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it totally does, i love these little side quest but football is the first love. yes! two million, so dang many.

football is your main thing, and you're so good at it. but those side quests? they just show off your versatility. i mean, two million commercials and now a horror show? you're basically unstoppable.

Isabela! We were both at Venice at the same time and didn't see each other once? What the hell is wrong with us? I'm back in LA now. We should catch up or something before one of us has to run off again. Unless you're not back yet? I haven't seen Haunting in Venice or The Last Five Years, but I'll have to check them out. I'm always in for a movie night. How've you been?

i know, it’s crazy, right? how did we manage to miss each other in the same city? venice was such a whirlwind; i barely knew what day it was half the time. i'm back in los angeles, i need to read a few scripts and shit like that. we definitely need to catch up before the next whirlwind takes one of us away again. you should definitely check out those movies—the haunting of venice is perfect for a creepy night in, and the last five years will hit you in the feels. i've been good, dude, life's crazy at the moment. how about you? how’s LA treating you?

and that's why you're the best. your care packages during my recovery got me through the whole ordeal a little easier, they always put a huge smile on my face. you're gonna make me emotional if you keep going and you know i hate crying. i'm beyond grateful for the team i have and the confidence they have in me as their leader. damn, you'd do all that? i'll break out the flash cards and help you master this shit. you'll probably be a football aficionado in no time at all. it's a deal, plus i'll have a new pic to hang up on the fridge.

i’m so glad those care packages helped—seeing you smile is all i ever wanted. but i’m not here to make you cry, i promise! i’m just really proud of you and everything you’ve pushed through. it’s amazing to see how your team rallies around you, and it’s no wonder they have so much confidence in you as their leader. you’ve earned it, every bit of it. and of course i’d do all that! flashcards, game day breakdowns—you name it, i’m in. i’ll be your star pupil, and before you know it, i’ll be calling out plays right along with you. just wait and see. and as for the pic, you better make room on that fridge because it’s coming your way. i’ll make sure to rock that jersey with pride, just for you.

you do? i thought i might be alone in that thought. they really do expect us to share every single tiny detail. i just feel like the world looks different behind the lense rather than in front of it. it's fun to capture those moments. they might but i just feel like there are things that i'd like to keep for myself or just keep private.

absolutely, you’re definitely not alone in feeling that way. there’s something really special about being behind the lens, seeing the world through a different perspective, and capturing those genuine, unfiltered moments. it’s like a personal connection to the world that’s different from being in the spotlight. i completely agree about wanting to keep some things private. it’s important to have those personal spaces and moments that are just for us, away from the public eye.

you’re right—life is full of risks, and i’m starting to think this might be one worth taking. your message really touched me; it’s like you read right into my heart. i get that feeling of darkness when someone special isn’t around. i’d love nothing more than to have you here with me and brighten things up. if you’re thinking of coming over, i’d be thrilled. and gifts? well, you know I’m always up for surprises from you. come see me, baby girl.

i keep getting asked about why i don't post that much on instagram. i know i am in front of a camera nearly all the time but i honestly prefer being the one taking the photos. not everyone is addicted to sharing every single piece of their life online. i don't get it? besides...photos of me end up everywhere, anyway. @ofmstarters

i get where you’re coming from. it’s funny how people expect us to share every little detail of our lives just because we’re in the spotlight. for me, being behind the camera is where i feel most comfortable. i love capturing moments and experiences, rather than just being the subject of them. but at the same time, i think the fans just want to feel somewhat closer to you?

so excited to be back on the field! you've seen me in 2 million commercials but lucky for you, I have more coming out, and my new horror show at the end of the month. i know, how could you get sick of my face. Felt good to get the first win, can't wait to get another next week. @ofmstarters

i bet it feels amazing to be back on the field, especially with a win right out of the gate. to be honest, i'm not always watching tv and i had no idea you were in 2 million commercials. you're an actor as well? that's crazy.

they were! you are one of the few people who said they understand where i was coming from. at least one of the few that i can tell are being sincere. but yes! i've found my voice and i'm going to keep using it. it can be and it's a healthier outlet than other things. i just wish i didn't feel like sleeping, standing up in the shower. i will! i hope so! it really is so frustrating but we aren't going to let this whole not seeing each other streak continue! it might be but we are going to tell it to fuck off and get together soon.

i’m really glad you feel that way—i genuinely understand where you’re coming from. it’s so important to find and use your voice, especially in this industry, and you’re doing it with such strength and grace. it’s inspiring to see you stand up for what you believe in, and i’m here for it every step of the way. a healthier outlet like working out is definitely a good choice, even if it does make you feel like you could fall asleep standing up in the shower! you’re pushing yourself, and that’s something to be proud of. you’re going to come out of this stronger and even more amazing. and yes, we are absolutely not letting this streak continue! we’ll make it happen soon, no matter what. the universe might try to get in our way, but we’re going to make sure it doesn’t stand a chance. i'm free tomorrow, if you are?