P.i

Just watching my body evolve is crazy. I love training so much I love how strong I’m getting and I’m looking so delicious whilst at it.

I really do have an amazing ass lol like damn.

Felt damn near broken emotionally early hours of the morning. That was hard.

I really hate people singing or talking or any other background noise when I’m tryna think. I need silence man.

Don’t wanna say I’m giving up or that I have? But it feels pretty close.

Choosing myself. Feels good.

literally half my life lol. crazy.

15 years of talking to myself here 🎈

feel like I’m going through a transition period. I am incredibly lonely but it must be seasonal. I have to get through this difficult stage in order to achieve my goal I guess.

I really hope God answers my mum’s prayers man. I get so sad watching her consistently asking for something completely out of my control.

power in the tongue and all (👀) but I struggle to think about intimacy again. kinda sad but it is what it is. Pink was right.

just had a lot of thoughts about babies, birth, pregnancy etc. Kids in general. Made me kinda anxious. I’ll put it all down to hormones I guess. But yeah, very overwhelming thoughts indeed. And no I’m nowhere near pregnant so don’t get any ideas. Unless Christ is on his way the same way he came the first time it’s not happening I ain’t had any contact with anything related to sperm in well over 7 months 💀

reading more and more reports and studies about how hopeless and uninterested women feel when it comes to love. it’s sad but understandable.

no man will EVER get to trick me out of my position ever again. I curse the day I met this one.