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Summary: After Jack stays the night, a quiet morning turns into pancakes, soft confessions, two simultaneous panic calls, and one promise he fully intends to keep.
Warnings: 18+ only. Minors dni. mentions of previous smut/backseat sex, adult language, sexual references, morning-after intimacy, bed sharing, soft domesticity, kissing, emotional vulnerability, panic over feelings, age gap dynamics, possessive/protective undertones, Robby/Liv situationship chaos, Jack Abbot being too emotionally competent and too emotionally repressed at the same time.
Authorβs Note:Β This one is soft, domestic, and emotionally dangerous in the way only pancakes and a promised phone call can be. Weβve got Jack waking up in readerβs bed, black coffee, breakfast, a criminal interpretation of βone kiss,β Robby and Liv being caught in their own situationship nonsense, synchronized panic calls, and Jack Abbot turning his feelings into a dinner reservation because that man does not know how to spiral without making a plan.
The official date is coming next because these two needed an entire chapter just to survive the idea of dinner.
Xoxo, Del
| Pt. 1 | Pt. 2 | Pt. 3 | Pt. 4 | Pt. 5 |
Jack woke to the smell of coffee.
For a second, he did not move.
The room was unfamiliar in the softest possible way. Pale morning light slipped through the curtains, catching on the stack of books on your nightstand, the sweatshirt thrown over the chair, the glass of water you had left beside the bed before crawling under the covers with him.
Your side of the bed was empty.
Still warm, but empty.
Jack blinked at the ceiling, disoriented in a way he did not like and rested in a way he did not trust.
He had slept.
Actually slept.
Not the kind of sleep he stole in pieces between shifts, half-aware of every sound and shadow. Not the kind that broke apart every time a car passed outside or the heat clicked on or his own body remembered something his mind had tried to leave alone.
He had slept.
In your bed.
With his arm around you and your hand resting over his chest.
Jack exhaled slowly through his nose and turned his head toward the bedroom door.
From somewhere down the hall, something clinked softly. A cabinet, maybe. Then the quiet scrape of a pan against the stove.
His brows drew together.
You were cooking.
Jack sat up carefully, the sheet falling to his waist. His prosthetic was exactly where he had left it, within reach beside the bed. His clothes were still folded over the chair because apparently, even half-asleep in your apartment after a night that had gotten wildly out of hand, some habits did not leave him alone.
He reached for his prosthetic, then paused.
The apartment was quiet except for the small sounds of you moving around in the kitchen.
Coffee.
A pan.
Your bare feet against the floor.
Jackβs chest tightened before he could stop it.
He was not used to waking up inside someone elseβs morning.
He was not used to wanting to stay there.
You were standing at the stove in sleep shorts and an oversized shirt, your hair still messy from sleep, one hip leaned against the counter while you watched a pancake bubble in the pan.
Jack stopped in the kitchen doorway.
For one quiet second, he let himself look.
The lamp in the living room was off now. Morning had found your apartment and made it softer, warmer, more real. The bookshelves, the blankets, the plates from last night already rinsed and stacked beside the sink. The baking sheet was clean too, propped carefully in the drying rack, because apparently you had gotten up and decided to become functional before him.
That bothered him.
Not because you had cleaned.
Because he had slept through it.
You glanced over your shoulder and froze with the spatula in your hand.
βOh,β you said.
Jack leaned one shoulder against the doorway. βMorning.β
Your eyes moved over him before you could stop them.
Undershirt. Boxer briefs. Prosthetic on. Hair slightly mussed from your pillow. Face softer with sleep in a way that made your stomach do something embarrassing before nine in the morning.
His eyes dropped to the pancake in the pan. βLooks serious.β
You pointed the spatula at him. βDo not come into my kitchen and act surprised that I can make pancakes.β
Jack stepped closer. βDidnβt say I was surprised.β
βYour face implied it,β you said.
βMy face gets accused of a lot in this apartment,β Jack said.
βFor good reason,β you said.
His mouth curved faintly.
You slid the spatula beneath the pancake, flipped it cleanly, and tried very hard not to look proud of yourself.
Jack noticed anyway.
βThat was good,β he said.
You looked over at him. βThe flip?β
βThe flip,β Jack said.
You narrowed your eyes. βAre you making fun of me?β
βNo,β Jack said, and there was something so straightforward in his voice that you believed him before you meant to. βIβm impressed.β
Your face warmed.
βThat is worse,β you said.
Jackβs mouth barely moved. βHow?β
You sighed. βBecause now I have to be humble.β
βYou donβt have to,β Jack said.
