An intellectually gifted woman rarely considers the idea that her giftedness may have become the very thing holding her back as she strives to create a new phase in her life.
Her whole life, she has had a feeling inside her that tugs and pulls her along.
A feeling she is meant to do something big. Something great. And sure, she’s done some very cool things.
But… that huge impact she craves to have? Those dreams she doesn’t dare tell hardly anyone?
These terrify her almost as much as they relentlessly demand her attention.
Her big brain rides to the rescue with new great ideas and planning processes.
Except that this time, all the new ideas start to pile up around her as unfinished projects, discarded debris of unfinished dreams that deeply demoralize her spirit.
Her deepest fear actually is of never understanding and actualizing that secret true potential inside her. Of wasting it.
Meanwhile, her spirit has been speaking more loudly to her, alternately inspiring her and causing despair as she tries to ride the ever wilder waves of new cosmic energy currently stirring up and breaking down all the old ways of society that have deeply damaged the planet and humanity.
She may get her only joy now from focusing on these spirit sides of life.
But they don’t seem to connect in with her brain and with the various Muggles world circumstances she would like to see shift along with her heart.
She is out on the edge not just of giftedness but as a spirit being here to lead the way to a brighter expression of Earth and humanity.
She is here to make some big things happen and there is no more time to screw around with whatever this recent experience of being held back is about.
No more time or patience for the way in which she starts but doesn’t complete on the most important things.
No more time for the way in which she retreats from the pain of unfilled inner soul potential by:
• numbing out to binges of Netflix and wasted hours on social media or doing online “research” on her ideas that yields no actual progress;
• overeating/drinking/spending;
• constant redesign of external circumstances (maybe she moves, maybe she redecorates, maybe she goes on a special retreat or vacation) that only briefly appease the inner pain.
A gifted woman craving to express her full genius in the world but getting stuck in the process needs an entirely new way if she expects to break through.
A new way that carefully weaves together science + spirit / research + magic.
She needs to develop and optimize her craft of self starting with mastering her neurobiology, understanding the truth of its connection with her spirit, and how to properly weave these together.
She needs support in unplugging old energetic directives that have prevented her from moving past an invisible inner ceiling, an inner ceiling that has nothing to do with the glass ceilings put in place by society’s dysfunctions and fears of her female gifts and powers.
She needs to understand the ways in which everything she has been told about productivity, about rhythms of doing, about what is possible, about work/life “balance” are entirely false and, where supported by scientific research at all, are based on research that does not account for her brain’s atypical nature.
By definition, she exists at a fringe, at the outlying edge of the bell curve of intelligence distribution.
Her spirit understands that she choose certain circumstances for herself for this life. That big brain of hers was one of these.
She has perhaps told herself that the gift of that brain was to help her survive certain childhood or early adulthood challenges. Certainly it likely helped her overcome many challenges.
But that was not the whole reason for it.
The experiences of the gifted brain are the beginning access points to the embodied integration within her current lifetime of the deep inner metaphysics of a divine expression of her cosmic self.
The way in which she can get lost for hours or days in an amazing fun topic/project and accomplish in one day what would take others a month if ever?
This is the beginning muscle memory of what it is like to be outside of time’s denser levels of expression, to float and skim and dance through time in a manner that is playful and fun and not at all like the heavy density of time as the diabolical mob boss it usually seems to most humans.
The way in which she reinvents herself over and over throughout her life as she moves up and across corporate ladders easily or happily engages in serial entrepreneurship or explodes across various domains as a professional creative talent?
Each of these phases is a portal through which she has been bringing through aspects of her cosmic self, lessons, and magicks from other lives.
Each progressive shift, whether from intentional and premeditated foresight or through disruptive unexpected personal cataclysms, reminds aspects of her being about who she TRULY is and what she is really here to do.
And now she feels the demand of that soul mission as a relentless thrumming inside her being.
She cannot compromise on this any longer.
She can no longer laugh it away as delusions of grandeur.
She is designed to bring BEAUTY and LIGHT and massive change for GOOD.
She CRAVES her own MAGIC which is her birthright.
This lifetime is about finally doing something that has never been done before.
It is about fully expressing her cosmic self while embodied as a human. The BOTH: AND of her physical human form and her soul.
Her actualization of that expression into its fullest form in the material world is what will bring her the deepest joy and pleasure.
It is also the way in which her light can have its greatest positive effect on the world.
There is no more time to waste in making that happen.
She needs to expand her awareness and her skillfulness for this NOW.
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