Keine Ahnung was los ist

“Du sagst wir sehen uns. Ich denk mir hoffentlich gleich.”

“Es gibt Minuten, Stunden, Tage, Wochen, Monate und manchmal sogar Jahre in denen man nur eine einzige Option hat: Stark bleiben!”

“Keine Angst, denn das was du jetzt bist, ist nicht was du für immer sein wirst.”

I’m scared as hell to want you. But here I am, wanting you anyway.

I have survived. I am here. Confused, screwed up, but here.

Puke and starve and cut and drink because you don’t want to feel any of this. Puke and starve and cut and drink because you need an anesthetic and it works. For a while. But then the anesthetic turns into poison and by then it’s too late because you are maintaining it now, straight into your soul.

You promised me it all, but you lied.

I don’t need you. I don’t need anyone. 

Sometimes you are all you have

You can’t tell me what will and won’t hurt me.