Fuck It.

Someone being patient with you is one of the softest forms of love.

The downside of being emotionally intelligent is that you always try to see things from everyone else's point of view, but most people don't do the same for you. you spend a lot of time making sure others feel heard and understood. you forgive easily because you know everyone has their own struggles. you excuse their mistakes because you understand their pain. but when it's your turn, it often feels like no one really listens. they forget you have feelings too. they forget you also need understanding and someone to see things from your side. so who will understand you the way you understand others? who will notice when you're struggling and show the same patience and care you always give? sometimes it feels lonely, like your heart is open for everyone but no one opens theirs for you. yet, even when it hurts, you keep giving love and understanding, hoping one day someone will do the same for you.

God whatever is not meant for me please move it so far away from me that even my conscious doesn’t remember it