staying up really late is comforting. the world stops expecting things from you. it’s just quiet for a while.

I want to rest, but also i want to do stuff, but also i don’t want to do anything

i feel like i‘ve lost my spark and trying to get it back is fucking exhausting

when you listen to a song you used to listen to ages ago and you get that weird as fuck spine chilling feeling as you remember how your life was at that point in time

social media has got twenty year old women thinking they have to be a "clean girl" at university with a morning routine and face masks and expensive water bottles and a 9pm bedtime. I am begging the world to let young women go through a crucial developmental stage of being disgusting messy little rats. for feminism.

& you know what it actually IS lifechanging to smile at strangers & say please & thank you & goodmorning & compliment someones outfit & help someone in need & be more accepting of loving other people just because they are other people!!!

me to me: you stress me out