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HOLY SHIT HOLY FUCKING SHIT

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@tcnystcrrkโ said:ย ย โ some days you will breathe and it will be enough โ
bucky regards tony with AMBIVALENT eyes. uncertain, yes, but tentative nonetheless. TRUST had not sprouted overnight, nor had it grown, in any significant amount, in the time since his recovery.ย respect for tony, however, is something that bucky cannot disregard.ย ย โย if i didnโt know any better, stark,ย โย he starts with only a momentary pause. the corners of his lips curl into a smirk, but his eyes remain unchanged.ย ย โย iโd say you were trying to comfort me.ย โย ย ย ย
and, despite his attempt to lighten it, the air is HEAVY. heavy because bucky believes tony is speaking out of experience ( half speaking to himself, perhaps ) and heavy because they are words that bucky needs to hear. he averts his eyes from tonyโs gaze.ย โย donโt see how that could ever be enough. โ
between you and these bones (poetry prompts)ย โย accepting
startersย /ย prompts taken from f. d. soulโs work ,ย between you and these bonesย .ย feel free to change pronounsย /ย tenses as necessary .
โย the problem is you keep trying to use your eyesย โ
โย how i soften when you pull me against youย โ
โย you are teaching me to loveย โ
โย i will pretend that i have not already heard the question in your eyesย โ
โย you perhaps will become my swan songย โ
โย it is a very human thing to loveย โ
โย you are my good daysย โ
โย i have been loved dearlyย โ
โย i promise you will not always be this warย โ
โย thank god for the stubbornness of organsย โ
โย it takes me seven days to stop being in love with youย โ
โย there will always be another dayย โ
โย there will always be another mercyย โ
โย perhaps i will take up dancing againย โ
โย what a pretty little disaster you will beย โ
โย i am terrified for youย โ
โย i will fold inside of myselfย โ
โย today i am thankfulย โ
โย i didnโt want to sleep because i didnโt want to wakeย โ
โย come and get meย โ
โย i tell myself i do not need youย โ
โย i think i broke again last nightย โ
โย iโm just trying to connect with youย โ
โย you are an ocean that will perhaps never stop crashingย โ
โย burn the house down in search of yourselfย โ
โย donโt you dare ever stop lookingย โ
โย i struggle not to feel guiltyย โ
โย you are a wildย ,ย unkempt thingย โ
โย sometimes it is a very sad thing to be human and longingย โ
โย find that you are made of russian nesting dollsย โ
โย the trees are always kindest with spring comesย โ
โย teach yourself the hymns againย โ
โย he is every amen i have ever laid down on lipsย โ
โย this life is an altarย โ
โย i am sorry i do not have more timeย โ
โย there is a mountain in meย โ
โย by the morning i am a triumphย โ
โย there are words playing hooky in the back of your throatย โ
โย today is by far the most beautiful creature i have ever come acrossย โ
โย there are many things that will fit beneath your skinย โ
โย forgiveness does not take up much roomย โ
โย some days you will breathe and it will be enoughย โ
โย you do not have to hold it quite so tightlyย โ
โย there is a prayer in meย ,ย stillย โ
โย you scare me a littleย โ
โย you can be a good thing and not a whole thingย โ
โย there are flowers in my chest againย โ
โย the rain comes and sounds like youย โ
โย i cannot tell you why i still trust godย โ
โย find peace and build a home out of itย โ
โย there is never an endย โ
hurt meme.
