A Knight's Oath (Part II)
Pairing: Knight Javier Escuella x Princess Reader
Summary: You are the princess of a kingdom. Javier wins a sword competition and becomes your personal knight.
Warnings: Explicit Content, NSFW, Unprotected Smut
âGood morning, your highness.â Javier respectfully greets you as you cross the threshold of your quarters into the hallway.
After being assigned as your personal knight, Javier diligently stayed by your side from dawn until dusk, making you wonder if he even found time to sleep. You would find him guarding your door in the early mornings and later accompanying you throughout the rest of the day until the sun fell. Heâd then conclude his duties by bidding you good night and would continue the cycle again until the sun rose.Â
âGood morning.â You nodded, responding back in kind. You were not yet entirely accustomed to being attended to in this manner besides by your attendants. This was mainly due to your identity being shrouded in secrecy before your debut, so a personal knight wasnât necessary when you were kept in hiding for most of your life. But to see someone greet you so openly, especially it being Javier⊠you had little to complain about.Â
You continued through the halls of the castle, and Javier easily fell into step behind you as the two of you made your way to the dining hall for breakfast. Once you settle down in your seat, the servants immediately take action to provide you with your meal, setting delicate plates of food in front of you.Â
âSir Javier.â You started. His head immediately lifts at the sound of you calling his name.Â
âSimply Javier should suffice, princess.â He reassures you.
âDonât deprive me of the pleasure of using your title.â You tease him as you cut up your food in bite size pieces.Â
He shakes his head and chuckles, the sound low and warm that it makes you want to draw closer to close the distance between the two of you. âYes, princess?â His lips are still quirked up in a smile as he urges you to continue.Â
âHow do you like your new home? Are you pleased with it?âÂ
His response is polite and courteous. âPleased is an understatement. I am honored to receive such extravagant lodgings.â
You nod, happy to hear so, but you continue to press him further. âAre you sure? Youâre being too modest, We can arrange for anything else you might need.â
He shakes his head and for a moment, he doesnât respond. You start getting nervous thinking you were being too insistent until he speaks again.Â
âI only require⊠that I remain close to youâŠâ His voice comes out soft and gentle.Â
Your eyes leap from your plate to look at him, your face reflexively blooming pink at his words. You werenât even able to choke out a response until he spoke again.Â
âTo guard youâ that is.â His tone becomes neutral and civil, as if wedging a wall between the two of you. Your heart deflates.Â
âY-Yes, of course.â You stammer out. You turn back to your food despite the unappetizing look of it now. What were you thinking? He spoke as a knight should. You admonished yourself for expecting something more and composed your racing heart.Â
The hours of the day ticked by as usual. You routinely completed all of your royal responsibilities until the sun set, and you and Javier retired to your quarters. The two of you bid good night to each other before you shut the door, but this time you closed it more reluctantly as the frame slowly covered his visage from you.Â
You changed into your night attire and gathered your hair to hang loose over your nightgown. As you climbed in the covers and pulled them over your shoulders, your eyes fluttered closed as you silently wished to dream of your knight.
â...cess⊠princess⊠princess!â You jolt awake in a panic at the sound of your title and look around the room frantically, not yet registering that Javier was by your bedside, his hands clutching your shoulders to shake you to consciousness. The adrenaline running through your veins subsides, and your confused eyes find Javierâs.
âWhat, whatâs happening?â You rose to your elbows, your eyes only able to discern Javierâs silhouette in the darkness.
He looks at you with eyes of concern. âYour highness, you were having a nightmare. I could hear you from outside.â
A nightmare? So much for dreaming of Javier, you thought. You rubbed the grogginess out of your eyes and combed your hair out of your face with your fingers, hoping to collect yourself.Â
âIâm sorry.â You felt deeply apologetic. Your eyes adjusted to the darkness, now able to fully see Javier. âI didnât mean to disturb you.â
He shakes his head. âYou never need to apologize to me.â His voice draws you in, soothing your very being. âYour safety is my number one priority.â Javier is the perfect picture of honor. While his care for you was noble in nature, you couldnât help but feel that he was too distant. If there was a way to bridge the gap between the two of youâŠÂ
He pulls his hands back to his side and straightens his posture. âI shall take my leave now, princess.â He bows and begins to leave, but he is frozen in his tracks when he finds his hand grasped by another. Your hand, that is. He turns his head and looks at you with wide eyes.Â
You moved by instinct. Your hand sought his touch before you could even make a coherent thought. Realizing what youâve done, you snatch your hand back. You were thankful for the darkness that hid your face flushed red. âCan⊠you stay?â You asked, voice timid.
