a sad little place, for my sad little stories.

It doesnt match

Who is this person that draws so pretty, but feels so sad

I wish I was dead.

I shouldn't have come here.

If I knew he was gonna die anyway I would have just killed us both during the storm, it would have looked like an accident l.

I didnt want to kill him

I loved him

I still love him

Why did he have to die

Why did i have to come here

I hate you

I hate you

I HATE YOU

you ruined everything

You killed my best friend

I wish i was dead

I hate you

Sometimes i feel like he wouldn't have died if I didn't come here. I made a few friends and an alarming number of them told me they crossed paths with cancer, or almost did. So when he got lymphoma and i was told even if i scraped up enough money to save him, I'd only be prolonging the inevitable and causing him more suffering for a year. Somehow i know its this places fault.

This place is evil

I shouldnt have come here

I should have killed us both

At least then we'd still be together

I hate you

I just really miss my cat, i want him back and its getting harder and harder to breath without him. I miss him, and hes gone now and hes not coming back.

I miss having to cater to his every need, so much so that i carried him up and down the stairs, because he only had three legs and it was really hard for him to get around like that.

I tried so hard to help him but no one would donate to his GOFUNDME and no one will help me and ill never forgive anyone for that. I know its not anyones fault, not even my own, but i cant help but hate everyone just a little for it.

How can jobless people set up gofundme for disney trips, but i, who works very hard and comes home very sad and exhausted and broken cant just have my cat by my side. When i see those kinds of gofundmes i get very angry, and i hate those people more and more every time i see them.

This isnt a cry for help, this is just me crying. I miss him. Thats all.

I dont want to be alive anymore

I needed him a lot more than he needed me.

I dont want another cat i dont want a new one i dont want anything else

I want my cat. I love my cat. He is a good boy

I think i was in love with my cat

His name was jake, and he was my little yakuza, here he is very young, before he lost his leg. I see him in every three legged cat, i see him in every orange cat, and i see him in my friends cats even if theyre nothing alike.