โ i got you. itโs gonna be okay, youโre going to be okay.โ
โi feel like everyoneโs miles away from me.โ
โmy mind is a dark place. you donโt want to be there.โ
โi know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.โ
โdonโt close your eyes, please donโt close your eyes!โ
โi just want to be numb, i donโt want to feel anything.โ
โplease donโt do this, donโt act like you care.โ
โyou donโt care, nobody cares, just leave.โ
โyouโre my friend, of course i fucking care.โ
โi canโt give up on you, so please donโt give up on yourself.โ
โi love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.โ
โi fucked up, why do you not care?โ
โi canโt walk, just go on without me.โ
โyou have broken ribs, take it easy.โ
โi have no idea how to do cpr.โ
โwhose blood is that?โ
โapply pressure to the wound, donโt let go.โ
โdonโt you dare fucking let go!โย
โwhat the hell happened to you?โย
โare they dead? did you kill them?โย
โdo you know what youโve done?โย
โyouโre either with me or against me.โย
โwho the hell did this to you?โย
โare you alright? you hit your head pretty hardโฆโย
โi canโt see!! whatโs happening to me?โย
โwhen was the last time you ate?โย
โwhat do you mean youโre fine? you are not fine!โย
ย โiโm fine, itโs just a flesh wound, iโll be okay.โย
โfor how long? how long were you bottling this up?"ย
โthereโs so much blood, you wonโt last.โย
โare youโฆ throwing up in there?โย
โwhy arenโt you eating?โย
โjust breatheโฆ youโre okay, i promise, just breathe.โย
โi canโt breathe, i canโt โโย
"i woke up, & you were gone.โย
โjust tell me something, was it really worth it?โย
"itโs okay to hurt & breakdown. you donโt have to be strong all the time.โ

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@stripedshield cont. from (x)
His eyes read Buckyโs expression, the weight that his friend still carries from actions that had not been his own. Itโs enough to light up his nerves in the sting of bitter flames, knowing what Hydra had dared to use a righteous man like Bucky Barnes for.
A hand comes to rest with reassurance against the otherโs back, ย and he does his best to swallow back the just anger thatโs stirred within him; not to display, but to ignitethe fuel against dishonorable men when those battles arose once more, and there would always be another lowlife to stand up against.
โDidnโt want to take care of the little guy from Brooklyn anymore I take it?โ Light words with the short breath of a chuckle in an attempt to take the pressure off the subject at hand. โNow what in the world would make you think that Iโd ever give up? You know thatโs not me, Barnes.โ
He smiles down at his old friend, the hint of melancholy displaying on his own lips as he does so. They were more than simple friends, soul brothers, connected by fateitself. Not hydra, or time, nor anything else, could manage to disconnect this destiny which they shared.
a hand on his back sends WARMTH spreading along his skin. so reassuring and gentle, just as he had recalled. back before the serum and even up until now, steve had never lost the AURA that he has. it was just who he was, nothing could ever change it, he knew. he thinks that he knew that, too, when he was still the winter soldier. knew from the start. and maybe that was half of why he didnโt resist so wholly.
lips slide into a smirk at steveโs comment, though his brows do not fully relieve themselves of the TENSION they held. steve had always managed to bring LIGHT where there was none. no matter the scale.
โย ย ย i know,ย ย ย โย ย ย he starts, the smirk that had lingered finally fading.ย ย ย โย ย but still. you didnโt even know that i was still there. inside the winter soldier.ย ย โย ย eyes draw away from the other manโs. they begin to cloud, so discreetly. guilt. it came, of course. and when it did, it came in WAVES. heaving against the shore. INCESSANT.
bucky would like to think that FATE would have brought them together, no matter the circumstances. but he knew that fate had only played a small part, and that steve was the true and sole reason that bucky was there and not still in the clutches of hydra.