You hurry to clarify as he continues to stare in silent shock. âI meanâ until I fall back asleep.â You were scrambling for some sort of excuse. âIâm scared to be alone right now. After the nightmare and allâŠâÂ
He relaxes and his expression softens at your admission. âOf course, your highness.â He looks around your bedroom, searching for something. âMay I borrow a chair?â
You nodded a little too enthusiastically. âOh, yes of course.âÂ
He smiles and goes to your desk, lifting the chair pushed under it to your bedside. He walks around and takes a seat. You nestle back into the covers and lay on your side facing him, your eyes never leaving his figure.Â
âIâll stay until your nightmares turn back into dreams.â
Your heart swells with gratitude. No matter what, he would always meet you head on with steadfast loyalty. But within your feelings, there was affection and something more. Was this normal between a princess and her knight?Â
He closes his eyes and begins to hum a tune. He hums low and melodic, the sound pleasant to your ears. It was akin to a lullaby without the words. Your head eases into the pillow, your once tense muscles from your nightmare relaxing into the cushions.Â
âDo you sing?â You asked curiously.Â
âYes, but poorly, princess.âÂ
You shook your head. âNonsense. This isnât poor in the least.âÂ
He chuckles. âPerhaps next time Iâll bring an instrument.â Despite this proposition most likely made in jest, it was still very tempting to you.
Your eyes flutter halfway, not quite closed but almost shut. âPlease do.â You speak again before you could think otherwise. âI like the sound of your voice.â
Before you could even see Javierâs expression, you were already drifting off to sleep, your consciousness slowly fading away. But you could feel the faintest touch dusting across your cheek. You couldâve reasoned for it to be your hair tickling your face, but slumber took over you completely before you could find out.
From then on, you and Javier were inseparable. His immediate presence was as familiar to you as the back of your hand. Months passed by, and his duty to protect you was second nature to him. However, what he couldnât protect you from was your inevitable fate as a royal princess.
âSoon the castle will host a ball.â His majesty made this announcement at the dinner table. Every so often, the king would arrange for a royal family dinner at the dining hall. Defying this tradition was out of the question and each of your royal siblings including you made sure to attend this dinner.
All movements halted. The spoon full of soup that you lifted to your lips stopped midair. All eyes were on the king.
He turns to look at you. His majesty never speaks. He orders. âYour betrothed will be attending. He is aware of our agreement, as should you.â
You delicately lay your spoon beside your plate and dabbed at your lips with a napkin. You keep your eyes on the table, not daring to meet your fatherâs gaze. âYes, your majesty.â Defying a royal decree straight from the king was never an option.
And the dinner continues on in silence. As everyone returns to eating their meal, you raise your head and instinctively search for Javier. He is standing guard along the wall, similar to the other knights present in the room. Poised and resolute to protect even at dinner time. You almost plead with your eyes for him to look at you, wanting to find comfort in him. But his face is cold and empty. There was no solace to be found in his eyes.Â
The ball came sooner than you expected. Before you knew it, the maids were already dressing you in an extravagant gown to prepare you for the event. Precious jewels lined your dress and your hair. Lydia brings forward to you a silver mask adorned with ornate, glittering gems.Â
You raised an eyebrow. âA mask?âÂ
âYes, princess. Itâs a masquerade ball.â She helps you to affix it upon your face, securing the tie behind your head.Â
âHow grandiose.â You said but the comment is hollow and vacant.Â
She looks at you sympathetically before making a final inspection of your appearance. She gives you an approving nod, and the two of you make your way to the event. As the two of you cross the castle grounds, Javier approaches you from the direction of his new quarters in the west annex of the castle. He stops momentarily in front of you to pay his respects, and bows deeply at the waist. He is in ceremonial garb made appropriate for knights at a social event.Â
âGood evening, your highness.â His voice is even and cordial.Â
You nodded to him in turn and hoped he would raise his head to meet your eyes. You didnât know what you wanted to convey to him. Did you want to reassure him? Tell him that this meant nothing to you? But the relationship between the two of you remained unclear, as Javier made sure to never cross the line as a knight.Â
You had no choice but to settle with just his greeting as he made no time for you to respond verbally. He immediately follows behind you, out of your sight. Your heart sinks at losing the chance to speak to him again. Ever since the announcement of your engagement, Javier was physically near but emotionally distant, the complete opposite of the knight who kept by your bedside until your nightmares went away.Â
You and your retainers entered the Great Hall once more, reminiscent of your debut from long ago. This time the room was decorated in opulence and luxury. You felt that it was just yesterday that this place held your coming of age ceremony. Now you have returned to confirm your engagement with the neighboring kingdomâs crown prince.Â
Javier wordlessly joins the other knights lining the outskirts of the ball. You looked after his turned back in longing before he completely disappeared out of sight. One thing that reassured you was that you knew Javier would still keep a close eye on you as he still was your personal knight.