You turned back to the stove. βGood, because I wasnβt going to.β
Jack huffed softly, almost a laugh, and the sound slipped into the quiet kitchen like it belonged there.
You reached for the mug beside the coffee pot. βCoffee?β
Jackβs gaze moved to the pot. βYou made coffee.β
βI did,β you said. βHow do you take it?β
βBlack,β Jack said.
You paused, then gave him a look over your shoulder. βOf course.β
His mouth barely moved. βOf course?β
You nodded. βYou look like a man who drinks coffee like itβs a responsibility.β
βIt is a responsibility,β Jack said.
You poured the coffee and held it out to him. βThat is such a concerning answer.β
His fingers brushed yours when he took the mug.
βThank you,β Jack said.
It was simple. Quiet. Too sincere for something as small as coffee.
Your chest tightened anyway.
βYouβre welcome,β you said.
He looked down into the mug, then back at you. βHow long have you been up?β
You turned back to the stove too quickly. βNot that long.β
Jackβs eyes moved to the rinsed plates by the sink, the clean baking sheet in the drying rack, the stack of pancakes already waiting on a plate beside the stove.
βTry again,β he said.
You flipped another pancake. βMaybe forty minutes.β
Jack was quiet.
Too quiet.
You looked over at him.
His expression had shifted, not much, but enough. The amusement was still there at the edges, but something else sat under it now.
βYou didnβt wake me,β he said.
You swallowed.
βYou were sleeping,β you said.
Jackβs eyes stayed on yours.
βI slept,β he said.
The words were simple, but they landed heavily in your small kitchen.
Your hand tightened around the spatula. βYeah.β
βI donβt usually,β Jack said.
You looked at him over your shoulder, the morning light soft across his face, the mug warm in his hand.
βI figured,β you said.
Jack did not look away.
You turned back to the stove, because holding his gaze suddenly felt like holding something fragile with both hands. βSo I let you.β
For a second, the only sound was the quiet hiss of the pancake in the pan.
Then Jack said, βThank you.β
Your throat went tight, so of course you reached for the plate beside you and pretended pancakes required your full emotional focus.
βYou can thank me by admitting these look good,β you said.
Jack looked at the stack on the plate.
βThey look good,β he said.
You glanced at him, suspicious. βThat was very easy.β
His mouth softened. βThey do.β
That was unfair.
You turned back to the stove before your face could do something humiliating. βGood. Because breakfast is the most important meal of the day.β
Jack took a sip of coffee and leaned back against your counter like he had done it a hundred times, like your kitchen had made room for him overnight and he had simply accepted the invitation.
βThat so?β he asked.
You slid the finished pancake onto the plate. βYes. Youβre a doctor. You should know that.β
Jackβs mouth barely moved. βI do know that.β
βThen stop looking amused by my commitment to your nutritional wellbeing,β you said.
His eyes stayed on you over the rim of his coffee mug. βIs that what this is?β
You looked over your shoulder. βObviously.β
Jack set the mug down.
The small sound of ceramic against the counter made your stomach dip before he even moved.
He stepped closer, slow enough that you had plenty of time to pretend you did not notice.
You noticed anyway.
You noticed the warmth of him at your back, the clean scent of your soap still clinging faintly to his skin, the quiet weight of his attention settling over you in the morning light.
Your hand tightened around the spatula.
βJack,β you said.
His hand touched your waist. βWhat?β
You swallowed. βIβm making pancakes.β
βI see that,β Jack said.
His mouth brushed the side of your neck, barely there.
Your eyes closed for half a second.
The pancake hissed softly in the pan.
βYouβre distracting me,β you said.
Jackβs thumb moved once at your waist. βI know.β
Your breath caught.
You forced your eyes open and looked down at the pan. βThis is how breakfast gets ruined.β
Jackβs mouth moved along the side of your throat, slow and warm and unfairly gentle. βLooks done.β
You looked down.
The pancake was, infuriatingly, perfect.
You slid it onto the plate with more force than necessary. βYou are very annoying.β
Jackβs mouth curved against your skin. βIβve heard.β
You turned in the small space between him and the counter, spatula still in one hand, your back pressing lightly against the edge. Jack did not crowd you. Not really. He just stood close enough that the entire kitchen seemed to understand something you were still trying very hard not to say out loud.
His hand stayed at your waist.
You lifted the spatula slightly between you. βFine.β
Jackβs eyes moved over your face. βFine?β
βYou can kiss me once,β you said.
His mouth barely moved.
βOnce,β Jack repeated.
