Just so you know the kind of person i am which is a fucking mess.
My favourite movie are Interstellar and jumanji (1995), my taste in music in a spectrum going from classical music to Electro. I watch Bluey on a daily basis and i'm fighting against a numeric platform who suppose to give me a school for next year (spoiler: I'm losing)
Oh and i'm very gay (triple sentence) (yes i know my bio say pan because i'm sadly still attracted to m*n that doesn't mean i have to actually like them đââď¸đââď¸)
But i swear i'm nice, and very friendly *eyes twitching*
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The Best Man She's Ever Known: Jack Abbot X Reader Headcannons.
It's pretty fucking long guys...I went ham on it and have thought too much about this fic.
Reader absolutely crochets Jack Abbot scarves, and he wears the hell out of them and will mention his girlfriend made them if anyone comments on them.
Abbot is a little old fashioned...don't make any old man jokes...he likes buying reader bouquets of roses and opens doors for her. He's a gentleman, okay.
They meal prep every time they have a day off. Jack Abbot is responsible enough to recognize its a smart way to make sure they actually eat a meal on work days/nights. Or at least they have food available with the intention that they will eat it.
Touch is a big part of their love language. Some part of them is always touching, holding hands, wrapping an arm around the waist, resting a hand on a knee. Even when they insisted they were only friends they still gravitated towards touching one another in some way. There were brushes against the arm when speaking to one another and held hands when having deep conversations. Abbot maybe once or twice pushed a strand of hair back from her face.
People noticed...it was a live action soap opera around the night shift while Abbot and Reader were in denial that they were far more than just friends. They seemed to be attached at the hip working alongside one another smoothly and comfortably and joking and chatting. People noticed the flirty energy.
There was a bet on how long it would take them to get together. Nurse Mateo won but Robby came in close to second.
Reader is a horrible driver, and Abbot tends to insist he's the one who should drive...she's gotten in enough fender benders while he's her passenger that he's taking the keys when at all possible.
Abbot likes Reader's cat more than he'll admit. He's not much of a cat person; but he's willing to tolerate it because he knows Reader loves her pet and she's had Bowie for years. Abbot maybe gets nervous if the cat starts to get a little sluggish...Bowie is getting old and Abbot will try to say he just doesn't want his girlfriend to have her heart broken when the cat dies...but he maybe will feel sad when the time comes too.
Reader knows the routine for taking off Abbot's prosthetic, she's got it down to a science watching him do it a million times.
She's pretty good at sensing when his leg is bothering him and will often prep everything he's going to need to get out of the prosthetic before he even says a word.
When they are dating and living apart, she buys a shower chair for her place. He tries to insist that she didn't have to and he doesn't want to be an inconvenience. She points out that he is never an inconvenience and making sure her boyfriend can comfortably exist in her space is important to her.
Jack Abbot feels anxious the first time she sees his prosthetic. It's when they make love for the first time and he has to stop and take it off. She seems to sense his anxiety and is quick to reach out to him after it's been removed. She tells him "I knew about the leg already Jack. Seeing it doesn't change anything. It doesn't change me wanting you."
He's already pretty sure he's in love with her before that moment but if he wasn't sure that moment would have made him realize it.
He's worried about his performance in the bedroom their first time. He knows he's rusty given he hasn't been intimate with anyone since his late wife. He worries that he's too old for Reader and will disappoint her.
Their first time is a little clumsy and it takes a minute for Reader to get Abbot out of his head, but he realizes pretty quickly that he's not disappointing her at all.
They have a pretty active sex life though Abbot still worries about his age. He's sure there will be a time when he's going to need medical intervention to keep hard for her, and she's quick to tell him that she doesn't mind it.
He's the best lover she's ever had, and she knows that she doesn't have much experience given her only other partner has been her ex husband and he was awful in bed. But Jack Abbot is the best sex she's ever had she knows it in her heart and soul.
Abbot feels sick any time he thinks of her ex husband. He knows how brutal the man was and knows he'd kill him if he met him.
