Loki had elected to return to NOVA. To don the guise of Johan once again. After all, though he had assisted in the initial downfall, he was sure they would rally. From the way Jihl had talked about it, he was sure that there would be at least one more assault that they had to deal with. If he could get a jump on that kind of thing, he was going to. He had spoken to Clint Barton and the man had remarked that he seemed differentâbetter. That had been enough to wake something in the god. After all, if anyone had reason to look at him and see only hate and negativity, it was Barton. And he hadnât. So he wanted to keep contributing. After all, at the core of him all Loki had ever wanted was to be recognized for his deeds. His worth.  Â
Plus⌠there were sides to Jihl Nabel that others didnât know. She was showing him things that made him wonder if she was beyond⌠something. Loki wouldnât say he had been rehabilitated, but perhaps he had. He didnât know how to class it, honestly. But he was different from how he was before. Perhaps, with education, Jihl could be too. And there was something in her that wasnât monstrous. Did that part matter? According to the creed spit by some of the heroes on the League⌠it was all that mattered.
So when he showed up as Johan, he had made sure to cover his skin with what looked like healing bruises and had even added a brace on his wrist for good measure. He was going to tell the story of a short medical coma. It would be simple, as he had faked records at the local hospital for a John Doe, added a few helpful suggestions into the minds of some of the nurses to corroborate if anyone followed up. And now, here he was.
He hadnât expected the hug, if he was completely honest, but he didnât shrug away from it. Instead, he allowed his âgood armâ to wrap around the womanâs waste. âSorry Iâm a bit late for my shift,â he told her. âA number of weeks, if Iâm not mistaken. I meant to call, but I was⌠detained, needless to say.â
It wasnât appropriate, not in any sense, but she was a little beyond caring about such things right now. Sheâd been determined during their first interactions to keep Johan at arms length, as all NOVA employees should be, and via large sheâd succeeded but... what did she have to show for such behaviour? Nothing. Nothing but regrets for her own professionalism. âI thought you were dead.â she quietly uttered into his chest, âI tried to contact your next of kin but I just couldnât get through to them.â Sheâd tried all numbers, emails and even a fax on his HR forms but each time it had been bounced back. Sheâd felt guiltier with each failed attempt, unable to even pass on to his family that he was gone.
She licked her lips and pulled back a little, not letting go of him. âA-after Deathstroke... he even came for me and I barely.â She hadnât survived, sheâd been let go, and only because sheâd had logic and luck on her side. âWe lost so many and I had to report each one.â They all died performing their duty, they knew the risks, but that didnât make the tears and wails of their family any easier to bare. Each one had cut as deep as the one before, and theyâd all been her responsibility. Â
âW-where have you been?â she asked, looking up at him, eyes shining slightly. âHow did you survive?â Had he been abandoned? Was that her fault as well? âThe rubble of the building was scoured to recover bodies.â Some had only been identifiable from dental records. Hence her taking so long to deliver that difficult news. âThere was no sign of you anywhere... I looked,â her voice went down to a whisper, âI promise I looked.â
Clearly not hard enough. âPlease,â she finally let go of the man and gestured to the chair opposite her own, âSit down, youâre probably exhausted.â Getting a better look at him she could see the bruises, the wrist brace, he looked like she had a few weeks or so ago, recovering from her bout with Deathstroke. Â Â