You nodded, trying very hard to look unaffected. βOnce. And then pancakes.β
Jack looked at you for a second.
Then his gaze dropped to your mouth.
βJust once?β he asked.
Your stomach dipped.
βYes,β you said. βJust once.β
Jackβs thumb moved slowly at your waist. βOkay.β
That was the only warning you got.
He leaned in and kissed you.
Softly, at first.
So softly it almost made you feel ridiculous for bracing yourself.
His mouth brushed yours once, warm and careful, coffee on his breath and sleep still in the roughness of his jaw. Your hand tightened around the spatula, and Jack noticed because, of course, he did.
His other hand came to the counter beside you, not trapping you, not really, but giving the kiss somewhere to deepen when he tilted his head and kissed you again.
Still gentle.
Still devastating.
Your knees went a little weak.
Jackβs hand tightened at your waist like he felt it happen.
You made a small sound against his mouth before you could stop yourself, and the kiss changed. Not harder exactly. Deeper. Slower. Like he had all the time in the world to ruin you and no interest in rushing through any of it.
The spatula lowered uselessly to your side.
Jackβs mouth moved over yours with careful pressure, warm and unhurried, his thumb pressing once into your waist as if to remind you he had you.
And he did.
That was the problem.
He had you in your kitchen, in your sleep shorts, with pancakes cooling on a plate beside you and morning light slipping across the counter, and somehow that felt more dangerous than the back seat of his truck.
When he finally pulled back, your eyes stayed closed for half a second too long.
Jackβs forehead hovered close to yours.
You opened your eyes.
His were already on you.
Your voice came out embarrassingly thin. βThat was more than once.β
Jackβs mouth barely curved. βNo.β
You blinked. βNo?β
βOne kiss,β he said.
You stared at him, still trying to remember how knees worked. βThat was a criminal interpretation of one kiss.β
His thumb moved once at your waist. βYou didnβt specify duration.β
Your mouth fell open.
Jack looked far too pleased with himself.
βYouβre impossible,β you said.
βYouβre still holding the spatula,β Jack said.
You looked down.
You were, in fact, still holding the spatula.
You lifted it between you. βThis is the only thing keeping breakfast together.β
Jack glanced at the plate beside you. βPancakes are getting cold.β
You stared at him.
Then you laughed, soft and helpless, because of course he would kiss you like that and then remind you about pancakes.
Jackβs expression warmed.
You pointed toward the tiny table. βSit down before you become a hazard.β
He picked up his mug, still looking at you. βToo late.β
Your stomach dipped.
You turned back to the stove, smiling despite yourself. βExtremely too late.β
Breakfast was unfairly domestic.
That was the only word for it.
You sat at your tiny kitchen table with your knees tucked beneath you, watching Jack Abbot eat pancakes in your apartment like it was a normal thing. Like men who had fucked you in the back seat of their truck and slept in your bed always sat in your kitchen the next morning with coffee in one hand and syrup on the side of their plate.
Jack took another bite, and you tried not to stare.
He noticed anyway.
βWhat?β he asked.
You lifted your brows. βNothing.β
Jack looked down at his plate, then back at you. βTheyβre good.β
Your chest did something stupid.
You reached for your coffee. βI know.β
His mouth barely moved. βNo humility?β
βI told you I wasnβt doing that,β you said.
Jack huffed softly, and there it was again, that almost-laugh that made your kitchen feel warmer than it already was.
He took another bite.
You watched him for half a second too long before you looked away.
βStop looking surprised,β you said.
Jack swallowed another bite of pancake and reached for his coffee. βIβm not surprised.β
You narrowed your eyes. βYou have a face.β
His mouth barely moved against the rim of the mug. βIβve heard.β
You pointed your fork at him. βYouβre making it.β
His eyes stayed on yours, softer now. βI like seeing you like this.β
Your fingers tightened around your mug.
You looked down quickly. βMaking pancakes?β
βAt home,β Jack said.
The words landed quietly.
You did not know what to do with them, so you took a sip of coffee and burned your tongue a little.
His mouth curved faintly. βCareful.β
You set the mug down and pointed at him. βDo not be charming before I have finished my coffee.β
Jack leaned back in the chair. βWasnβt trying.β
βThatβs the problem,β you said.
His eyes warmed.
Neither of you said anything for a moment. The morning moved around you, soft and ordinary, and somehow that made it feel more dangerous than anything that had happened the night before.
Jackβs phone buzzed on the table.
The sound cut through the quiet hard enough that both of you looked down.
Jack glanced at the screen, and something in his face shifted.
Not alarm.
Obligation.