Abbot also is sure he'll kill her parents if he ever meets them after she tells him about her childhood in the church and how awful it was. He knows it was a controlling environment that broke something in her as a little girl and she's still trying to repair it as an adult.
Reader knows how to play piano and violin and can bake. She hates the piano, doesn't mind the violin, and will bake for anyone who asks. These are hobbies she was forced to learn growing up as her father felt they were appropriate for a god honoring girl. They weren't her choice.
Jack Abbot's family loves Reader. They know how much joy she's brought Abbot. She's been healing for him and has really given him a purpose beyond his career. They know how he previously resigned himself to being alone. So, they know its a big deal he's let her in and learned to love again.
Reader's pregnancy hormones make her feral for her boyfriend. The man can't even shave in the morning without her wanting to drop to her knees and take care of little Jack.
Abbot spoils the kid before he/she is even out of the womb. He just never thought he'd be lucky enough to get a chance to a dad. The kid is going to be adored by everyone in their life. Jack has already started a college fund and obsesses over the nursery.
Abbot is surprised to find Reader is such a comfort when he's having a rough time PTSD wise. She understands that sometimes all he needs is her to hold his hand and let him sit with his feelings. Sometimes what he needs is to lie against her nude so he can feel her skin against his and remember he's alive. There's nothing even sexual about it; it's intimacy in another form. He needs to feel close to her and feel loved and centered in his reality.
He does the same for her when she's dealing with her own trauma.
He realizes she is triggered by certain things. She can't take men yelling and he's quick to check in on her if she runs into it at work. He knows she cringes at violence; doesn't even like seeing it on TV. He's mindful of ways to help her when she runs into those triggers just as she does for his triggers.
He does quit SWAT eventually for her...once you have your pregnant girlfriend sobbing because you got shot at yet again the allure of being a SWAT medic as a hobby loses its appeal.
Teaches her yoga...no its not nude yoga. He still has no idea how that rumor got started.
She wears his shirts around the house even the old beat up Army shirts. He loves it and takes photos so he can admire them later.
She teaches him to have lazy days off. Reminds him his body needs rest so he doesn't burn out. She teaches him its okay to not constantly be busy and he's allowed to sit down and breathe. Shows him that there's nothing to be afraid of. If he's forced to think about anything unpleasant then she'll be there.
Makes sure she meets all his old army buddies and tries not to roll his eyes too hard at the teasing over his young girlfriend. Also gets ribbing from Robby over it. Is quick to dryly remark that they're jealous that he's still got it at fifty years old.
Puts up a Christmas tree for the first time in years because Reader asks him to. Also will decorate for Halloween even though he knows they will have to work just because she loves Halloween.
Abbot is protective to the point of suffocating. He has to learn to take a step back and trust Reader to handle herself.
Is crazy for her though. She often remarks that she is certain he loves her with his full heart and soul. She only hopes to do the same for him.
Doesn't mind their age gap. She's fine with it; his age was never a concern for her. She doesn't react when people comment on the fact that he's older than her.
Will reassure him once they become parents and he worries people will think he's the grandpa.
He reassures her in dealing with her anxiety over being a mom. He reminds her how awesome she's going to be and how much their kid will be loved.
They are the cutest family okay, once that kid born they're so adorable together it's almost sickening. There's several photo shoots as a family. Don't even get me started on the cards they start sending out over the holidays; matching pjs do I need to say more?
Abbot carries baby photos of his kid and shows them off to everyone. Everyone must see what he made.
Abbot genuinely thanks the powers that be for bringing Reader into his life. He doesn't want to think of what his life might be had she not entered it.
Reader feels the same. She thought that perhaps she wasn't meant to find love or kindness from anyone until she met Jack Abbot.
