but it made me so, so sad finding out about supreme boi. it sent me into a panic attack because i loved hope world.. it was such a breach of something i loved. i never would've expected this. ofc not blaming u im so glad for the info. but finding out about collabs.. i don't fully know how much bts would know about them. i mean, i know nothing about nicki minaj or charlie puth. ppl i like LISTEN to problematic artists. but i now feel it's their responsibility to research, as adults. (2/?)
i suppose i just feel sad now. bts were linked into my life. photos on my phone, songs i loved, inspirations for art. and itâs hard to let that go. i wanted so hard to believe they were good, kind people who i could listen to when i was sad. like all the other 15/16 yr old girls my age. do i think theyâre bad people? not necessarily. i donât think they set out to hurt anyone. i donât rly think they hold true discriminatory intent or beliefs. esp w lack of artistic control as of late. (3/?)
i suppose all i can say is iâll need to let bts go. it hurts very much. i canât avoid them; theyâre everywhere. i will always admire their unicef campaign + donations to charity. thank you for your posts informing people, even tho iâm sure it was so hard for you. iâm 16. itâs hard to find celebrities to trust now but iâm glad my eyes are opened. iâll let bts go. tho they likely donât know (+ i do believe that), they should research 4 collabs. sorry for rambling but im grateful. thank u ⥠(4/4)
thanks for your messages, anon! sadly, tumblr swallowed your first message, so i hope there wasnât anything too important in it. itâs also been a while since someone has messaged me about this, so i was a bit surprised tbh!
iâm sorry to know the contents of the post gave you a panic attack, and that you feel the need to let bts go despite it hurting a lot. i know how it feels - i made this post back when bts was still my bias group. some of their songs still mean a lot to me though, and that will never change, but i wonât ever be able to hold them to the same high (albeit unfairly so) standard as i did before. iâm okay with that now - at least bts have played a part in giving me strength and encouraging me to be a better person. theyâve served their purpose in my life. i hope you can move on from this soon as well. :)
thanks again; iâm glad my post helped in some way. please take care of yourself âĄ