I let someone in and they just followed the blueprints to breaking me. Worst thing is I honestly feel numb to it. I should feel more hurt but I barely even care. Desensitised.

I wish I was dead

I’m not a supporting character in anyone’s story. I’m a stagehand.

Everyday just shows me that I am nothing of value to anything or anyone

I honestly just want to leave this world. I want peace.

I feel like I’m stuck and can never get out of this place I’m in

I just, I don’t get how noting can change in a year

I started this blog a year ago because I was in a really bad place and wanted to document my progression, so I could see my growth. It’s been a year, and I’m still in the same exact place, honestly, even worse.