hiii i realize i should make a pinned now that i'm more active here
call me buck/bucky! 21, he/they/she, freak perv transmasc butch lesbian
i will post nsft as often if not more often than sft content. cis men and minors dni. my nsft textposts will be tagged with #buck hornyposts.
if you know me irl, match my freak or keep it pushing‼️
my asks are open but i reserve the right to ignore you if ur being weird in my inbox. just because i post nsft doesn't mean i'm open to sharing everything about myself :)
say hi, i do bite 🦷
individual posts will not contain content warnings. general content warnings/kinks i may post about and other nsft info about me under the cut:
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generally i am a switch verse but i lean sub top. i'm rather demisexual and polyamorous with a few established partners who i post fantasies about. though i don't experience much sexual attraction to people who i don't have a personal connection with, i love having sex for fun/for the bit as well hehe
💚 likes (expect to see me post about these)
t4t sex!!!, dom/sub, prey/predator, bondage, pet play (usually canine in nature), praise, condescending praise/gentle degradation, impact, breeding, marking/biting, hunting for sport, somno, dacryphilia, cnc, oral fixation, intox, overstim, edging, light knife play, blood, dollification, scents, cannibalism, boots/shoes, selfcest >:3
💛 neutral (probably won't post about, but might indulge you if you request)
intense degradation/humiliation, public play/exhibitionism, being called daddy
💔 dislikes (turn offs)
being called mommy/feminine terms, fauxcest/incest, scat/watersports/emetophilia, race play, specifically using the word "rape" in cnc scenes, age play, feet, detrans/misgendering, feederism
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waking up to soft moans in my ear and a pair of thighs clamped around one of mine. blinking groggily in the dark, suddenly feeling my lover's slick precum on my leg as they buck their hips desperately.
"i-i'm sorry," they whimper softly. "i didn't mean to wake you. just- please, let me take what i need. just stay still and relax for me, love."
i whine, feeling my face heat up at the realization that i want them to use me like this. i nod and bury my face in their neck. just as i start to doze off, i feel their hand slip into my boxers. i let myself drift back into sleep, succumbing to the fuzzy feeling of their hands on me.
i love doing things to subtly trigger my angel's primal side. laying on my stomach in bed while he's giving me a massage, i slowly bring my arms behind my back and just barely grind my ass up into his hips. hearing him gasp and murmur a praise, intrigued. he takes the bait. gently grasping my hands and pinning me down.
i smirk with my face in the pillow and squirm under him just slightly, just enough for the switch to flip. i feel his breath hitch above me. shifting to something calculated and deliberate, trying to reel in his self-control. even though i can't see him, i can picture his expression: pupils wide in his gentle blue eyes, a tongue darting out to lick his lips, a wrinkle of curiosity between his eyebrows. the taste for blood stirring somewhere unseen.
"you're holding out on me, darling," i urge. "let go for me. give us what we both want."
he huffs and hesitates a moment longer, running his fingers gently through my hair.
i whine softly, knowing it'll push him over the edge.
finally, his hand tightens around a fistful of hair, pulling my head back slightly to force the arch in my spine. i gasp and he finally growls into my ear, sending a shiver through my body.
he's not very verbal when he gets like this, but i don't need him to be. i love the noises he makes, feral and unabashed. the first bite on my shoulder lights up my body with pain and i cry out into the pillow, hearing him groan with satisfaction.
"fuck, yes baby, just like that." my voice breaks as i praise him, even though i know he's past the point of return.
he continues to litter my skin with beautiful, blooming bruises, encouraged by each of my desperate moans. i feel his warm tongue lap at broken skin, greedy for the taste of my blood, and feel myself melt.
I do not and will not EVER AGREE that “butchfemme dynamics are heteronormative” and I thing that take is STUPID AND IGNORANT so DO NOT HEAR ME SAY SOMETHING IM NOT SAYING
However…. Sometimes it feels like certain people, and I’ve noticed it usually be women who do not necessarily identify as lesbian (bi and pan women) but it’s def smth I see sometimes within the lesbian community as well, will use “femme” and “butch” to actually mean “sub” and “dom” or “bottom” and “top” strictly from the sense of a heteronormative lens of one being the “woman”, ie the “one who is dominated” and the other is the man, ie the “one who dominates”. Or they exclusively view Butchfemme as a kink/sex dynamic and consider absolutely nothing else about butch or femme as an identity external to sex
The people who view Butchfemme that way often view Butches as Men Lite(TM) who are exclusively daddy doms and femmes are women who are exclusively princess subs and in both cases, when talking about butches or femmes, extremely misogynistic language is used to put both of them down. And when I see people talk about them like that, i ALMOST understand how people come to the “butchfemme is heteronormative” conclusion, even if it’s still stupid as fuck.
