Perfectly Imperfect

Aries: Kuroo

Taurus: Ushijima

Gemini: Yui

Cancer: Oikawa

Leo: Akiteru

Virgo: Terushima

Libra: Saeko

Scorpio: Daishou

Sagittarius: Futakuchi

Capricorn: Ukai

Aquarius: Bokuto

How Bokuto sees Akaashi

Zero Kiriyuu

What if...

I hate those two words... It’s wishful thinking, it’s the what if that will ruin you from the inside.

What if I want to be more... What if we made it? What if we didn't? 

What if I told you, you are the one? What if I told you I loved you for a very long time? What if I still do? What if I never stopped?

What if I told you I want to give you up? What if I told you I've been crying ever since you introduced her to me? What if I'm never gonna be OK? What if I was yours? What if I still am? What if you didn't love her?

What if....

What if you loved me too?

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Ahahaha it hurts to think of all the what ifs... The what should have been...

And it hurts to be the only one to feel this. I'm gonna be ok.

I want to. I want.... I want you. I still do.

And you know, the hardest part of falling in love with your best friend; you know everything about them, from their favorite color to knowing you are not the one for them. Even if you know that they are the one for you. And oh god it hurts. But I need to.

Drop this.

Need to stop the what ifs.

To accept that I never stood a chance. That you're happy; that its not me.

That it will never be me.

Tsk... I'm pathetic.

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"She's the one"

"You love him right? why don't you just tell him!"