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I bought a house of the dragon tarot a few months ago but i dont know shit about tarot (i only use oracle) so finally decide to learn đââď¸đââď¸đââď¸đââď¸
The instructions given with the card are honestly a bit lame but card are card so i'm just gonna use it as a "classic" tarot
I dont love serena but damn the whole scene when she give birth and June is here to help her..yeah it softens my heart..i have a weak soft for pregnant and laboring woman..đđđđ
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owen and jerry DO NOT LOOK ALIKE and iâm so tired of seeing you guys say it đ can we please be fr
theyâre both just white men with receding hairlines đ the model viewer lighting makes it look like there are some surface level similarities but if you actually look at their features every single one is different. they both have relatively softer appearances and brown hair but jerryâs is light brown, owenâs is darker. jerryâs face is longer, owenâs is broader and flatter. jerryâs eyes are dark brown and almond shaped, owenâs are rounder and hazel. jerry has a much bigger and thicker nose, owenâs is small and pointed. even their lips are different.
this argument is stupid and honestly deeply reductive. the whole âabby has daddy issuesâ or âowen looks like her dadâ thing says way more about the people making that claim than it does about abby. thereâs no way youâre a fan of her and actually believe that. jerry and owen donât look alike enough in any meaningful way to say she was âdating her dad.â theyâre just two white guys with similar hair color and soft features. thatâs it. that doesnât equal freud. weird comments like that are just a weak attempt to discredit her pain and reduce her to a punchline, avoiding engaging with her actual story and relationships. because for some people, thatâs harder to swallow than a bad joke about âdaddy issues.â
I'm so influenceable bc i arrive here not liking ellabs, Dellabs AT ALL, but i saw some art, read some stuff and i slowly start to like it. What happen to me guys? Is this normal?
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During my most recent play through, one thought kept gnawing at me: the rope marks on Abbyâs neck and wrists. They were so visible. Owen and Mel had to have seen them. Nora too, maybe. But we never see anyone ask her about them in the game. Not a single person.
Abby went to unimaginable lengths, putting her life on the line over and over again to find Owen. She plunged into infected territory, escaped the Seraphites by a narrow margin, swam through a dangerous current, and risked Isaac's wrath. She literally stared death in the face several times. Yet, once she found Owen, she selflessly pushed her own problems and trauma aside to focus solely on him. This is a person who consistently sacrifices for others, but did anyone even ask âwhat happened?â Did anyone ask how she met Lev and Yara, beyond her brief mention that they saved her? Was the trauma behind that story ever explored by those around her? It makes me wonder if anyone truly paid attention.
She always puts others first, so when she almost lost her life, did anyone bother to check in on her? Maybe I analyse things too deeply, but my heart breaks thinking about it. It's a heavy thought, and it really highlights the emotional weight she carries in silence.
abby at first was hesitant and unsure with how to take care of you after sex. she fumbled over her words and ran around the room trying to gather everything you possibly needed (it was kinda cute). eventually you'd calm her down and ended up taking care of her for the night.
after dating for awhile abby got built a routine that worked best for the both of you. if it was slower romantic night she'd hold you close while whispering praises in your ear, soothing the marks she left behind, and cleaning you up softly.
if the two of you had a particularly kinky night abby is taking you straight to the bath. she'd seat you just on edge where you could lean against the wall, as she ran the bath she'll pepper you with kisses as you come down. when the bath is full and warm she'll lower you down with ease and slide behind you. her praises are laced with something dark and stern, but calming all the same.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerâs)
abby's favorite part of her body is by far her arms, especially because she has worked so hard to get them where they are now. the longest part of her workout focuses on her arms and she'll always send a pump pic.
abby's favorite part of your body is definitely your thighs. when the two of you are lazing around at home, she'll lay her head on your thighs whenever she gets the chance. when you're out in public abby will grip it like it's no one's business, and when she's eating you out she's giving equal love to those pillowy thighs.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
lowkey highkey?... she loves it when you cum on her face (cumming on her fingers cum second). abby loves the feel of you coming undone on her tongue, your slick running down her face, and the feeling of making you feel this good. some days she doesn't even want to come, just wants you to cum on her face.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
when abby was young she was a pretty avid reader, buying books every other week and displaying them like trophies on her bookshelf. however when she got more adventurous and started reading other genres, she found lesbian historic novels. some were filled with forbidden love and yearning, but many were down right dirty. she'd buy these novels with cash and only read them at night with the door locked.