You then turned to the festivities of the masquerade, easily integrating into the scene, falling back on your etiquette training. Everyone you met had their own masks of varying shapes and styles. However, you noticed that you were the only one wearing a silver mask. Despite the concept of mystery at a masquerade ball, everyone bowed to you immediately and spoke respectfully. There was most likely a tip that the royal princess would be wearing a silver mask.Â
âMy lady, would you care for some wine?â You turned to the source of the question and were surprised to find the face of another with almost the same mask as you. The manâs demeanor and garb suggested that he was any other nobleman from court, but the glint of his silver mask that reflected yours confirmed your suspicions that this person was to be your fiance. He bows at the waist and raises himself to meet your eyes.Â
âNo, Iâm fine. But thank you.â You politely declined.Â
The man continues. âIf not wine, then may I request a dance?â He extends his hand towards you, awaiting your reply.
You took a look at his hand before your eyes turned to meet the kingâs at the front of the hall, seated on his throne overseeing the ball. His gaze is stern as he covertly nods his head. So this person really was your betrothed.Â
You lay your gloved hand on top of his, and your lips lift into a practiced smile. âIt would be my pleasure.â Refusal would mean the wrath of your father.
He proceeds to lead you to the dancefloor and circles around to meet you head on. You lightly place your hand on his shoulder while he places his at your waist. The two of you move effortlessly to the orchestral music. He takes the lead by moving you across the polished marble, taking you for seamless twirls and spins.Â
As you and your dance partner continue to step in rhythm with the music, he speaks once more with you. âBy now, Iâm sure you have ascertained my identity, your highness?â He addresses you respectfully with your formal title, verifying to you that he was the crown prince you were set to marry.
âYes. I assumed that your matching mask was a testament to that.âÂ
âIt was his majestyâs idea. He thought that this would help us to be acquainted.â He guides you for another twirl and brings you back in.
Your hand settles back on his shoulder once more. âYes, of course.â You reply but your mind is far away. The two of you continue to engage in civil conversation, and you make sure to humor any of his questions, providing tame responses.Â
âYou are aware that once we are to be married, you will accompany me back to my kingdom?â He asks. âI understand you have made attachments here. So if you would like, you may bring any of your personal servants and retainers.â
Your heart once dormant since the start of the ball began to race. Attachments? Without warning, you see Javier standing watch by a marble pillar as the prince glides you across the floor. The two of you lock eyes but his are stormy and troubled as he has been witnessing you dance with the prince the entire time. He turns his head to avert his gaze and stealthily leaves to exit the ballroom. He takes the doors leading to the maze garden. His disappearance goes unnoticed as his departure was timed exactly with the ending of the song. The dance participants all bowed to each other, including you and the prince. All of the other guests clap in applause and silver goblets clink against each other,Â
Your words hurriedly spilled out of your mouth, distracted now by Javierâs absence. âThank you for the dance, your highness. But my apologies, I believe I must attend to some⊠female matters with my maid.âÂ
âWhy yes, of course.â He lowers his head and doesnât show an inkling of suspicion, believing that you just needed a couple of moments to powder your nose or some other touch ups for your appearance.Â
You bowed in turn and gathered your skirt to swiftly make your way to the maze garden, making sure to use the commotion of the ball to mask your escape. Once out of earshot, you made a mad dash across the garden grounds. Etiquette be damned. You head darts back and forth as you desperately try to find Javier.Â
Your heart sours when his figure comes into your sight. âSir Javier!â You call out to him. His strides freeze at the sound of your voice, and he turns to you, his eyes neutral and lacking warmth. He stands still as he allows you to catch up to him. It disheartens you at first to see him act so cold, but you try to gather any ounce of courage within you to talk to him.Â
âPrincess, you should return to the ball. Your absence will be suspicious.â He says firmly.
