i don’t think i talk enough about how much i adore my girlfriend. like genuinely, truly, head to toe adore her. i’m always stupidly horny on here to the point it might not come across.
she has this way of existing that just shifts the gravity of my entire day. i can be tired, quiet, stuck in my own head and then she speaks, or laughs, or just is there, and suddenly the air feels lighter. she lifts my mood without even trying. like someone quietly opening a window in a moggy room and letting fresh air rush in. the best thing that happened on my birthday wasn’t the messages or anything like that. it was hearing her voice. the second she started talking i remember thinking there it is, that’s the thing i was waiting for. everything else could’ve disappeared and it still would’ve been the best day just because she was part of it. last night she was out and about and still kept updating me on where she was, what she was doing, sending the most ridiculous voice notes. completely drunk, rambling, laughing halfway through her sentences, telling me things that probably made perfect sense to her in the moment. tripping over my accent and not being sure of what i was saying, which was a first and stupidly adorable. i kept replaying them today and just smiling like an idiot because that’s my girl. that’s the person i get to love. the one who sends drunken voice notes and still manages to be the most endearing person on the planet.
i’m so completely taken by her. the way she thinks, the way she moves through the world, the softness she carries alongside that quiet strength she probably doesn’t even realise she has. sometimes i just sit there listening to her talk and thinking about how lucky i am that this incredible, beautiful person chose me. she deserves praise constantly. she deserves to be adored in the quiet moments and the loud ones. she deserves someone who notices the small things about her and treats them like treasure.
and i do. i notice them all.
i love the sound of her voice, the warmth she carries, the way my whole mood brightens the moment she appears. she’s the kind of person that makes the world feel softer just by being in it.
i’m so in love with her it’s almost embarrassing.
and if she’s having a low day, i hope she remembers this: there is someone out here who looks at her and thinks she is one of the most wonderful things to ever happen to them.
because she is. she really, truly is.
