âi was a  c o w a r d . it wasnât even about the people who trashed my trailer, i just didnât want  a n y t h i n g  to remind me of letha,  e v e r y t h i n g  that i lost.. you were my  o n l y  friend, and i shouldnât have  a b a n d o n e d  you, and  i â m  s o r r y .â

















