Call Me Violet

Eating disorders are rarely ever portrayed accurately on tv. They aren’t just skipping lunch one day or thinking a certain outfit makes you look fat. It starts out simple and innocent, until one day it’s not. It goes from throwing up because you ate so much food you got sick, to becoming addicted to the way your stomach feels emptier after getting rid of the food in it. It goes from restricting a normal amount of food, to crying because you ate twice in one day. Eating disorders are not pretty. It’s grades slipping because you don’t have the energy to study and you can’t concentrate in class because the only thing you’re thinking about is how you can get through dinner tonight without eating. It’s ruining friendships because you cancel every plan you make, terrified it’ll involve eating. It’s not having any consistency in your life. Some days you’ll eat and not feel guilty. Other days you’ll want to tear your skin apart after one bite. It’s knowing you need help but not having the first clue how to ask for it. Because how do you ask for help if you aren’t even sure you want it.

why do heterosexuals think unhealthy relationships are quirky and fun lol you aren’t supposed to hate your wife pals. buddos. guys. come on use ya brains

and this is a piece of performance art called “i take everything personally”