when the two lovers found a shadowed alcove in a secluded part of the castle, they hiked their skirts up and touched each other in ways that made danger feel so good. abby would take her body pillow and ride as the heat rose, her clit growing swollen as she imagined herself in that darkened corner. as the two lovers found their climax, so did abby.
she would only admit this to you after a year or two of dating when the both of you were swapping dirty secrets.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyâre doing?)
abby had an average amount of experience sexually, having one serious partner and a few hookups before meeting you. she was experienced enough to get a general idea of how to pleasure you, but had some learning bumps when it got serious and more kinky between the two of you.
abby definitely did not experiment with different kinks the way she did with you, so she felt more hesitant than she would have if this was regular quick and hot sex.
F = Favorite positionÂ
prone bone, modeled after some of her favorite lesbian novels. abby loves the feeling of your skin against hers, her hips grinding against your ass as she strokes her strap inside of you. she wants you to feel her racing heartbeat against your damp back, feel the excitement she has whenever you're under her. when she's close abby will grip your hips tight in her muscular hand and drive into you until the both of you climax together.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
you and abby love to have little giggle fits, especially so whenever you try something new. maybe a new phrase came out more cheesy than sexy or one of you find yourself in a awkward position. its never a situation where you're laughing at each other, but rather with each other. when it comes to more romantic nights, she'll baby you in a way that makes your soft laughs contagious.
but abby can lock the fuck in when she needs to.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
abby is not the type to put too much maintenance into grooming down there. as a rule of thumb she'll trim it neatly once a month and maybe let it grow out a bit, but if she notices you're having a more active ovulation she'll shave it all the way down.
HAPPY TRAILLLLLL
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
abby is a soft girl at heart, no matter how rough or heavy-handed she gets during sex, she can always soften up in moment you need it or afterwards. she is the type to set up the atmosphere for the given mood, and she does prefer those romantic nights where she can dress you down all soft and lovely.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
she rarely ever uses toys on herself, preferring to use her fingers or a pillow. abby finds a certain gratification in putting in the work to make herself feel good, and feeling the strain in her muscles afterwards. it's only when she is beyond exhausted and need a quick cum will she use a vibrator/dildo.
abby used to use her books or imagination to get off, but after dating for a few years and filming some videos together she'll use those instead. abby will go even as far as to get a little bit more freaky during the times you're filming so she can use it later when your unavailable.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
cum play
abby not only loves the taste of you, but she love playing with your slick. when she gets you dripping down onto the covers, abby will run her thick fingers against you entrance as she shoves back inside of you
"keep that cum inside for me princess"
when her fingers are drenched in your juices, she'll make you wrap your lips and lick it clean like a good girl.
on nights where the two of you explore kinks together, and you're tied up all pretty in front of her, abby with run her finger through her own folds and run it down the front of your body, denying you a taste.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
abby does not like public or even semi public sex. despite the fact that y'all are pretty freaky, she wants to be able to have the privacy to make you all hers.
her favorite place to take you is in the bedroom or a bedroom, and when you need a change of place she might fuck you in a different place of the house.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
abby loves a good tease from you, a little risque photo while she's at work, a tiny outfit while out with friends. the tension that builds up with every innuendo and lingering touch.
when you sit on her lap while at a party and wriggle around, teasing her as the seam of her jeans rubs against her pussy. a amazed smirk lining her face as she holds you in place, bringing her lips to your ear.
