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I mean true but I also have the habit of losing things so we won't be doing that. Yeah, I have enough rumors where people think I'm married and have two kids. I also have a rumor going where people think that the guy I used to post photos with was someone I was dating. I covered his face in photos but I can't do anything without people thinking I'm in a relationship. I'll make sure your bracelet is rainbow. I'll get mine whatever color I feel like having that day. The joys of tour. You gotta get sick and lose your voice. Wouldn't be right otherwise. I like going back to my natural hair color once in awhile especially to let my hair rest. Sometimes I will do out there colors but not at the moment. Haha, it's the way I do things. It will help make the time go by faster plus I'm eager for everyone to hear it. Maybe you'd have to learn one day and convince the two of them. It's a lot but can be fun.

you're not supposed to take the ring off, dude, haha. oh, so how's the marriage and two kids going ? all well ? and how's the ex ? sorry, just me, i'd humour it if i had any, but not sure i do. not that i know of at least, might need to be a bigger deal. well, what do you think i'm wanting with you — everyone to think we're together, come on now ! yes please, love me some rainbow. have all the colours and change it as you feel. yes, exactly it's the bittersweet part, but i guess i'll accept it. feels like you're unofficially coming for me now, namjoon, and i'm laughing so hard about it. no rush, seriously, the best shit takes time. i so will, just need to get back on that.

It really is plus who doesn't love experimenting with new colors. I mean black and red are good together so it's always iconic. Do it when you can. Enjoy being on tour. I know I always love performing and hearing the fans singing along. I mean, I don't think you'll be bald. Though you do gotta let the hair rest a bit between dye jobs. Don't need you frying it constantly.

and now we're onto blond and pink, the day i stop experimenting might be the day we all perish or something at this point. i think i started something being unable to have one colour hair for too long. i am, we got about a week left and then i'll probably pack up for texas. christmas with the family. it might be my meltdown when i shave it all and step back. trust me, i know all the ways to have healthy hair with all my dye jobs.

I think the biggest way is to just ask, right? The worst someone could say is no. Which would hurt at first but hey, there's always other people. Still touring so close to Christmas? That's crazy, dude. When do you stop? I'm sure that your family is going to be elated to have you home, though.

personally, i think almost anything can work collab wise. we can create new shit, mix shit never done before — but i think for me, metal and country i'll avoid for now. rap, pop, rock, indie.. fucking tops. really, i'm so fucking picky with collabs, barely wanted to do them as music is so personal to me. however friends convince me. yeah but our last show is the 18th, so we'll be done soon. they will be, though it's always bittersweet being back in texas.

Reminds me of the whole practice makes perfect stuff. We do, haha. I'm glad and hearing it all, it's truly something. Everywhere? Well, I want to be in your world always in some means, so this works for me. I'm keeping an eye for more from you guys, okay? You got a fan in me and major supporter.

i'm practice making perfect, haha. it's — quite the fucking story, let me tell ya. seriously, it's something. let's you learn that some labels are better than others and in some cases even it might be better to be without but.. it's not easy. i think you will be, my world is fucking great. now this — is what i needed to hear. we're officially besties now.

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It sounds like an interesting idea. I never really thought about it - gotta be honest with you there, bud. I've just been chilling around home and go back to see family. Honestly not a whole lot with me. Sad days, I know. What about you?

i think to collab with everyone, but i also have this voice like — how though ? could be part of my taking over the world musically, haha. is that where you'll be for a bit then ? i'm touring currently then i'll probably have to take my happy ass to texas to see family for the holidays.

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They say the best takes time, and you're walking proof of that, and you should be so proud of that! I'd love to hear when you're ready to share. I bet you are, as well as at many other things. That makes sense — but you made it work and that's what matters. I'm sure that'll be coming soon with how you guys are doing these days. It's a talent I guess, haha.

they do and i'm definitely the best taking time, glad we agree there, haha. i am, so fucking proud. i can definitely do that. flattery will get you everywhere with me, easily. yes — it wasn't easy, but it was definitely a journey. maybe it will, we'll truly become the best i always flex and then it'll be a fact, haha.

So I have to admit, I didn’t expect your music to hit me emotionally and also make me feel like I accidentally walked into a chaotic sleepover at the same time. That’s impressive. Do you always write like you’re daring your own feelings to keep up with you, or did you wake up one day and decide subtlety was overrated? | @itsawsten

you're welcome. i write so much of it from my own personal places and so for me — it's so therapeutic, and it's like something i just need to get out there, you know what i mean ? thank you. i do, but i also have times i dick around and something comes out from it.