โ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ช๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐๐๐ง๐๐ค,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฅ ๐๐ โ๐๐พโ๐ ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ช ๐๐๐ค๐ค ๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐ฅ๐๐๐. โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Independent, Private, and Selective
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Steve Rogers / Captain America
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย From MCU with few canon divergences.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Multiship and Multiverse Friendly.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Honored by,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Snow.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โ ๐๐๐๐ฅ'๐ค ๐จ๐๐๐ฅ ๐ช๐ ๐ฆ ๐๐ ๐๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ค๐ฅ๐๐๐,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐๐๐๐ค ๐๐ค๐'๐ฅ ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐๐ผ. โ
โ i donโt even think about it now because i finally found you. โ
@stripedshieldย โย ย born to die startersย โย ย accepting
heย ย remembersย ย soย ย wellย ย theย ย FEARย ย ( some of it lingers, even now ).ย ย theย ย fearย ย of being found. by steve, by hydra, by anyone. in retrospect, the thought amuses him โ in regards to steve, at least. how could he ever be afraid of being found by steve? by the one person whose life, whose story was so important to his own. the one person who ANCHORED him to the ground, to this life.ย bucky had never been one to believe in FATE before, but certainly he did now. and he was convinced that nothing โ not distance, not time โ could keep them separated. not forever.ย
โย ย i didnโt even want to be found.ย ย ย โย ย the corners of his lips curl, so slightly, into a sad sort of smile.ย โย ย back then,ย ย โย ย he adds, pausing to bring his eyes to the otherโs.ย ย ย โย ย ย but you never gave up.ย ย โ
( * &. โย LANA DEL REY BORN TO DIE LYRICย STARTERS
BORN TO DIE.
โย feet donโt fail me now.ย โ โย take me to the finish line.ย โ โย iโm hoping at the gates, theyโll tell me that youโre mine.ย โ โย can you make it feel like home if i tell you youโre mine?ย โ โย itโs like i told you, honey.ย โ โย donโt make me sad, donโt make me cry.ย โ โย sometimes love is not enough.ย โ โย letโs go get high.ย โ โย try to have fun in the meantime.ย โ โย come and take a walk on the wild side.ย โ โย let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain.ย โ โย you and i, we were born to die.ย โ
OFF TO THE RACES.
โย i canโt deny the way he holds my hand.ย โ โย he has me by my heart.ย โ โย he loves me with every beat of his cocaine heart.ย โ โย light of my life, fire of my loins.ย โ โย be a good baby, do what i want.ย โ โย i need you to come here and save me.ย โ โย keep me forever.ย โ โย tell me you own me.ย โ โย iโm sorry that iโm misbehaving.ย โ โย iโm gonna stay and pray with him till the end.ย โ โย iโm not afraid to say that iโd die without him.ย โ โย who else is gonna put up with me this way?ย โ โย i need you, i breathe you, iโll never leave you.ย โ โย iโll never leave you.ย โ โย i was alone without you.ย โ โย hon, you never looked so beautiful as you do now.ย โ โย i love you forever, not maybe.ย โ โย you are my one true love.ย โ
BLUE JEANS.
โย you know you make my eyes burn.ย โ โย you fit me better than my favorite sweater.ย โ โย love is mean and love hurts.ย โ โย i will love you till the end of time.ย โ โย i would wait a million years.ย โ โย promise youโll remember that youโre mine.ย โ โย love you more than those bitches before.ย โ โย i will love you till the end of time.ย โ โย no please, stay here.ย โ โย we donโt need no money, we could make it all work.ย โ โย i told you that no matter what you did iโd be by your side.ย โ โย iโma ride or die whether you fail or fly.ย โ โย well shit, at least you tried.ย โ โย when you walked out the door a piece of me died.ย โ โย you just need to remember.ย โ
VIDEO GAMES.
โย get over here and a play a video game.ย โ โย you the bestest.ย โ โย itโs you, itโs you, itโs all for you, everything i do.ย โ โย heaven is a place on earth with you.ย โ โย tell me all the things you want to do.ย โ โย i heard that you like the bad girls, honey, is that true?ย โ โย itโs better than i ever even knew.ย โ โย they say that the world was built for two, only worth living if somebody is loving you.ย โ
DIET MOUNTAIN DEW.
โย youโre no good for me.ย โ โย youโre no good for me, but baby, i want you.ย โ โย never was there ever a girl so pretty.ย โ โย do you think weโll be in love forever?ย โ โย do you think weโll be in love?ย โ โย iโm not gonna listen to what the past says.ย โ โย iโve been waiting up all night.ย โ โย ready for another lie?ย โ โย we both know just what weโre here for.ย โ โย maybe i like this roller coaster.ย โ
NATIONAL ANTHEM.