You took another sip of coffee, trying not to feel the small drop in your stomach. βEverything okay?β
Jack set his fork down. βYeah.β
You watched him look at the screen again. βThat was not a convincing yeah.β
His mouth barely moved. βI have a meeting at the VA.β
βOh,β you said.
The word came out smaller than you meant it to.
Jackβs eyes came back to yours immediately. βNot yet.β
You lifted your brows. βNo?β
βLater this morning,β Jack said. βBut I need to go home and change first.β
You nodded because that was normal. Adults had meetings. Adults went home to shower and change. Adults did not attach emotional significance to a man finishing pancakes and then leaving because he had an actual life outside of the soft little kitchen he had accidentally slept his way into.
You were very bad at being an adult before you finished your coffee.
βOkay,β you said.
Jack watched you for a second too long. βThat wasnβt a dismissal.β
You looked up. βWhat?β
βThe meeting,β Jack said. βThat wasnβt me trying to leave.β
Your chest tightened.
You forced a small smile. βI know.β
Jackβs eyes narrowed slightly, like he could hear the part of that answer that had been automatic.
You sighed and set your mug down. βI do know. I justββ
You stopped.
Jack waited.
You looked toward the kitchen window, where morning light was catching on the edge of the sink. βItβs weird.β
βWhat is?β Jack asked.
You looked back at him. βHaving you here.β
His expression softened by half a degree.
You swallowed. βAnd then having you leave.β
Jack went still.
The words sat between you, too honest for breakfast, too soft to take back.
You reached for your fork like pancakes could rescue you from emotional exposure. βWhich is ridiculous, because you have a meeting and I have dishes and probably a life somewhere around here.β
Jack did not smile.
He looked at you across the tiny table, tired and warm and serious enough that your heart did something stupid.
βIβm not disappearing,β he said.
Your hand stilled around the fork.
You looked up. βI didnβt say you were.β
βNo,β Jack said. βBut you thought it.β
Your throat tightened.
You looked down at your coffee. βThat is incredibly rude of you to notice.β
His mouth barely moved. βI notice things.β
βYou should consider stopping,β you said.
βNo,β Jack said.
Your eyes lifted to his.
His gaze stayed steady on yours. βIβll call you.β
The words landed harder than they should have.
You nodded once. βOkay.β
βI mean it,β Jack said.
Your chest warmed.
You tried to make your voice normal. βI know.β
This time, you almost did.
By the time he stood near your front door, fully dressed again, coffee finished, his hair slightly less wrecked from your pillow, your apartment felt different around him.
Not less intimate in the daylight.
More.
You stood a few feet away, arms loosely crossed over your chest, trying very hard to look normal about the fact that Jack Abbot had just slept in your bed, eaten your pancakes, and was now leaving, with the promise of a phone call hanging between you.
Jack looked at you. βIβll call you.β
Your mouth curved faintly. βYou said that.β
βIβm saying it again,β Jack said.
Your chest warmed.
You looked away first, toward the very interesting wall beside your door. βVery repetitive of you.β
βImportant information,β Jack said.
Your eyes came back to his.
He stepped closer.
You forgot how to breathe.
Jackβs hand came to your waist, gentle and warm, and he kissed you once. Slow. Morning-soft. Nothing like the truck, and somehow almost more dangerous.
When he pulled back, his mouth stayed close to yours.
βIβll call,β he said.
Your fingers curled lightly against his shirt. βOkay.β
Jackβs thumb moved once at your waist. βYou okay?β
You smiled despite yourself. βYou keep asking me that.β
His eyes moved over your face. βYou keep looking like youβre thinking too much.β
You looked down at his shirt, smoothing a wrinkle that did not need smoothing. βI am thinking a normal amount.β
On the other call, Robby leaned back against the headboard. βAnd then?β
Jack looked toward your building again. βWe went to bed.β
Robby waited.
Jackβs voice was rougher when he added, βWe slept.β
Robbyβs expression shifted.
There was a long pause.
Then Robby said, βYou slept.β
Jackβs jaw flexed. βYes.β
βLike actually slept,β Robby said.
Jack looked down. βYeah.β
Robby did not tease him.
That was worse.
Jack rubbed his thumb along the edge of his phone. βShe made pancakes this morning.β
Robby looked over at Liv.
Liv was listening to you with her mouth slightly open.
On your phone, you let out a nervous laugh. βAnd then I made pancakes this morning.β
Livβs voice softened. βPancakes?β
You looked toward the kitchen. βYes.β
Liv pressed her lips together for a second. βIβm processing.β
You looked down at your knees. βHe ate them.β
Livβs smile softened. βOf course he did.β
Across the bed, Robby watched Livβs face change and looked away before his own could do anything embarrassing.
