Ash ||-//

The Christmas season is fast approaching. You know what this means. Tyler rae jepson on repeat 🙌🙌

I want to dye my hair blue but my grandparents would disown me

My emotions are so outta whack, if I call you hysterically laughing, someone probably died

I hate those days that you dream about for weeks, first days, big events, new starts, I always think imma change now, it’ll be so fun, I’ll make friends, but I always end up back where I am. Disappointed, thinking I’m never going to change, alone with my dark thoughts. But then when I least expect it I’ll have a really good day, with people who care about me, and I’ll smile and laugh. I find the best days are just random days. Wait for them, keep waiting. No matter how many bad days you have to go through, they will come.