It's part of the human being to feel emotions you don't like, to feel it tight in ur heart, hold on ur throat, but i really dislike it, it makes feel sick
I'm so tired of me I know i say this a lit but I'm tired
I don't understand how the hell i be obsessing over a randon guy that i never even talked to i feel like a psychopath
I know it's wrong i really do but i want him i want him to talk me to love to be with me even though i know i like the imaginary character i made of him in my mind he could be a whole different person from what i expected
I always fuck it i keep it good for couple of days then u ruin everything and i go back to my miserable situation
Is this depression bipolar craziness or psychopathic I don't know