โย money is the anthem of success.ย โ โย god, youโre so handsome.ย โ โย he says to be cool, but i donโt know how yet.ย โ โย can we party later on?ย โ โย iโm your national anthem.ย โ โย money is the reason we exist.ย โ โย you canโt keep your hands off me or your pants on.ย โ โย donโt you know who youโre dealing with?ย โ โย um, do you think youโll buy me lots of diamonds?ย โ โย itโs a love story for the new age.ย โ โย i need somebody to hold me.ย โ
DARK PARADISE.
โย all my friends tell me i should move on.ย โ โย loving you forever canโt be wrong.ย โ โย even though youโre not here, wonโt move on.ย โ โย thereโs no remedy for memory.ย โ โย your face is like a melody, it wonโt leave my head.ย โ โย your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine, but i wish i was dead.ย โ โย i wish i was dead.ย โ โย every time i close my eyes, itโs like a dark paradise.ย โ โย no one compares to you.ย โ โย iโm scared that you wonโt be waiting on the other side.ย โ โย all my friends ask me why i stay strong.ย โ โย when you find true love, it lives on.ย โ โย thatโs why i stay here.ย โ โย i donโt wanna wake up form this tonight.ย โ โย thereโs no relief, i see you in my sleep.ย โ โย everybodyโs rushing me.ย โ โย i can feel you touching me.ย โ โย i feel you in my dreams.ย โ โย i feel you in my dreams telling me iโm fine.ย โ
RADIO.
โย not even they can stop me now.ย โ โย their heavy words canโt bring me down.ย โ โย iโve been raised from the dead.ย โ โย no one even knows how hard life was.ย โ โย i donโt even think about it now because i finally found you.ย โ โย now my life is sweet like cinnamon.ย โ โย now my life is sweet like cinnamon, like a fucking dream iโm living in.ย โ โย baby, love me cause iโm playing on the radio.ย โ โย my bodyโs sweet like sugar venom.ย โ โย american dreams came true somehow.ย โ
CARMEN.
โย darling, darling doesnโt have a problem lying to herself.ย โ โย her liquorโs top shelf.ย โ โย itโs alarming, honestly, how charming she can be.ย โ โย you donโt want to be like me, donโt wanna see all the things iโve seen.ย โ โย iโm dying.ย โ โย you donโt want to get this way.ย โ โย the boys, the girls, they all like (name here).ย โ โย she gives them butterflies.ย โ โย she laughs like god.ย โ โย her mindโs like a diamond.ย โ โย she walks the streets so mean.ย โ โย itโs alarming, truly, how disarming you can be.ย โ โย you donโt want to get this way.ย โ โย itโs tiring.ย โ โย babyโs all dressed up with nowhere to go.ย โ โย put your red dress on.ย โ โย put your lipstick on.ย โ โย my love, i know you love me too.ย โ โย you need me in your life.ย โ โย you can not live without me.ย โ โย i would die without you.ย โ โย i would kill for you.ย โ
MILLION DOLLAR MAN.
โย you said i was the most exotic flower.ย โ โย i donโt know how you convince them and get them.ย โ โย i donโt know what you do, itโs unbelievable.ย โ โย i donโt know how you get over someone as dangerous, tainted, and flawed as you.ย โ โย i love you, honey.ย โ โย iโm ready to go.ย โ โย how did you get that way? i donโt know.ย โ โย youโre screwed up and brilliant.ย โ โย you look like a million dollar man.ย โ โย so why is my heart broke?ย โ โย you got the world, but baby, at what price?ย โ โย it isnโt that hard to like you or love you.ย โ โย iโd follow you down, down, down.ย โ โย youโre unbelievable.ย โ โย if youโre going crazy, just grab me and take me.ย โ โย iโd follow you down, down, down, anywhere, anywhere.ย โ
SUMMERTIME SADNESS.
