jessie

okay so funfact.. confessing something (pretend im pulling up a chair to sit in or something) okay so when i was little i actually used to ship uhh pinkiedash? rainbowpie?? idk what the name is i forgot like INTENSELY and i used to watch like amv videos of the ship and one day my parents found my youtube history along with me watching other popular mlp videos at the time and took my phone away and i was like 7 nowadays i don't ship pinkiedash nearly as much,, mostly because I'll think of the prank-centered episodes and the glinda episode and raise an eyebrow. although there was this like. one mlp grimdark ?? where rainbow turns super fast and pinkie becomes balloons, that one was good. i liked that interpretation of them. i also used to be an avid rarijack shipper. i still think it's appealing on a level, but i think that rainbowjack..appledash? is cuter. (with the AJ valuing loyalty in a relationship and RD valuing honesty. CUTE!!) I think Pinkie and Twilight as a ship is adorable though. Like I just find it really cute. I don't see a lot of people ship Twipie or Rarishy (flutterty?) as much anymore yet both r really cute?? like imagine Twilight when not on princess duties helping Pinkie with party planning since she..yk..loves planning, and pinkie loves partying. OH MY GOD can a ship name for them be PartyPlanner?? please. PLEASE Rarishy cute too bc imagine rarity making little hats for fluttershy's animals rn AND IF YOU MADE IT TO THE END HERE, have a little lower quality comic. :)

SO some notes:

I added a little bag. why? i don't know . i liked it. It has the prophecy symbol, except i replaced the angel orb with a heart for funsies.

I added a long-sleeved black turtleneck dress underneath. On top of everything is a relatively short teal-green poncho. In the middle is a tank-topped darker green dress. If hat makes sense. I dont know.

I kept the dark fur. I am, actually, not a white fur ralsei hater, i like both. they're both cute. BUT i had this idea that in the dark, dark shadows, the only thing visible is ralsei's horns and glowing glasses.

While I might not be a headband-ralsei believer (i, infact, actually believe Ralsei is a manifestation of what Kris wanted to be when they had body dysphoria over being a human- not a physical object) I still think the concept is really cool. And little paw pads. yay

ok so THE OLD REDESIGN and the CANON DESIGN below:

It's hard talking to our friends about you now. They've been getting more distant, and acting strange. Sometimes, I open my eyes in places I don't remember going to. Is this what happened to you? Are you lost, wherever you are? The employees behave as if you're..gone. Surely you're not, or they would've found you by now. They're already talking of replacing you with Montgomery. He's.. not taking it well. He hides up at the catwalks, and keeps injuring himself as a result. I worry for him. Chica's begun binge eating more and it's destroying her. She's always had..an obsession with food, but ever since you've disappeared, it's gotten worse. Roxy's been lashing out more, as well. They miss you too. I can tell. I don't know how to help them. Please come back. It's hard feeling this..sad, and being unable to cry. I think, if I could have dreams, they'd all be about you. I hope you're happy, wherever you are. You and me, forever and ever. Love, Freddy.

apparently this is a hot take? but i prefer hl2vrai. and you probably wouldnt guess it from the fanart, but my favorite Hlvrai characters are Tommy and Dr. Coomer :) my favorite HL2VRAI character so far is Xar. he's so quiet 40% of the time that his interactions ended up endearing him to me by the time i finished Vol 2. he's really funny to me. Stain is second in terms of favorites from Hl2vrai though. im really happy scorpy decided to focus on the crazy yelling bits. he had that sometimes with Benry's character (not as much if my memory serves me right) and it had gotten me every single time, so im glad its being used more as a bit for Stain (fitting, too. adds more whimsy). i think the cast of hl2vrai (and hlvrai) took the bits and parts of the characters they played in hlvrai and kept the ones they found the most funny and had aged the best (and changed them a bit so the characters r unique obviously) and that makes me pretty happy. I also like the direction Wayne's gone with HL2VRAI Gordon. I watched hl2vrai while drawing, and the jokes and recurring bits got me so much more that I was grinning like a moron the entire time and would forget I was drawing. (It's like the humor in the gnome series honestly, the jokes are so refreshing and lighthearted that both it and hl2vrai are so much more fun to watch/listen to than most media these days) i also have a png of the gnome taped on my bedroom wall that i have no memory of putting up there I am trying SO hard to find out how to draw Xar since I am not well versed in drawing aliens or otherworldly creatures (that aren't humanoid at least) all that much. i want to draw the LET US MOVE.......... me trying to get the lettuce out of my way.. i also want to draw him w a candy cane because of the christmas town bit i really love this guy. i'm not sure what was kept in the official versions since I watched the VODs first (i learned my lesson with hlvrai, i wanted to watch the vods first this time around and see what was kept in/left out so....?) OH im also drawing these little guys. obviously a wip (might redraw some or the entire thing, there's some i dont like how i drew them like tommy :( i like how i drew benry though so his will probably stay the same)