Invisible world of Annibal

All this crysis time has given me time to think... I’ve closed my eyes way too long. I kind of hate it and kind of love it about myself. I’ve loved nature but it’s always been on the backround. I have issues with mosquetos. They love and I don’t love them.. I’ve grown to ignore mother earth. And it’s so WRONG. Growing plants is been nearer to me but I’ve failed in that. Indoors is hard to grow plants that belong outside and not even in my country. And now that I understand it, it’s ridiculous. Why wound I try to grow plants that belong in desert? Sure they look lovely. Sure they bring me joy. Sure I maybe could do it if I give it right conditions. And then I thought further.... Natives. American natives?! I don’t have right to say but...How can anyone do that what they’ve been through! And here I was thinking it was all history! But the fight is still going on. First they strip the land from them and then... I can’t even say. So I don’t. I’m just one person. There is only so much I can do but I can do it. I can support them. Because they have the RIGHT. As human being. As part of all of us. And we all should do it. As we do with any other country or nation that needs us. All the time I look around and see what we have done to this land. How we try to bend it our will but..it fights back.. and when we are gone it’s still here. taking care of herself. We are stupid. Killing ourself slowly. Mother earth will win or we all die. That’s all I’m saying now.Thank you for anyone who understands what I’m trying to say.

It’s weird. This season is weird. Well firts, just couple of days before the season start I read that Ri- I mean Ander Lincoln is going to leave us – I mean the show. And then I checked every other character from IMDB. And I noticed that few others are going to leave too. It… well I wasn’t expecting the season so much anymore. It was just waiting for Rick to die...and the tears that would drown me in sadness. I knew the day when it came. I had bad day that day. I just went with my father to end (I’m not sure what you guys call it) our family cat in the wet. He was twenty-one year old and didn’t do so good anymore. I also buried him with my father in their yard. And then I watched the episode that was most likely to end Rick Crimes. And that was what I was expecting. Whole day of crying. I thought I knew it but oviesly I didn’t. Yes, I cried a lot in that episode but in the end it was this seasons best episode by far. And this last episode. Jesus – come on! Why? I don’t know who I would’ve sacrificed but Jesus. I was expecting something from him. My ultimate favorite episode is where he come. All the runnign with Daryl and shit...Why him?

I’m just gonna say this. I hate #me too! It crusifies men. And I love men. Good, bad, ungy, gorgeus men. Sure, rape is wrong. Sure, sexual assault is wrong. But if you don’t do anything about it right away, IT’S YOUR OWN FAULT. Not the assault but that nobody got blame from it THEN. I think it’s wrong to blame people of them past faults. Sure it was wrong at the time but if you don’t act then… You can’t really crusify someone about things that happened over year, two years, four years, TEN YEARS OR FUCKING 20 YEAR AGO! Times change. So do we. FUCK YOU #ME TOO CAMPAGN!!!! It’s ruin peoples lives! Wake up people. Men are not as bad as they seem. #me too is just to way to blame any men from enything. Most of times there is no proof of anything. So, women wise up please. And yes, I’m woman. I’ve been lot’s of situations that ain’t confrotble for me but...BUT I dealt with it. I didn’t blame anyone. Shit happens! Life sucks! Deal with it! Just tell me im wrong...

So, what do you wait on season 9?