Bunny Tales

She's not cold hearted, she's just tired of getting fucked over.

it’s very simple to be happy. But it’s very difficult to be simple.

Yes, I guess I'm cold now. I've build a wall around myself, to protect my heart from more hurt and damage. I won't belive you if you tell me you're different. Maybe if you stick around and prove it, but it's still uncertain. Words no longer mean a thing. Neither do actions.

There is comfort in silence when you know words would only hurt you more. There is comfort in departure when you no longer know why you would rather stay. There is comfort in letting go when broken pieces is all what you've been holding on to. And sometimes there is comfort in feeling some pain when you've felt nothing for so long. There is always some peace in all your battles. May you always be able to find it. May you always find a reason to stay strong.

Do not look for my heart any more, the beasts have eaten it.

“I'd say it was nice knowing you, but as you've effectively ruined my life, it almost certainly hasn't been”

“The worst thing you can do is become cold because of past experiences and ruin your future experiences” - I recently read. ....but I can’t. I know I shouldn’t, but the more the time passes, the more I’m scared of... people. Like, okay, i have friends. But, I don’t know if I can... trust people? It doesn’t matter what/how/why/where/when, it just seems everyone wants to take advantage of something, as if they all had other intentions. Maybe not even them notice. I’m just... I just want to cry. I will keep this soft friendly thing i am, it’s just... easier for me, if people like me, if enough people like me, it’s less likely they will abuse me or hurt me, or anything... right? Well, I’m quite the softie, doesn’t matter what, I just, I don’t think i could trust in anyone. I can help out people when they need, but... I ain’t good seeking help. I’m so scared. I won’t get cold with others if they don’t enter my safe zone, I think my problems is that I will be cold if they try passing this invisible line I created... “I do not want to get closer to you” It’s not personal, really. I just... i don’t want to get closer to anybody. I can’t trust in you, you will hurt me. I just know. Everybody does. I know people will get angry at me, because they don’t have patience, and they will say I’m annoying and too dramatic and will point I’m dumb for being so scared. but I don’t know... this feeling that I feel. i can’t count with anyone but myself. Even my friends, my good friends, I trust them til a certain point. I... Ugh, I don’t even understand what’s my problem, yes. I... just leave me alone, okay?

"Of course I loved her. You don't give people you don't love the power to destroy you"

"The sad thing is, nobody ever really knows how much anyone else is hurt. We could be standing next to somebody who is completely broken and we wouldn't even know it"