But then like the solution is to actually talk to ACTUAL lesbians, actual butches and actual femmes, and understand that Butchfemme is NOT describing top/bottom dynamics, and that both are actually closer to gender and political identity than they are anything else
Idk if this makes sense I’m just tired of everything I do as a butch being scrutinized under these lenses is all ig
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“pillow princesses are just greedy” IS HER GASPING FOR YOU AND SCRATCHING AT YOU AND TAKING YOU LIKE A GODDESS NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU YOU BASTARD. ILY PILLOW PRINCESSES I WILL DEFEND YOUR HONOUR UNTIL I BREATHE MY LAST
It is never too late to learn, it is never too late to love, it is never too late to make something, it is never too late stop hating, it is never too late to be better, it is never too late to do the right thing,
Whatever it is you want to chase, it's never too late to start the run.
i am a 21 year old transmasculine butch with endometriosis.
there is something particularly cruel and ironic about having a chronic reproductive health issue as a trans person.
i did not ask for this organ inside of me, much less for it to writhe and scream and take down the rest of my body with it. i wonder what the scar tissue looks like, how many of my internal tissues could have fused together after two years of untreated pain. a melted wall of flesh. a body mangled beyond recognition.
white knuckles wrap around the corner of my desk. my mother hugs me to say good night and i grimace behind her back. i plunge my hands into my soft body, searching for hot blood and relief, a pulse on my fingertips, and my hands come back out clean. is this womanhood?
it's normal, says my doctor, looking at my chart instead of my face, to feel pelvic discomfort at your age. if you don't want exploratory surgery, there's nothing we can do.
womanhood is pain, says my mother. menstruation and labor are our burdens to bear.
if womanhood is pain, give me something else. my suffering serves as a constant reminder of what i should have been and never will be. a punishment for my deviation.
i imagine my body, pried open on an operating table in a sterile room. they removed my uterus and my ovaries, along with the foolish heart that makes me want to cut my hair and pierce my nose and smoke cigarettes, all preserved in jars and put on display. empty and pure at last. absolved through my agony.
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the thing is, i see people talk about rough, mean, degrading sex as a punishment. something you pull out when they've misbehaved. and sure, that’s hot in theory, but it doesn’t fit her. not exactly.
because she lights up when my hand closes around her throat. she breathes out a sigh of relief when my teeth finally break her skin. she melts when the flat of my hand meets her ass. she damn near thanks me when i press her face into the mattress so hard she can barely breathe, when my voice goes low and mean, when i tell her how much of a slut she is for getting off on this.
sex like that isn't a punishment, a consequence, a threat. it's a reward. it's a thank you. it's an i'm proud of you. it's an i love you. she earns the bruises. she earns the marks, the tears, the pain. she earns the way i hold her head down, pressing harder when she gags. she earns the moment my restraint snaps in half and i finally let go of the fear of hurting her. she deserves to feel the intoxicating blend of fear and trust, of pain and pleasure. to have the thoughts forced out of her head. to be broken by the person she knows will put her back together.
i don’t fuck her like that because i’m angry with her. i fuck her like that because she’s my favorite thing in the world and she deserves it. i fuck her like that because she's good.
normalize taking your top's face in your hands when they're visibly trying not to lose themself in your cunt and cooing little just barely condescending questions in a sweet tone while you hold them like "doesn't that feel good?" "you must have been so pent up, was that hard for you?" "is this what you needed?" until they start nodding and shaking and tearing up against your palm and rutting too frantically to catch their own breath so they just have to give you dumb breathy little "uh huh"s for every reply
losing myself in desperation with my head between their legs, overstimulating them while i beg for them to cum for me, just one more time, please... needing to feel their body shake over and over, giving them as much as they're willing to take. begging to let me fuck them even though they're sensitive because i need to feel how wet they are, i need to know how much they wanted this. persisting through their nails digging into me and their canines sinking into my bicep, taking it all just to please them until we're both spent.
moving to my dream city is like. woah it's so pretty here. i can start fresh. no one knows me. who do i want to be here? everyone here is so nice. i love my new friends. sometimes i feel so lonely i don't know what to do with myself.
i feel like i can finally breathe. i have so much time. i am out of time. i wish i knew how to relax. i can do whatever i want. what do i want to do? where's the best bar? the best burger place? am i happy? can someone hold my hand and tell me how to do this?
sometimes it's hard to get out of bed. i can hear the birds singing outside. the rain was nice today. what if living here doesn't fix me? my feet dangle over the dock into the water. it's cold and i'm scared but the golden hour sunlight is warm on my face. no one is coming to save me. it will get better. it has to.
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the jump perverts does from “your love is sinful and your sex is damned and your pleasure is a stain on god” to “i lost someone that actually matters to me because i have carnal desires for something more evil and disembodied than anything in this world and now i am left alone with addictions to things that can’t love me back” is so.
