Drama Queen!!

An immediate smile takes over your face,

But, is it from your heart?

Without much thought I reciprocate,

No, I even am unsure about mine.

 From deep within, I want to say,

We are friends not foes;

Yet, there still is a slight unrest,

Triggered by our past behind locked doors;

 I’ve cried, I’ve cringed and I’ve thrown a fit

For all those things you did.

And I also know you’ve the done the same

As I have been no different.

 From afar my thoughts seem crystal clear, that we are friends not foes.

Yet the closer I come the murkier it gets and the answer is yet unknown.

And then I think, if I were your foe, would I be questioning so?

Would I not know my answer?

 This dilemma is taking me nowhere,

It’s just been a constant back and forth.

I leave this puzzle for time to solve,

I look around and I’m all alone

In this place filled with clones.

Keys-tapping, phone-answering-machines,

Think twice to even let their breathing intervene.

Look around in search of hope,

Yet, all I see is individuality taking a downward slope.

These white walls, they trap your soul,

Caught between the white walls and the dark secrets they hold.

 I close my eyes; I dream of escape,

The plans are slowly taking shape.

But they shatter midway,

The echoing footsteps chase them through the expressway.

Head held high he walks down the gangway

With a look that holds authority on display.

Clad in suit as dark as the night can get and eyes as dark as coal,

He was a vicious monster with the power to control.

 How much longer would this insanity last?

It had to end and it had to end fast.

Slowly resistance began to stir,

A movement for freedom he could not curb.

Voices that once were drowned

They rose high up from the ground.

 No longer to be bound by the white walls,

No longer to be belittled by its huge halls.

A shout-out to the monsters of the world at large,

A new era has emerged.

What you hear, they are not rumors,

Crippling darkness, an empty heart and a wounded soul,

Pain so ahead of all, that you cannot see its threshold.

A crushing feeling, like the weight of the world is on your shoulder,

And you finally succumb to the pressure.

Hiding in a corner, cowering from reality,

Feeling sorry for yourself and blaming world's brutality,

You say what's holding you back is people's cruelty,

The truth is you have fallen in the trap of self pity.

Try to get yourself off the bed,

Shatter all the voices in your head,

Tear away the past and burn each shred.

At the end of every dark tunnel there is light,

But to get there, with the demons inside you need to fight,

One step forward and then two, your only ally is your might.

Step out of the tunnel and feel the warmth of life overpower all else,

It was a windy Sunday morning,

All around the winter breeze was blowing.

Your carefree laughter echoed all the way,

The sound of your voice, it brightened the day.

Turned around to see who it was,

That first sight left me with no choice.

You were standing with a bunch of your friends,

They were laughing at something that you said,

The warmth of your presence tugged me forward,

I had to stop myself from going ahead.

Even from a distance I could see,

What you were going to mean to me.

One step ahead and I could see our future,

Our lives together looked so much brighter.

All I wanted was to catch your eye,

If we got together I'd never say goodbye.

That was the moment you turned, you caught me watching you,

Fallen Angel, with eyes that would make any girl weak in her knees,

A smile that would get her to beg you please,

To not turn away so she can gaze into your eyes forever.

If you are not around, she would cry a river.

Fallen Angel, the very sound of your laugh gets her about,

You are the one for her, there is no  doubt.

Forgetting the past that went through her like a knife,

For the first time in forever, there is music in her life.

Fallen Angel, can you not see what you mean to her?

Being near you has made life clear to her.

The curve on her lips, that used to be a frown,

You helped her turn it upside down.

She sees the way your blue eyes shine, brighter than a million stars,

Your light guides her through the inside wars.

Though you are the Angel that has fallen,