Then Robby asked, βAnd now youβre calling me because?β
Jack looked at the steering wheel.
Because he had fucked you in his truck and then slept in your bed. Because you had made him coffee. Because you had let him sleep. Because he had told himself you were supposed to be a one-night stand, a bad decision, something hot and temporary and easy to walk away from.
Because none of this felt easy.
Jack cleared his throat. βI told her Iβd call.β
Robby waited.
Jack stared through the windshield. βAbout the date.β
Robbyβs brows lifted. βThe date.β
βThe dinner,β Jack said.
βThe official date,β Robby said.
Jackβs mouth flattened. βDonβt say it like that.β
βThatβs what it is,β Robby said.
Jack was quiet.
Across the bed, Liv listened as you said, βHe said heβd call.β
Liv gentled immediately. βOkay.β
βAbout the date,β you said.
Liv tucked the sheet tighter around herself. βThe date.β
You pressed your hand over your eyes. βDonβt say it like that.β
Livβs mouth softened. βThat is what it is.β
You went quiet.
Robby and Liv looked at each other.
On his phone, Jack exhaled. βWhere do I take her?β
Robby sat up a little more. βYouβre asking me where to take her?β
Jackβs eyes narrowed. βYes.β
Robby heard the edge underneath Jackβs irritation and let the obvious joke die before it reached his mouth.
βOkay,β Robby said. βWhatβs the real problem?β
Jackβs grip tightened on the phone.
He looked toward your building one more time.
βHow do you plan a dinner date for a woman youβve fucked three times?β Jack asked.
Robby went still.
Jack kept going, lower now. βSomeone who was supposed to be a one-night stand. A bad decision.β
Robby did not speak.
Jack swallowed once. βAnd I keep wanting to see her.β
Across the bed, Robbyβs face changed.
Liv saw it and went still too.
On your call, you stood again and paced toward the window. βHow am I supposed to not get invested in this?β
Livβs expression softened. βOh, babe.β
You laughed once, but it came out thin. βWeβve fucked three times, Liv. Three. My mind has been blown by orgasms, and now weβre going to dinner?β
Liv did not interrupt.
You pressed your palm against your forehead. βHow is dinner the thing thatβs making me panic?β
Livβs voice went very gentle. βBecause dinner is different.β
You swallowed.
Liv watched Robby from across the bed, his phone pressed to his ear, his expression now serious.
βThe truck was heat,β Liv said.
You closed your eyes.
βThe apartment was soft,β Liv continued.
Your throat tightened.
βAnd dinner is hope,β Liv said.
You went silent.
On the other call, Robby looked down at the blanket and then back at Liv.
βWhat?β Jack asked.
Robby used a softer voice than usual. βYouβre asking because you care about getting it right.β
Jack did not answer.
Robby leaned back against the headboard. βThatβs already different.β
Jack looked toward your building again. βYeah.β
Robby waited.
Jack was quiet.
On your phone, you were quiet too.
Liv held still, waiting you out.
Finally, you let out a breath. βOkay.β
Livβs voice softened. βOkay?β
You rubbed your thumb along the edge of your phone. βI think Iβm okay.β
Liv smiled a little. βYeah?β
βI mean, no,β you said. βObviously not.β
Livβs smile widened.
You looked toward the kitchen again. βBut I want him to call.β
Livβs voice went gentle. βThen let him.β
You nodded even though she could not see you. βYeah.β
Across the bed, Robby said almost the same thing.
βMake the plan,β Robby said.
Jack looked down at your name in his phone. βI said Iβd call her.β
βThen call her after the VA,β Robby said. βWith a plan.β
Jackβs mouth barely moved. βI will.β
For a moment, both conversations settled.
Liv relaxed back against the pillows.
Robby let his head tip against the headboard.
They looked at each other across the bed with matching relief.
Then you said, βSo.β
Livβs face went blank.
Robbyβs eyes narrowed.
You tilted your head, even though Liv could not see you. βHow was your night with Robby?β
Liv closed her eyes. βThere it is.β
At the exact same time, Jack asked, βWhat happened after we left?β
Robby exhaled slowly. βAnd there it is.β
Liv looked at Robby in open panic.
Robby looked back at her.
You waited. βLiv?β
Jack waited too. βRobby.β
Liv sat up straighter, clutching the sheet to her chest. βMy night?β
You smiled slowly. βWith Robby.β
On his phone, Robby cleared his throat. βAfter you left?β
Jackβs voice stayed even. βYeah.β
Robby glanced at Liv.
