moved.

as of late, i've been feeling like any little effort i do to stay on here isn't-- making me want to stay. either i make a character that's canon or a male oc and then i'll get some traffic. but female ocs? the ones i work hard on? for years and years? still a foreign concept to people on here. i'm tired of trying to prove myself. i'm tired of spending time on a website that only favors two categories and not the obvious third. i'm tired of coming on here and not feeling appreciated or even wanted by my partners. i know we all have our lives and our shit, trust me i know. -- i'm exhausted throughout the week and i look forward to the weekends so i can write. i can hardly sit still with adhd. but it's not fair to be the one always yearning for interaction, trying to gain some sort of traffic and not getting it. i'm heartbroken because i'm always the one who cares too much. and i have to be the one to pull back because it's not enough.

" anyone boops me is getting punched in the throat. "