"you dirty girl"
N = No (something they wouldnât do, turn offs)
besides cum/squirt, abby doesn't deal with other fluids, she just isn't into that.
abby also isn't really into anal, or at least anal penetration (on herself and you). one in awhile she'll tease it but not more than that. you guys have tried once but it lead to a giggle fit none of you recovered from.
as said before, abby isn't into public/semi-public sex, she likes the privacy to have you to herself.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
abby loves giving some good head to, she thrives between your thighs. she knew she preferred it with her partners, but with you it was damn near a requirement. since you got together, you've become abby's practice dummy in a way, finding other ways to please you with her mouth.
and don't even get me started about that nose of hers.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
abby could truthfully go either way, depending on the context of the scene, she could go fast and hard, or slow and soft. for her she prefers a sweet middle, warming you up with something soft and ending with something that gets you hot and right on the edge.
she does notice when she's ovulating she tends to be more impulsive, and gives it to you rough(not that you mind it).
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
she doesn't prefer it because she can't set up enough time for foreplay and aftercare, but when both of your schedules pile up she doesn't mind resorting to quickies in the living room to satisfy that need.
however, she does make the effort to make it up to you later that night if she can, giving you the full treatment you need.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
experimentation has been a big part of you and abby's sex life, exploring new and deeper parts of each other. with that does come with some risk she's willing to accept, but if there's a chance of other people being involved she doesn't feel comfortable with it.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
have you seen the way this woman is built? abby can go for hours if you could handle it, but usually to spare your sanity she'd split it into rounds so she can love you up before breaking you back down again.
especially in the early stages of your relationship, the two of you were like rabbits, fucking any chance you got and definitely getting some noise complaints that made abby go red.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
the both of you jointly own a couple toys, a strap, vibrators, and a few dildos. most of it outlined stages in your relationship, starting out smaller in size and getting bigger as the two of you got comfortable with each other.
abby rather use it on you, but on special occasions when you want to use them on her, she'll let because she trust you'll make her feel good.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
abby will 100% tease you as much as you do her. waltzing around the house with no shirt and a skimpy bra, a more risquĂŠ pump photo, and lingering touch in public.
when you try and tease abby on her lap, she'll put you tight onto her thigh, pushing deliciously onto your core, and rest her thick hands on the sensitive parts of your hips.
her voice gets this husky quality that sends shivers through you, her plump lips grazing the shell of your ear.
"you just love getting me all riled up huh princess."
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
abby likes having you in private for many reasons, one of them including the fact that she is a vocal gal. not some much screaming since she is the one giving, but when she's stroking that strap into you, the bumper rubbing against her deliciously, her moans settle into the air so beauitfully. when she's close, abby gets a little whinier, higher pitched as a foreshadowing of her climax.
abby doesn't like having to hold back her moans because she focuses more on being quiet than enjoying your body.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
because abby had her sexual awakening reading lesbian historical novels, when ren faire hits your city, the two of you will roleplay as a princess and her trusty night. spending the day exchanging forbidden touches, stolen moments in secluded corners, and kisses under the moonlight. and later that night when you get home, she undresses you with a tenderness that only someone who cherishes you could achieve.
X = X-ray (letâs see whatâs going on under those clothes)
for bras, abby switches between two types, but favoring functionality overall. on workout days (most days) she'll wear a variety of sports bras, mostly black, grey, or white. when she's just going out for dinner with you or hanging out with friends she'll wear a bralette to be comfortable but cute.
for underwear she strictly wears boxers/boyshorts, she tried the whole thong thing when she was younger and just simply could not.
on one of her birthdays, you did buy her a nice lingerie set to wear when she's feeling pretty, but she didn't wear it often because there were too many straps (but she does indulge you and wear it when you beg her to).
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
her sex drive is on the higher than average scale, because of how much she works out she gets pent up pretty easily, so often she is wanting sex (especially when she's ovulating).
when work gets busy and she doesn't work out as often, she goes back down to an average sex drive.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
abby likes to cherish the moments you had together even after you've fallen asleep. its not just that fact it takes longer for her to fall asleep, but she truly wants to be present in the moments you have together.
it's only when you're practically purring in your sleep that she can shut her eyes, hold you close to her heart, and drift to sleep.