Liv shook her head.
Robby said, βWe had a drink.β
Jack waited.
Robbyβs jaw flexed. βThen another drink.β
Jack waited longer.
Robby looked at Liv.
Liv gave him a hard look that clearly said, Donβt you dare.
Robby sighed. βThen we talked.β
Jackβs mouth barely moved. βTalked.β
Robby closed his eyes. βYes.β
On your call, Liv was doing no better.
βWe talked,β Liv said.
You lifted your brows. βYou talked.β
Liv nodded firmly, even though you could not see her. βLike adults.β
You stared at the wall. βOlivia.β
Liv dropped her head back against the pillows. βFine. Some of the talking was horizontal.β
Across the bed, Robbyβs eyes opened.
He stared at her.
Jack heard Robby go quiet. βWhat?β
Robby covered the phone. βHorizontal?β
Liv covered hers. βI panicked.β
Robby gave her a look. βThat was your panic answer?β
Liv whispered, βIβm under pressure.β
You were silent for one stunned second.
Then you said, βHorizontal.β
Liv uncovered her phone slowly. βEmotionally.β
You closed your eyes. βThat makes less sense.β
βIt was a complicated night,β Liv said.
On the other call, Jackβs voice went lower. βRobby.β
Robby looked at Liv.
Liv looked back at him, wide-eyed.
Robby sighed like a man accepting his fate. βI stayed over.β
Jack went silent.
Then he said, very evenly, βYou stayed over.β
Robby stared straight ahead. βYes.β
βAt Livβs,β Jack said.
Robbyβs jaw tightened. βYes.β
In your apartment, you sat completely still.
βYou slept with Robby,β you said.
Liv pulled the sheet higher. βYes.β
Your eyes widened, mostly because she had actually answered.
βOh,β you said.
Liv swallowed. βYeah.β
Your voice softened. βAre you okay?β
Liv looked at Robby.
Robbyβs expression shifted as he watched her face change.
Liv nodded, even though you could not see her. βYeah.β
You waited.
Livβs mouth curved, small and reluctant and real. βHeβs being good to me.β
Robbyβs eyes stayed on hers.
Jack exhaled through his nose, and when he spoke again, his voice was quieter than before. βBe careful with her.β
Robby looked down.
The answer came immediately. βI will.β
Jack was silent for a beat.
Then Robby added, dryly, βYou too.β
Jackβs mouth barely moved. βYeah.β
For a second, neither of them said anything.
Robby looked across the bed at Liv, who was still on the phone with you, the sheet tucked under her arm, her hair a mess, her face softer than he expected this early in the morning.
Jack looked through his windshield toward your building.
Then Jack exhaled. βWe are too old for this shit.β
Robbyβs eyes stayed on Liv.
Robbyβs mouth curved, slow and unwilling. βWe are.β
Jack looked through his windshield toward your building.
For a second, neither of them said anything.
Then Jackβs mouth barely moved. βStill happening.β
Robby glanced at Liv again.
Her hair was a mess, the sheet tucked under her arm, her voice soft in a way he had not expected this early in the morning.
His smile faded into something smaller.
βYeah,β Robby said. βIt is.β
On your phone, Liv cleared her throat too loudly. βAnyway.β
You narrowed your eyes. βThat was suspicious.β
βIt was a transition,β Liv said.
βTo what?β you asked.
βTo the part where we stop discussing my complicated personal life and return to yours,β Liv said.
You laughed softly despite yourself. βConvenient.β
βNecessary,β Liv said. βYou called me in crisis. I am crisis managing.β
You looked toward your bedroom window. βI think the crisis is managed.β
Livβs voice softened. βYeah?β
You rubbed your thumb along the edge of your phone. βI mean, no. Obviously not.β
Liv huffed a quiet laugh. βObviously.β
βBut I want him to call,β you said.
Liv was quiet for a second.
Then she said, gently, βThen let him.β
You swallowed.
Across town, Robby leaned back against the headboard and rubbed a hand over his face.
βTake her somewhere you can actually talk to her,β Robby said. βNo loud bar. No performance. No proving anything.β
Jack listened.
βDinner,β Robby said. βDessert. Drive her home. Donβt overcomplicate it.β
Jackβs mouth barely moved. βYou make it sound simple.β
βIt is simple,β Robby said. βYouβre just not.β
Jack huffed once through his nose.
