oh

my godddddd they were roommates

Sucks to admit but my period fucks me up so much. Emotionally, i’m all over the place. Last night I spent an hour crying over and episode of Hilda and battling the immense guilt from basically depending almost entirely on my mother to be able to survive

i did!! some work!! today!! and i don’t feel crippled by the existentialist guilt that always comes with enjoying a vacation!!

Christmas isn't exactly over where I am rn and I'm so over it. Probably bc being here– sparsely populated summer homes, nobody around –is so overwhelming in its emptiness that I'm starting to feel so, so detached from everything

started a new sdv save and so far I,, rly don’t like the new beach map rip

can’t wait to ignore my mental health in favour of spending my christmas money on a new hairstyle

not at that point yet where I'm too anxious about the work. It's sort of at that *chest is tightening* stage where I can still put it off until the panic kicks in and forces my head down