âButâŠâ You try to catch your breath. âArenât you my personal knight?â You were searching for any excuse to be with him longer. âYou should be in there, with me.âÂ
âI have already arranged for my replacement for the night. He is just as skilled as me and will protect you without question.â He brushes off your attempts.Â
You shake your head and remove your mask, stepping closer to him. âNo, I want you.âÂ
Javier finally looks at you fully with his lips parted in surprise at your bold statement. But he collects himself, his jaw clenched. âYour highness, please do not speak like that. People will get the wrong idea.âÂ
âItâs not wrong, it's the truth.â You insist, drawing even closer to him. You even reach towards his hand to hold into yours, but unlike last time, he is prepared. He takes a step back to pull away from your proximity.
âPrincess, please.â His voice comes out hoarse as he begs you this time. âDonât associate yourself with the likes of me any longer. I made a mistake.â The words start tumbling out his mouth, and his eyes are dark with despair.
âI shouldâve never tried to get close to you. Becoming your knight, staying by your side.â He gestures towards you. âYour place is with a prince, not with me.âÂ
âBut youâre deciding that on your own.â You try to reason with him, anything to convince him otherwise. Your eyes were starting to burn with unshed tears.Â
âOn my own? As if this ball wasnât a declaration enough.â He says bitterly.
You were already losing him. Your head was growing dizzy trying to find some sort of excuse to ease his worries. âI donât know what to do.â You admitted reluctantly. âBut at least with the time we have leftââ
He scoffs. âIf you think a man can stand by and watch the woman he loves be taken by another, you are mistaken.â
You couldnât take it any longer. You close the distance between the two of you and collide into him, wrapping your arms around his waist in a tight embrace. He steps back slightly from the impact and he looks ahead incredulously. You bury your face into his chest and revel in the sound of his warm, beating heart. Finally, you thought. Finally you could touch him.Â
âI canât be, because Iâm already yours.â You whisper, laying yourself bare to him. You raise your eyes to meet his, hoping, begging, for him to realize that your heart belonged to him.Â
He stood stock still at first, scared to make any sudden movements. But then his hand drops to hold the small of your back, and the other he goes to cup your cheek. His unsteady breath washes over you, and you close your eyes to lean into his touch.Â
âI want to kiss you.â He eyes your lips before looking back up. âMay I?â
You nod earnestly and your lips join together, with you raising to the platforms of your feet and him lowering his head. He kisses you tender and soft as the fringe of his black hair grazes your cheekbones. Your mouth moves against his, and you open it to allow him access to your tongue. He grips you even tighter against him in response as his kisses grow more hungry and passionate, his tongue now inside you.Â
You pull back panting for more air, and he takes the opportunity to drop his head to your neck, his lips creating a path down to your collarbone. Without you realizing it, something warm and wet was pooling within you down below. You were blushing furiously as his lips never left your skin.Â
âJavier, Iââ The both of you were struck still as you heard some of the party guests out in the courtyard for some evening air. There was laughter and bellows indicating that no one was sober any longer.Â
Javier keeps his hand on your waist and brings the other up to hold his index finger against his lips, signaling you to be quiet. He reluctantly breaks your embrace, but reaches down to interlock your fingers together. He pulls you along with him further into the maze garden. âCome with me.â He keeps his voice low.Â
You move hastily and try to keep pace with him. The hedges of the maze whip past you as the two of you move deeper inside, the voices becoming more distant. You stop to lean your back against the hedge wall, and Javier raises his arms to either side of you to lock you in. Javier keeps his head perked up to assess whether or not the two of you were safe out of sight. Once the voices die down, his posture relaxes, turning his eyes back to you and smiles at you sweetly.Â
He threads his fingers through yours and raises them up against the wall, leaning in to kiss you again. His pelvis presses hard against yours, and he rocks his hips against you, his hardness seeking out your entrance. You gasp at the pleasurable sensation. He guides your hands to grasp the back of his neck as he drops to both of his knees and looks up at you with adoration. His hand sneaks underneath the skirt of your gown and finds your calf, his palm and fingers snaking up to your thigh to leave goosebumps in their wake. The fabric of your skirt lifts along the higher he goes.
