, a steady warm presence, and something about the way he goes so quiet â no jokes, no teasing, no mask.
he refuses to sleep when you're sick. Just outright refuses. You'll wake up at 3 AM to find him sitting in a chair across the room, watching you breathe, and when you ask what he's doing he'll just say "nothing" and look away. He's terrified, you realize. Not of you dying â you just have the flu â but of not being there. Of something happening while his guard is down. Of losing another person he loves because he blinked at the wrong moment. You don't call him out on it. You just shift over and pat the empty space beside you. After a long moment, he takes it.
when heâs sick? nagumo is the worst patient on planet Earth. Worse than a child. He will deny being sick until he's literally collapsing, and even then he'll claim it's "just a little tiredness" or "probably something I ate."
he falls asleep holding your hand when he's sick. Not because he means to â he'd never admit to needing that â but because his feverish brain forgets to be guarded, forgets to maintain distance, forgets all the walls he's spent decades building. You'll extract your hand to get more water and he'll make a small, distressed sound in his sleep. The water can wait.
his favorite form of physical affection is back-hugging you while you're doing something mundane. Cooking. Brushing your teeth. Trying to leave for work. He'll just appear behind you silently and wrap his arms around your waist, hook his chin over your shoulder, and stay there.
heâs obsessed with your hands. Not in a weird way. He'll trace your palm lines with his fingertips, compare finger lengths, marvel at how soft your skin is compared to his calloused assassin hands.
he loves when you play with his hair. It's the only time he fully relaxes, the only time that constant smile drops into something softer, something almost peaceful. He'll lie in your lap and close his eyes and let you run your fingers through those messy black strands for hours if you're willing.
his favorite thing to do with you, physically, is absolutely nothing. Lying in bed at 2 PM on a Sunday, neither of you fully awake, limbs tangled together under too many blankets. He'll trace patterns on your skin. Nonsense shapes. Equations, maybe.
nagumo kisses your forehead before he leaves for anything remotely dangerous. Not your lips. Not your cheek. Your forehead. It's quick, almost perfunctory, like he's ticking a box. But the way his hand cups the back of your head, gentle despite everything those hands are capable of â that's not perfunctory.
￟⤡ GAKU HCS .
the first thing you need to understand is that gaku shows affection through proximity. Not wordsâhe's terrible with thoseâbut just being there. He'll sit next to you. He'll stand close enough that your shoulders brush. He'll fall asleep on your couch instead of going back to his own place because apparently your apartment is "closer" (it's probably not). He's like a cat that way. He doesn't ask for attention. He just appears in your space and waits to see if you'll acknowledge him.
moving in togetherâif it gets that farâwill be an experience. Gaku owns maybe four outfits, one weapon, and a gaming console. That's it. No sentimental objects. No photo albums. No furniture of his own. He'll show up with a single duffel bag and look genuinely confused when you ask where the rest of his stuff is. "This is it," he'll say, like it's obvious. And then he'll immediately commandeer your TV for his PlayStation and act like he's lived there for years.
heâs genuinely, almost unnervingly calm about everything. House on fire? He'll finish his snack first. You just told him you love him for the first time? He'll blink at you for five seconds, say "cool," and go back to whatever he was doing. But here's the thingâhe'll be thinking about it for days afterward. You'll catch him staring at you with this weird, almost confused expression, like he's trying to process a game mechanic he doesn't fully understand. He's not ignoring your feelings. He's just... bad at feelings. Really bad.
when gakuâs drunk which almost never happens because he doesn't see the point, he becomes weirdly talkative. Not emotional, not clingy, just chatty. He'll explain the entire lore of Resident Evil to you in excruciating detail. He'll rank everyone he's ever fought by how fun they were to kill. (Spoiler: Takamura is number one. He will talk about Takamura for hours. You have learned to just nod along.) The alcohol doesn't make him softer. It makes him more him, which is somehow both better and worse.
when he's sad which is rare, because Gaku doesn't really do sad so much as he does empty, he gets very quiet. Not his normal quiet, where he's just chilling. But the kind where he stops playing his games. Where he just sits and stares at nothing. He won't tell you what's wrong because he probably doesn't even know himself. The orphanage did a number on him, and some days it all just surfaces. You've learned to just sit with him on those days. Don't talk and don't try to fix it. Just be there. Eventually he'll lean his head against your shoulder. That's as close to "thank you" as he gets.
