Get Out Of Your Head And Into Your Life

22 weeks pregnant… having a little girl…

I nervous to whats coming but working on my faith with god .. in him i must trust! Everything will be okay🙏🏼

I wish i would understand myself.

I am sad

I am tierd

I want cry but can’t cry…

I feel so numb and empty.

Guys its been a while.. alot has happened… i have so much to say but yet its so hard to describe what i am feeling . And when i do try to express myself. It comes out the wrong way. Then people start thinking wrong about me. I know i shouldn’t care. But man i just want someone to understand me . And not misunderstand me and out words in my mouth when that wasn’t what i meant. I feel so alone. I can’t never really express myself. So i just cry at random times. Most of time is at night ofcourse. Insomnia is a bitch! Can’t never sleep . Feel the need to smoke. Sad but true. I just want to apologize to my parents , i have hurt them so much. And keeo hurting them. They truly dont deserve it. I love them sm . I miss them… idk guys what i am doing? This cycle is driving me insane

How do i leave this situation

Can he die ?

That’s mean irene

But i just don’t know how to get rid of him and me stop looking for him

Thank you god for making me realize ❤️

I know i shouldnt be here but why am i here

Why do i keep coming back to this mf . We make eachother miserable.

WHYY WHY WHY WHYY

All i can ask my self is why ! I dont get it .

I fucking hate myself so much

I fucking hate him too

He pushes me away from god .

I hate it here

Omg

UGHHHHAHHHHHHHH i just want to yell to thw top of my lungs , how do i take out my anger ???

God please guide me amd give me the wisdom!