ABOVE HUMANITY, ABOVE GOD

send me  ( humor )  for my muse to tell a joke they remember from their childhood 

send me  ( tears )  for my muse to discuss a childhood memory that makes them sad

send me  ( lost )  for my muse to talk about an item from childhood they wish they still had

send me  ( anger )  for my muse to discuss a memory from childhood that makes them mad

send me  ( smiles )  for my muse to talk about a childhood memory that makes them happy

send me  ( rage )   for my muse to talk about how anger affected them throughout their childhood 

send me  ( doubt )  for my muse to discuss a time they weren’t believed as a child, due to their age

send me  ( taught )  for my muse to talk about a time in their childhood when they learned a valuable lesson

send me  ( memento )  for my muse to talk about an item they still carry with them from childhood, and its significance 

send me  ( discipline )  for my muse to talk about how the way their parent(s) / guardian raised them has affected their life, now 

send me  ( rose tinted )  for my muse to talk about a childhood memory they used to view as positive, but now see as negative 

𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 & 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

intended for mature audiences, minors dni. specify muse if interacting with a multimuse.

what is their sexuality/sexual preference?

what is their romantic preference or inclination?

what are some features of others that attract them from the outset?

what are some features of others that arouse them, or they find arousing in a sexual situation?

what are their most common turn-ons?

what are some more situational or contextual turn-ons?

what attire do they feel most attractive in?

what attire do they find others most attractive in?

what is their favourite sexual act?

do they indulge in masturbation or personal fantasies?

how do they feel about foreplay?

how do they feel about one-night stands?

are they openly flirtatious/sexual, or are they quite private?

how open are they, or how do they feel about sexual experimentation? elaborate if needed.

what is something they consider a kink of their own?

have they engaged in sexual acts beyond themselves and a single partner (group sex, swinging, polyamory, etc.)?

how satisfactory has their sex life been thus far?

what is something they wish to try? why haven't they tried this yet?

are they dominant, submissive, switch, partner/context-dependent, or unsure?

do they prefer to give or receive sexually?

+ established ship question. in any/all verses, with any/all ships, have your character/s speak about that ship's intimate & sexual dynamic, and how they feel about it.

tumblr ims from both sides .

underneathe are calls that we shared . i have censored my discord pfp for my privacy but left my username as proof . and what Gross' Ju stand for is censored as that is their irl name .

underneathe is by no means a callout but simply the proof of false information being spread . i am not rossest , that is Gross , leading to confusion and Gross being mistreated .

so i originally wasn’t gonna even acknowledge this bullshit back in 2019 outside of rbing the post kinda that started all this (the post and rb have since been deleted) because it’s the stupidest shit ever but it looks like my hand is being forced huh?

anyways, clover/moxie/whatever the fuck you go by now and will go by in the future when you inevitably remake and try to rebrand your fucking identity in the laziest way possible: i know you’re gonna see this because you stay keeping close tabs on my blogs despite having them blocked, to the point where you have my fucking MAIN, PERSONAL BLOG THAT I HAVE HAD FOR OVER A DECADE blocked as well. this really makes you look like a victim right?

you keep spreading bogus ass rumors about me to make yourself look like you’re not fucking insane for stalking 5 people you refused to communicate with. “oh niyah is my abuser and abused me from 2018-2019”, “niyah gaslit me”, lies and you fucking know it, but go ahead. shout it from the rooftops if you have to, whatever helps you feel better and sleep good at night. but stop dragging my fucking friends into this one sided ass beef you got going on. i told you back in 2018, TWENTY FUCKING EIGHTEEN, that ju/schioccare wasn’t behind any of the bullshit that started this, but you had your mind made up and decided to continuously accuse them of something they NEVER fucking did. and here you are, damned near 6 years later, making yourself out to be some victim while simultaneously STALKING people and accusing them of fucking abuse.

and here you are, dragging a completely innocent person into your imaginary beef. lovely. all ju has ever done was try to tell you how they felt in an attempt to communicate in a way you would pay attention to and it just... completely flew over your head and you immediately villainized them for expressing annoyance with you.

keep my fucking name out your mouth. stop telling everyone who will listen that my friends and i abused you, you know that never fucking happened. you continuously nuke servers because you know you’re full of fucking shit when you say we abused and gaslit and ganged up on you, and deleting and remaking is the PERFECT excuse to not provide proof. you keep trying to make this into some “oh woe is me, i was just a teenager and these BIG MEAN ADULTS all abused me and gaslit me 😰”. newsflash: the oldest person involved was like 18. we were all immature and stupid. could it have been handled better? sure! and there were times where people TRIED to get through to you but you fucking REFUSED to listen and instead let mfs who didn’t know shit and probably, quite frankly, had their own agendas against us, talk in your fucking ear to craft this abuse victim narrative. it’s tired. i’m tired of my friends coming to me every few months with screenshots of YOUR ANNOYING ASS calling me a fucking abuser, i’m tired of my friends getting ran out of discord servers and entire FANDOMS for shit that happened before covid, i’m tired of getting labeled some bullshit that i am not.

every time your obsessed ass talks mentions my name it comes back to me. don't think i don't know that you've been falsely accusing me of this shit for YEARS now, i know it all. every tag, every post, every mention, every vague post. stop it, it was annoying in 2019 and it’s annoying in 2023. if you wanna try and squash this once and for all, you know where to find me since you keep blocking my fucking blogs and visiting them to see if i’ve gone completely inactive. otherwise, you have me blocked for a reason, stop checking on the activity on my fuckin blogs and mind your motherfucking business. i thought silence would get this shit to pass but you’re addicted to feeling important so here we are. here’s that attention you ordered, are you happy?!