On your phone, Liv shifted under the sheets. βDo not text him first.β
You made a face. βWhy?β
βBecause he said he would call,β Liv said. βLet him keep his word.β
Your chest tightened.
You looked toward the kitchen again, where his coffee mug still sat beside yours.
βWhat if I hate how much I want him to?β you asked.
Livβs voice gentled. βThen you can hate it and still let him.β
You closed your eyes.
That was the worst thing about Liv. Sometimes, under all the chaos, she was right.
βOkay,β you said.
Liv smiled a little. βOkay.β
Across the bed, Robby watched her face soften.
He had not meant to like that face so much.
He had not meant to like any of this so much.
Jackβs voice pulled him back. βYou still there?β
Robby looked away from Liv. βYeah.β
Jack looked through the windshield toward your building one last time. βIβm going to the VA.β
βThen make the reservation after,β Robby said.
Jackβs mouth barely moved. βThat the official advice?β
βThatβs the official advice,β Robby said.
Jack paused. βAnd Robby?β
Robbyβs brows lifted. βYeah?β
Jackβs voice lowered. βDonβt make her regret trusting you.β
Robbyβs expression sobered.
He looked at Liv again, and this time he did not look away quickly enough.
βI wonβt,β Robby said.
Jack heard the difference in his voice.
For once, he let it go.
βGood,β Jack said.
On your phone, Liv took a breath. βYouβre okay?β
You looked down at yourself, still in your sleep shirt, still standing in the middle of your bedroom like Jack had left and taken half the air with him.
βNo,β you said.
Livβs face softened.
You smiled faintly. βBut Iβm okay enough.β
Liv nodded. βThat counts.β
You let out a slow breath. βYouβre okay?β
Liv looked across the bed.
Robby was watching her now, phone still at his ear, expression quieter than usual.
Her mouth curved despite herself.
βYeah,β Liv said. βIβm okay enough too.β
You smiled. βThat counts.β
Liv laughed softly. βApparently.β
Robbyβs voice came through Jackβs phone again. βMake the reservation before you talk yourself out of it.β
Jackβs jaw flexed. βIβm not going to talk myself out of it.β
βYou called me before nine in the morning,β Robby said. βYou were absolutely considering it.β
Jackβs mouth flattened. βGoodbye, Robby.β
Robby smiled. βGoodbye, Jack.β
Jack ended the call.
At the same time, Liv sighed into your ear. βOkay. Hang up before I say something emotionally intelligent and ruin both our reputations.β
You laughed, soft and nervous. βLove you.β
βLove you too,β Liv said. βAnd babe?β
You paused. βYeah?β
Livβs voice softened. βLet it be good.β
Your throat tightened.
You looked toward the kitchen, toward the coffee mugs, the plates, the place Jack had stood behind you with his hand on your waist.
βOkay,β you said.
Liv ended the call.
For a moment, your apartment went quiet.
Across town, Liv lowered her phone and looked at Robby.
In his truck, Jack stared through the windshield for one more second.
Then he started the truck.
Jack made it through the VA meeting.
He paid attention.
Mostly.
He answered when he needed to answer, nodded when someone asked him a question, and kept his face neutral through the parts that had nothing to do with you.
Which was all of it.
That was the problem.
The meeting ended a little after eleven. Jack walked back to his truck, loosened his grip on his keys, and sat behind the wheel without starting the engine.
For a minute, he did nothing.
Then he pulled out his phone.
Not to call you.
Not yet.
He opened a search tab and typed in restaurants near your apartment.
Then he deleted it.
Too broad.
Too lazy.
He tried again.
Quiet restaurants in Pittsburgh.
Jack stared at the results and frowned.
That was worse.
He did not need somewhere impressive. He did not need somewhere trendy. He did not need a bar or a place with music too loud to hear you make fun of him across the table.
He needed somewhere he could sit across from you and talk to you.
Somewhere you would not feel like he was trying to perform.
Somewhere with dessert, apparently, because Robby had said it like a law.
Jack scrolled.
He rejected three places immediately.
Too loud. Too expensive in a way that made the night about the restaurant instead of you. Too casual in a way that made him feel like he was pretending this did not matter.
Then he found one.
Small. Warm. Reservations available. Good reviews. Quiet tables. Dessert.
Jack stared at the screen for a long moment.
Then he made the reservation before he could turn it into a larger problem.
Seven-thirty.
Not too early. Not too late.
Enough time for him to go home, shower, change, and stop standing in a parking lot like an idiot.
The confirmation appeared on his screen.
Jack looked at it.
Then he opened your contact.
Across town, you were not waiting for him to call.
Technically.
