Heaven

Just made fufu for the first time 😭😭😭 today was so random

Being honest about how I really feel and expressing myself uncut is somewhat new to me right now.

Learning from my mistakes can put me in such an uncomfortable state for a small moment. I hate it and love it at the same time, hating it rn tho.

Wtf was I thinking.

Craving the independence I had when I was 14-16

Listening to Evangeline by the Cocteau twins rn wondering why I can’t connect with people. I love spending my Saturday evenings like this.

I hate talking to men and being perceived by them. Whenever I start talking to a guy interested in me I feel like I have to put on a performance and every time I post or talk to him I’m center stage. I feel like I can never truly be myself when talking to a man they’re so dumb I always have to water myself down for them to drink. Something about them just don’t click.