âWait.â Your voice comes out breathless. You hold his face in your hands, and he stops momentarily. He shuts his eyes to bask in your touch, driving you absolutely mad.Â
âIs there something wrong?â He turns his head in your hands to press a kiss to your palm.Â
âNo itâs justââ You licked your lips growing dry. âI donât know what to do.â Your face is warm from embarrassment.
âDonât worry.â He reassures you. âI can teach you.â His hands find the waistband of your drawers, and he pulls the garment down past your thighs and down your legs. You step out of them once the fabric pools around your feet. But before he tosses them to the side, he groans realizing your slick left a wet patch on your drawers. A betrayal of how aroused you were.Â
âHelp me lift up your skirt.â He says gruffly. You gather up the fabric including the petticoat, and you shiver in response to your cunt exposed to the cold, night air. âSpread your legs wider.â He guides you patiently, step by step. But his self control is hanging on by a thread.Â
You widen your stance, allowing him to bring his face between your thighs, licking a long stripe along your folds. Your breathing picks up speed, and your clit starts to pulse rapidly. He pulls back slightly to sink his middle finger inside you, all the way to the base. His finger curls, and he digs around inside your walls.Â
A whimper escapes your lips as your head tips back against the hedge. No amount of wine could make you feel as intoxicated as Javier does. He adds another finger inside your cunt while his thumb circles around your clit. Then he does another quick swipe against it before latching his lips onto your bundle of nerves, sucking it firmly into his mouth. You cry out, but your hand quickly clamps it shut to muffle your noises.Â
Your body moves on its own by rocking your hips into his mouth, but you were scared of hurting him. You draw your pelvis back, except he catches you by holding your thigh in place.Â
âNo, keep moving. Just like that.â He guides you to roll your hips against his mouth, wanting you to feel the highest of pleasures. You gain a rhythm, moving back and forth seeking out that delicious friction against your clit as you grasp his hair with both hands. Your breath comes out in short pants, and you feel the pressure deep within your cunt close to overtaking you. You grind against his mouth a couple more times before you cry out as your orgasm bursts and ripples over your body.Â
He hums approvingly as he feels you coming on his mouth, making sure to not let a single drop of your slick go to waste. âPrincessâŠâ He groans. He moves to quickly undo his pants and lifts you up by your thighs, his body settling in between. Your legs automatically wrap around his waist, with your arms circling his neck to hold on.Â
Javier kisses you again deeply as he bares his length free to gather up your wetness, slowly inching it inside you to revel in the feeling of your tight walls. You moan into his mouth in response. At first, he thrusts inside you slowly and deliberately to get you used to the feeling. The sensation was initially foreign to you, but you started to grow accustomed to it, eventually rolling your hips to meet his to chase after your own high.Â
âIâve wanted you since the first time I saw you.â He starts to rut into you more roughly, abandoning his rhythm once he has a taste of you. âJust like this.â His hips snap forward against yours, and you cry out in response.Â
Your second orgasm fast approaches as you come undone, your body writhing and jerking in his arms at the euphoria of coming. His head drops to your shoulders and bares his teeth to bite down on your shoulder in response to your walls clamping around his cock.Â
He looks up again to gaze into your eyes. Affection, devotion, laid bare in his. âI love you.â His voice comes out strangled as he continues to thrust into you. âI love you.â He says again like a prayer. He does one more thrust, his body convulsing to empty all of his cum deep inside you.Â
A whimper escapes your lips as you cling onto him, your walls and the blood in your head pulsing harshly. âI love you, tooâ You murmured into his ear. He breathes heavily against the crook of your neck while you gently thread your fingers through his hair. He continues to hold you in his arms, and you tighten your arms around him, not wanting to let go, to keep this moment forever. Because no matter what happened, you knew that you would belong to him.