gaku has nightmares about Al-Kamar sometimes. he wonât wake up screaming or anything but youâll feel him go rigid next to you, his breathing changing, his hands clenching into fists. If you touch him, he'll flinch, maybe wake up startled. So itâs become routine that you don't touch him. You just say his name quietly until his eyes open. He won't talk about it. He'll just stare at the ceiling for a while, and then eventually roll over with you against him and go back to sleep. In the morning, he acts like nothing happened. You act like nothing happened.
physical affection is weird with him. Not because he dislikes it â he actually seems to enjoy it quite a bit â but because he has no idea how to initiate it. He'll just sort of... loom near you. Stand close and wait until you realize he wants something. He's like a npc waiting for you to press the interaction button. He likes holding your hand because it's something to do with his hands. He likes when you lean against him because you're warm. He's not romantic about any of it he's just physically comfortable with you in a way he isn't with most people.
one of his favorite things to do is exist in the same room as you while he plays video games. He doesn't need you to watch him play or talk to him or even acknowledge him. He just wants you there and heâll get genuinely annoyed if you leave the room for too long. "Where'd you go?" he'll ask, like you've been gone for hours instead of five minutes. He's not clingy in an emotional way. He's clingy in a "you're part of my environment now and I notice when you're missing" way. Heâs very very used to having you around and feels weird when youâre not.
he shows he cares in the most Gaku way possibleâby remembering things you didn't even know he noticed. if you mentioned once, offhand, that you liked a certain brand of energy drink. Now there's always one in his bag when he comes over. You said you were cold. Now he sits closer to you on the couch, radiating body heat like a human furnace. You told him a story about your childhood. Three weeks later he referenced a detail from it. He doesn't make a big deal out of any of this. He probably doesn't even realize he's doing it but Gaku is naturally attentive which makes great for little things when it comes to dating.
he gets jealous, but not in a dramatic way. He just watches. If someone flirts with you, he'll look at them with the same expression he uses before a fight. He won't say anything. He won't do anything. He'll just look. And that's lowkey more terrifying than any threat could ever be. The person will usually leave pretty quickly after that.
he doesn't say "I love you" often. Maybe once every few months. And when he does, it's not romantic or dramatic or even particularly warm. It's more of a statement. "Yeah, I love you," he'll say casually. "Obviously." And then he'll go back to his game. But the thing is he means it. He means it more than all the flowery speeches in the world. Gaku doesn't lie. He doesn't see the point. So if he says he loves you, he loves you. End of story.
Gaku is surprisingly easy to be with. Not because he's a good boyfriend by any conventional standard â he forgets things, he's emotionally unavailable, he'll absolutely prioritize a boss fight over a dinner date â but because he never makes you guess where you stand. He's with you because he wants to be with you. If he didn't want to be, he wouldn't be. There's no manipulation, no games, no hidden meanings.
⤡ NATSUKI SEBA HCS .
letâs be honest about natsuki from the jump. Getting close to him is not easy. the guy spent his formative years getting beaten by a father who wanted weapons instead of sons, shipped off to an orphanage that trained children to kill, and experimented on like he was lab equipment instead of a person. so no, he's not going to open up over coffee on the second date. he's not even going to open up over coffee the twentieth date. but if you're patient. if you stick around while he figures out that you're not another person who's going to use him and discard him. you'll find someone who pays attention in a way most people don't. someone who notices things. someone who builds solutions to problems you haven't even complained about yet.
when you start staying over at his workshop regularly, and you will because that's where he lives basically, you'll notice that he has a system for everything. tools organized by weight and frequency of use. blueprints filed by date and project status. spare parts sorted into bins that are labeled in his messy handwriting. and here's the thing. he will, without asking, start applying that same system to your stuff. not because he's controlling but because he genuinely cannot understand how you function in chaos. "your keys were on the counter," he'll say when you can't find them. "i put them on the hook by the door. that's where keys go." he says this like he's explaining gravity to a child.
the protectiveness with natsuki doesn't look like what you'd expect. he's not throwing himself in front of bullets or picking fights with people who look at you wrong. that's not his style. instead, he protects you by being three steps ahead. he'll notice someone paying too much attention to you at a cafe and quietly reposition himself so he's between you and them. he'll build a small device that masks your location when you're walking home alone at night. he'll install better locks on your door without telling you, and you won't even realize until weeks later when you try to use your old key and it doesn't work anymore. he doesn't want credit for any of this. in fact, he'd rather you didn't notice at all. it's just what you do for someone you're not going to let get hurt. he's lost too many people already. he's not planning on losing you.
