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i don't know who needs to hear this, but guilt, self-hatred and shame are not sustainable sources of growth and healing. you can't hate yourself into feeling better, or being better. you can't repeatedly punish yourself for your flawed humanity and expect wholesome results.

May the pain in our chest be replaced with something beautiful.

resilience is not sustainable we are not supposed to endure life we are supposed to live it

fuckkk my body for keeping the score

Whenever I fail at something it's almost always because I went in with no clear or realistic plan and once I realise I bit off more than I could chew, I just keep going until the failure to achieve the original goal turns out to produce something completely different, but still somewhat worthwhile. Yeah it's a lot more work than simply Not Doing That, and yeah it's gonna hurt, but the success rate is still marginally high enough that I just keep doing it.

what doesn't kill you makes you weird at intimacy