lys

now I can finally follow my dream of dying completely alone and unremembered. turns out 12 yrs old me was right the whole time!!!!!

imagine loving angsty romance. now imagine living it. still funny right? I NEED to be put down.

There's nothing more I can do. There's nothing more I can do. There's nothing more I can do. There's nothing more I can do. There's nothing more I can do. There's nothing more I can do. There's nothing more I can do. There's nothing more I can do. There's nothing more I can do. There's nothing more I can do.

it's crazy bc someone I love so much shouldn't be the reason why I can't stop crying.

there's nothing I can do anymore. It's over. If it's supposed to be mine it I'll come back to me somehow.

It's really sad to depend on someone who doesn't talk about their feelings and don't care about how I feel. An apology and a hug won't erase the pain of being left behind after ten years. It's been a month and I want to get better but I fucking can't.