โย kiss me hard before you go.ย โ โย i just wanted you to know that, baby, youโre the best.ย โ โย i got my red dress on tonight.ย โ โย iโm feeling alive.ย โ โย honey, iโm on fire.ย โ โย nothing scares me anymore.ย โ โย i know if i go, iโll die happy tonight.ย โ โย think iโll miss you forever.ย โ โย think iโll miss you forever like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky.ย โ โย laterโs better than never.ย โ
THIS IS WHAT MAKES US GIRLS.
โย remember how we used to party up all night?ย โ โย there she was, my new best friend.ย โ โย how i hate those guys.ย โ โย this is what makes us girls.ย โ โย we all look for heaven and we put love first.ย โ โย something that weโd die for, itโs our curse.ย โ โย donโt cry about it.ย โ โย we donโt stick togetherย โcause we put our love first.ย โ โย donโt cry about him.ย โ โย thatโs where the beginning of the end begun.ย โ โย everybody knew that we had too much fun.ย โ โย get us while weโre hot.ย โ โย cโmon, take a shot.ย โ โย itโs all gonna happen.ย โ โย a freshman generation of degenerate beauty queens.ย โ โย they were the only friends i ever had.ย โ โย cryingย โcause i know iโm never coming back.ย โ
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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ind. selective bucky barnesย โย ย comic & mcu influenceย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โผ ย fought for by macyย โฝ
My little art tribute to Bucky Barnes <3
I talked about this a lot before, but I started to really appreciate him as my disability representation. It gets me so emotional, especially the Wakanda scenes, when heโs at peace & without prosthetic arm. I truly hope heโll get some happy story-lines in the future.
โ where to find macy
@scndorย โฃย sandor clegane
@inmetalย โฃย bucky barnes / the winter soldier
@retroiraย โฃย multimuse
Witch and Wolf || closed
ablackwidowsbiteโ:
@inmetal
Wanda was still outside. SItting up on the bench with her gaze casting the water. She was still reeling after everything that was done. They lost lots of people but they saved the world. Sometimes she would think back to when she did part of the project with Zemo. That was when she started to lose everything. The silence was finally broken when she noticed someone sit down on the bench next to her. She looked over to see Bucky. He wasnโt making any movement to make her speak. But just to let her have someone there. She knew from the others that he had his own dealings with HYDRA. After a while, she turned to look over at him.ย โZhe quiet life sounds good after everything.โย
bucky stepped out to clear his head only to see that someone else had the same idea. he stopped, nearly turned around but something in him stirred. he continued, sat on the bench next to her. felt her mood, so similar to his own. it hung over them like a cloud. had been ever since the battle. when she broke the silence, he shifted slightly to better face her. โthe quiet life,โ he repeated, a light snicker following.ย โdonโt thinkย โthe quiet lifeโ is an option for people like us.โ his tone was light, airy but there was no denying the despondency in its undertones. even if they could leave, go far, far away โ nothing would be undone. the memories would remain. the hurt would linger.ย โwhere would you go?โ he asked regardless. couldnโt hurt to pretend.
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โno, i donโt.โ bucky reiterated, features solemn to back up his words. back when they first met and now โ his stance was unwavering. her heart ( heโd like to think he knew it well enough ) was in the right place. now, more than ever.
โi knew you back then.โ eyebrows furrowed, a wistful expression flashed briefly across his features. tender, for the short time it was there. he said this as a testament, not an ounce of judgement in his voice ( not that it was his place ). that he knew her when she had still been in the darkness. knew about her old ghosts that still haunted her.
โif you donโt wanna prove me wrong, then donโt,โ he challenged, a soft but determined look on his face. as if it was an option. it wasnโt.

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โi wonder,โ bucky started. pursed his slips slightly, weighing his next words. โwhich one of those we were.โ his instincts told him to argue the first, but how true was it? no, he hadnโt been human, back then. human before and human after but surely not in between.
if they werenโt, if he wasnโt human back then โ then had it been the latter? were they only playing at being human? hardly, he thought, on his account. not even a facade of humanity.
he tilted his head. shook off the sentiment and looked to her, curious for her take.
M u l t i v e r s e. If mcu does this to me, then I sure as hell will believe 616 can bleed into mcuย