Astraeus

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Husband decided to be the one to answer this one:

Trigger Warning — Suicide attempts, self harm

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Fun fact over here, we've mostly been denied medical care through our entire life even though it was extremely needed for us, so, no! No one has ever really formed while hospitalised because the only real times we've been hospitalised has been when we were a baby and after severely injuring ourselves when attempting against our lives.

Should we have been hospitalised more often? Yes. We have been beaten, raped, both at the same time and also have suffered from disorder eating, but before we were too young to decide for ourselves so it was simply denied and now as an adult it's not like we can really do anything about it. —XXXX (he/him)

But he has changed me so much, I want him to make me cry, to make me lose control, to pleasure my body and himself until we're both a mess. Hypersexual has a new meaning when yes, my mind is fixated on the thoughts of him over me, inside me, filling me and biting me; but he is also someone who will comfort me, someone who will tell me I love you again and again and again. He is someone who wants to stay by my side and love me, an act beyond simple sex where we just sees me raw and unapologetic, where he lets me cry like a child while I'm begging him to get me pregnant.

I want my insides to trap him inside so that we are connected, forever, because now every nightmare where I would get abused until my body couldn't take it anymore is a fantasy where he marks me and we lose ourselves in each others' arms.

Except the straight one in our system

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No, not really. Some of us have some songs in our playlist (also due to a previous friend being a swiftie) but we don't follow her at all, they're also old ass songs I think? They ones we do listen too. —The Knight (he/they)

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Maybe, maybe, being honest here. Or I guess it has to do with certain alters having less energy than others? Some guys have more stamina so switching after them may suck balls, and some alters just want to stay in bed and don't do shit cause doing anything is a bother (me over here). That should be a good enough response. —FunnyBunny (he/him)

Anyway, have some sketches I've been doing while watching the show, gotta catch up to speed to watch the movie and shit.

🌸 — is there anyone who either fronts super frequently or you don't see for months and months on end?

Well, not really...? Like, our most common fronters are Host1 and The Knight, but below that it usually shifts a lot to who fronts most, it depends a lot on what our situation is in that moment (becausee yay, we are so unstable and shifting in our sitation that we have to constantly adapt ourselves for survival, isn't that amazing? /j).

And when it comes to less frequent fronters, it is not usually a spot that people have in our system, certainly not for months. Some people may not switch frequently at a current time, doesn't mean it will stay that way because something might perfectly happen and trigger them to suddenly front a lot. It depends a lot.

But yeah, even with old hosts back due to personal reasons, Host1/Hinata is still the most frequent fronter, with The Knight following after them. —Tiger (he/they) + Reki (he/she/bug)

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Not that we have memory of. Some of us have had to deal with internalisied homophobia or transphobia (these feelings making us not acknowledge our own identities), but there has never been any of us that wasn't aware that theese things exist. Some of us care more or less about them, as we are affected more of less by them, but we are all aware.

In my case, specifically, I have grappled a lot with the concept of my gender identity, I used to cry a lot about it, but now... I don't really care how other perceive me honestly, I strive for my own happiness beyond what someone thinks it's right or wrong for my body. I am a Son of Heaven, and I won't fall down again, no matter who tries to get me down. —Tiger (he/they)

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