I matter... Don't I?

On god

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I try so hard,so hard,but nothing ever changes

I really don’t have the energy to deal with feeling this way

I don't want all this pain anymore. I just feel so heavy and it never stops. I want to feel light.

I feel like I have no safe place inside my head to escape to anymore

I wish I could tell anyone about the darkness that’s crushing my soul but it would only freak people out and make them scared of me.

i'm so fucking exhausted. i don't wanna keep trying anymore.

I feel like I wasn't meant to be here. Like I'm just something useless walking around

how can someone feel so much and feel so empty at the same time?

I hate myself for not being good enough.

I hate this life, I want out. 

Seeing how hurt and exhausted everyone around me is because of my mental illness is heartbreaking, and there is nothing I can do about it other than giving up.

i’m starting to think i wasn’t meant to be happy

do you always feel like you’re a burden to others or are you normal?

Burden. All day.