My Life In Words

Why, how did you become everything you said you’d never be?

It’s crazy how people cry about getting hurt and used, but when they find a real one, they don’t even want it.

Happy anniversary..

I hope you know, that I’m still here waiting for you..

You showed me your ugliest reckless side and I, loved you anyways.

And I think the difference between you and me was, I love you with all your peculiarities, attitudes and problems but you couldn’t do the same for me.

Maybe one day you’ll miss me..

Are you proud? Are you proud of yourself that you turned into the person you said you aren’t and would never be? And did all the things you said you’d never do?

My soul is tired and my body weak, my mind exhausted and my heart is broken and I, I don’t know how to make it through another day.

And as much as I want to believe you’re just another bad person, I can’t. I can’t believe you’re as inhumane as you make yourself out to be

I wish you only meant a single thing you said.

Why was it so easy for you to leave? And why is it so hard for you to say those two last words?

My head is spinning, I’m spiraling, my thoughts torture me, my head hurts and nothing can save me from it.

You only wanted me to trust you to make it easier for you to stab a knife into my soul and rip my heart out with nothing but your fingers, didn’t you?

How could you say and promise all those things and not mean them?