touching natsuki is complicated. not because he flinches, he's too somewhat put together for that, but because he goes very still. like an animal deciding whether to run or fight. the first few times you reach for his hand, he'll just let you hold it. he won't hold back. his fingers will stay limp in yours, unresponsive, and you'll feel like you're holding a mannequin's hand instead of your boyfriend's. it's not rejection. he just doesn't know what to do. no one's ever done this for him before. no one's ever touched him without wanting something. information. obedience. results. you learn to start small. a hand on his shoulder that lasts two seconds. your knee pressing against his under the table. your pinky hooking around his while you walk. and slowly, over months, he starts responding. his fingers curl around yours. his shoulder relaxes under your palm. he leans into your touch instead of away from it. he's still not good at initiating. but when he does, a hand on your waist guiding you out of someone's way, his forehead resting against yours for just a second before he pulls back, itâs got weight to it because you know what it cost him to do that.
kissing natsuki is an education in restraint. he'll kiss you on the lips, sure, but it's always brief. like he's timing himself. and if you try to deepen it, try to pull him closer, try to make it more than a quick press of mouths, he'll pull back but not angry. "not now," he might say, or he might say nothing at all, and you've learned not to be pushy. but sometimes, rarely, he'll kiss you like he forgot to hold back. like his brain shut off for a second and his body just acted. those kisses are messy and desperate and over too fast. he always looks surprised afterward, like he didn't know he had that in him. you never comment on it. you think if you did, he'd stop entirely.
he kisses your forehead sometimes, too. usually when he thinks you're asleep. it's feather-light, barely there, and he murmurs something against your skin that you can never quite make out. you've stopped trying to catch the words.
your words matter to him more than you realize. not the big declarations, those make him uncomfortable actually, like you're setting him up for something. the small ones are what get him. "i'm glad you're here." "that was a good idea." "you work too hard, come eat something."
jealousy is weird with natsuki because he doesn't get jealous the way normal people do. he doesn't get angry or possessive or start fights. instead, he gets clinical. he'll ask questions. "who was that?" "how do you know them?" "have they always looked at you like that?" and his tone is so neutral, so flat, that you almost miss the tension underneath. he's not interrogating you. he's just trying to figure out if this person is a threat to what you have.
his favorite thing ever, and he'd never admit this out loud, is when you fall asleep in his workshop while he's working. he'll glance over at you, curled up on the old couch and something in his chest will loosen. he thinks you look beautiful in your sleep, but heâs never really say that out loud either.
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this was truly the peak of our pride
A dear anon Requested; Yandere Rover with unlucky reader.
While thinking about how to write it, I remembered a request in my Wattpad; Yandere Male Rover with an Isekai'd simp reader.
The ideas opened the flood gates and I combined the two to write it, But accidentally I posted the half written Oneshot instead of saving in drafts, in a panic I deleted the whole thing and then lost the anon Ask.
(â âĽâ ďšâ âĽâ ) ŕźŕşśâ âżâ ŕźŕşś
After having a meltdown, I got back the motivation and wrote it from scratch.
Yandere M! Rover x unlucky simp isekai'd F!Reader
This was the blueprint / reference sheet for this sotry.
Slowburn
12k words (was having so much fun writing this I didn't even notice the word count.)
Wuwa Version 2.0 Rinascita spoilers
Part 2 coming soon
Rinascita was never ready for your thirst.
me in the corner collecting dust as i wait for a gaku oneshot
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a/n:Â i did it. he's sauurrrr fine i need that bro
ac goes to mimeonsemi
synopsis: gaku hates how you keep beating him at his favorite arcade game.Â
the first time it happened, gaku barely cared.Â
he walked into the arcade after finishing a job, pockets heavier than they should've been, still wearing the bored expression of someone who'd seen far too much blood to be impressed by flashing lights and prize counters. he wandered from cabinet to cabinet until one machine caught his eye.Â
tekken 8.Â
easy. he cracked his knuckles, shoved a few coins into the machine, and played.Â
perfect accuracy. ridiculous speed. a score high enough to knock every other name off the leaderboard. itâs like he knew every combo of every character after the first try, aware of every move that could deflect an attack and land a harder hit in return.Â
he smirked.Â
gxku. first place.Â
"nice."Â
he left.Â
the next week, he came back. his name was second. and above it sat three stupid little letters. letters from your name. Â
"who?"Â

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