You had showered. You had changed. You had rinsed the breakfast plates and washed his coffee mug, which felt dangerously intimate for an object that had held black coffee and nothing else. You had made your bed, then stood there staring at the side where Jack had slept until you realized what you were doing and immediately left the room.
You checked your phone once.
Then again.
Then you put it face down on the counter like that made you a stronger person.
It did not.
You made it almost four minutes before you picked it up again.
No missed calls. No texts. You stared at the blank screen until it went dark in your hand.
βThat is fine,β you told your empty kitchen.
Your empty kitchen did not look convinced.
You set the phone down again, face up this time, because apparently you had abandoned dignity in favor of visibility.
You were standing in front of the fridge, staring at absolutely nothing, when your phone rang.
You startled so hard your shoulder knocked the refrigerator door.
βShit,β you said, grabbing the handle before it could swing wider.
Jackβs name lit up your screen.
For one horrifying second, you just stared at it.
Then you closed the refrigerator with your hip and reached for the phone, trying very hard to sound like a woman who had not been quietly losing her mind for three hours.
βHi,β you said.
There was a brief pause.
Then Jackβs voice came through, low and familiar. βHi.β
Your stomach dipped.
You leaned back against the kitchen counter. βHow was the VA?β
βFine,β Jack said.
You blinked. βThat is a very detailed review.β
βIt was a meeting,β Jack said.
You looked down at your bare feet on the kitchen floor. βSo, life-changing.β
βDeeply,β Jack said.
A smile pulled at your mouth before you could stop it.
For a second, neither of you said anything. The silence should have been awkward. It was not. It felt like both of you were standing on opposite ends of the same thing, looking down, deciding whether to step.
Jack did first.
βIβm off tonight,β Jack said.
Your heart gave one hard, ridiculous kick.
βYou are?β you asked.
βYeah,β Jack said.
You looked toward the kitchen window. βThat sounds convenient.β
βI thought so,β Jack said.
Your mouth curved despite yourself. βIs this you calling to brag about your schedule?β
βNo,β Jack said.
Your stomach dipped.
Jackβs voice stayed steady. βThis is me calling because I said I would.β
Your fingers tightened around the edge of the counter.
βRight,β you said, looking down.
βAnd,β Jack said.
You swallowed. βAnd?β
βI made a reservation,β Jack said.
Your heart jumped.
βYou did?β you asked.
βTonight,β Jack said. βSeven-thirty.β
The steadiness of his voice made your chest ache.
βYou just decided that?β you asked.
βNo,β Jack said.
Your grip tightened on the phone.
Jackβs voice stayed calm. βI thought about it.β
Your throat tightened. βOh.β
βYeah,β Jack said.
Your smile softened.
On his end of the line, Jack sat in his truck outside the VA, the reservation confirmation still sitting in his inbox.
βItβs quiet,β Jack said. βFood looks good. Not too formal.β
You pressed your lips together, but the smile came anyway.
βThat sounds good,β you said.
Jack was quiet for half a second, like he could hear the difference in your voice.
Then he said, βIβll pick you up at seven.β
Your heart gave one hard, ridiculous kick.
βSeven,β you said.
βFor seven-thirty,β Jack said.
You nodded, even though he could not see you. βOkay.β
The word came out softer than you meant it to.
For a moment, neither of you said anything.
You looked down at your bare feet on the kitchen floor, your phone pressed warm against your ear, and suddenly the whole thing felt very real.
A date. A real one.
With Jack.
You swallowed, then let out a small, nervous laugh. βNow I have to call Liv and figure out what to wear.β
Jack was silent for a beat.
Then he huffed softly, almost a laugh. βYouβll look great.β
Your chest warmed so fast it was almost embarrassing.
βYou donβt know that,β you said.
βYes, I do,β Jack said.
Your fingers tightened around the phone.
Your smile went soft before you could stop it.
βOkay,β you said.
Jackβs voice lowered slightly. βOkay.β
Neither of you hung up right away.
You listened to the quiet on his end of the line. The faint shift of him in his truck. The sound of his breathing, steady and close despite the miles between you.
Jack listened too.
He should have ended the call. He had made the plan. He had told you the time. He had done the thing he said he would do. But your voice was still in his ear. So he stayed there one second longer.
βIβll see you at seven,β Jack said.
You smiled down at the floor. βSeven.β
βIβll be there,β Jack said.
Your chest tightened.
βI know,β you said.
Jack was quiet for one more second.
Then he said, βBye, Trouble.β
You closed your eyes, smiling despite yourself. βBye, Jack.β
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