Inked poetry of my heart🖤

That morning I cried like an angel

Next I was silent like the dark..

My mother claimed freedom from me

That day I started a journey

A story of rejection of a boy

Now I see my pain and sorrow

Now I see I don't have tomorrow

But then I was blind from unlove

Now I'm painfully gone from life

I'm miserable in loving deeply

Once I loved woman from my heart

I was gifted from the heaven

But she was taken from my book

That day one more time I died

She held my heart with gentleness

She protected me from all the evil

Yet she didn't succeed in one thing

She left me in so much pain

After that day I was never the same

I love you in all of the letters

I mention you to my darkness

I cry myself to sleep

I chased all the demons from my soul

I dreamed of your soft hands

I remember that scent of roses

Perfume that never faded away

I remember you

I will always remember you...

But I was always her boy

I loved you like a man

And held you in my arms

You were my perfect woman

In imperfect and cynical world

What we can do in love of ours

What we can be to each other

Is what makes the world full of love

You are like the summer breeze

You can be everything to someone

Your love is not broken

Your soul is meant for greatness

Yet you are scared of darkness

You are loved from the sun

Dreaming of something beautiful and sweet

That place is only yours to keep

No matter how long you will travel

Be yourself be kind be lovely

Never accept less than love you deserve

Never be someone's second love

All or nothing like blackjack

Lay all the cards on the table

See your hand two moves ahead

Than invest all of your being

One who see that deal is the one for you

Only you are the master and the commander

Because if nobody heal my heart

I have to self-love myself to get well

I broke myself more times then I wish

I was not born complete

I was fighting all my life

I endured pain before I saw the light

I was never loved inside my mother's womb

Nobody ever talked to me through skin

Unwanted unloved unimportant yet alive

With every breath I cried with my heart

Until one day one hand held me with love

She light all darkest corners of my soul

She saw me as I was broken but loveable

She called me hers one day and I accepted it

She became love of my painful heart

Finally I have someone to hold on

To touch to love to hold to call my own ...

You are nowhere to be found

In my prayers in my mind

You are lost between worlds

This one and the next one

I have felted thunder in my bones

Loved you with all my soul

Yet you were the thin line

You were you just for you

I tried to be your eternity

But you were not my eternal flame

You were just a spark in the dark

Nobody saw you in that darkness

I have ignited your soul

I gave you my sun

Now without light I'm just a poet

Načela novo poglavlje romana nas

Spoznaja o grehu što nadolazi bez imalo nade da proći će me strah..

Vera u tragu traži pravdu duše

Prošlosti se zaboravljaju u knjizi

Glavni lik postaje moje oružje

Moja ljubav te vodi kroz tamu

Neću te ostavljati nikad samu

Moje te ruke traže toplinom tela

Moj pogled se na tebi zaustavlja

Moje sunce samo za tebe sja

Moje usne žude za tvojim dahom

Ja usnulo živim tudje snove

Tek poneki me oblak pozdravi

Došla si s jeseni mojih boja

Svaka je oživela kao ljubav tvoja...

Svoje ruke nežne na grudi mi položi

Dozvoli mi da te zavolim zauvek

Bore se tuge i ljubavi moje

Demoni mi dah oduzimaju

Nemir u ranjenoj duši stvaraju

Boli su naposletku u meni nadošle

In my hearts solitude

Hundred made by love scars

Will never be healed with stars

With you and your heart I can combine

All i need is a bit of souls twine

You've touched my emptiness

I hugged your loneliness

You became all in my prayers

With your love you erased all my tears

For you I made house full of stars

You defended me from devils guards

I prayed for your everlasting beating heart

In my prayers I hope you never stay from me apart.

Tvoja me želja privlači i voli

U tebi imam san što me zove

Da ostanem zauvek tvoj

Ruža mi na tebe miriše

Nektar sa usana mi fali

Ljubav mi treba tvoja opet

Da mi otera sve boli

Da me čuva da me voli

Ti mi trebaš da te volim

Da te nikad ne prebolim

Hoću budan pored tebe da sanjam

Da sanjam bez snova dok me grliš

Da te dodirom osetim u tišini

Da mogu samo da ti budem blizu

Ti si pola sveta sakrila u sebi

A ja izgubljen nikako da dodjem tebi

Hold me down as long as you can

Trow me into deepest hole in the world

Bring me to the dark edge of your might

Blindfold me so I cannot see the light

Sacrifice my flesh to the wolves

But the devil has no deed to my soul

If you were my inspiration

I would write an infinite poetry

If you were my pillow

I would dream forever

If you were my rain

I would be a rainbow

If you were my night

I would be a star

If you were my sun

I would be a tree

If you were mine