So now....you propably unfollow me...
All this crysis time has given me time to think... Iโve closed my eyes way too long. I kind of hate it and kind of love it about myself. Iโve loved nature but itโs always been on the backround. I have issues with mosquetos. They love and I donโt love them.. Iโve grown to ignore mother earth. And itโs so WRONG. Growing plants is been nearer to me but Iโve failed in that. Indoors is hard to grow plants that belong outside and not even in my country. And now that I understand it, itโs ridiculous. Why wound I try to grow plants that belong in desert? Sure they look lovely. Sure they bring me joy. Sure I maybe could do it if I give it right conditions. And then I thought further.... Natives. American natives?! I donโt have right to say but...How can anyone do that what theyโve been through! And here I was thinking it was all history! But the fight is still going on. First they strip the land from them and then... I canโt even say. So I donโt. Iโm just one person. There is only so much I can do but I can do it. I can support them. Because they have the RIGHT. As human being. As part of all of us. And we all should do it. As we do with any other country or nation that needs us. All the time I look around and see what we have done to this land. How we try to bend it our will but..it fights back.. and when we are gone itโs still here. taking care of herself. We are stupid. Killing ourself slowly. Mother earth will win or we all die. Thatโs all Iโm saying now.Thank you for anyone who understands what Iโm trying to say.















