honey & wounds

she’s far from naive but kim jisoo does hold a reputation of being oblivious within her group of friends. maybe it’s compensation for finding something positive in her lack of presence, and as such she doesn’t find the random acts of kindness as anything but an inconvenience. an annoyance.

it’s small things from min yoongi that makes his existence known to her world. her tunnel vision grew with each random appearance: when he came to check if she had ate already, when he offered her a snack, when he magically appeared out of no where after she had tripped over her own two feet and helped gathered her books, and several other situations. some may call this fate, but being a person who genuinely hates that word and doesn’t believe in foolish probabilities. 

he’s simply a man with impeccable timing and she finds no reason to congratulate him on it. in fact it infuriates her.

a hand that she registers now as familiar crosses her line of sight while she studies outside, waiting for her friends. something is plopped down on the bench beside her and she looks to it briefly before catching the male’s gaze. something ignites in her throat and she stands, "what exactly are you gaining dong all of this?” her voice is cold, wishing to cut into him with ease and maybe finally erase him for her line of sight forever.

okay idk if y’all pay clazziquai any mind but this mv came out recently and i’m screaming because these are total squad goals. and i’d really love for jisoo to have a few friends because so far this girl is!! an asshole just making enemies! and also two’s a pair but three’s a party and hidden under that frown this girl loves to party.

so tl;dr i’m looking for two buddies, and the three of them basically go out and have fun (be kids pushing each other around in shopping carts). preferably i’d like to have them in 2nd year with her but other than that gender doesn’t matter and if you want to contact me for this feel free to message me or add me on aim @ seo.young !!

kim jisoo 101: first year, best year, jisoo being in denial.

tw: blades

like igneous rocks fire builds in her throat and drops down her chest, ending somewhere in the depths of her stomach the light fire to the blood in her veins. to put simply it is wrath, what should make someone smile in reminiscence does nothing but bring bitter memories. of knuckles meeting flesh, fingers tugging at hair, and the coppery taste of blood in her mouth.

jisoo breathes in hatred and self-loathe when her bracelet gets stuck to her skirt, cursing in confusion when she finally realizes something she should have long since abandoned was still tied around her wrist. 

it’s almost like seeing a ghost.

if someone were to write a book jisoo was sure that she would be written as a dis-likable character from the very first sentence. but she doesn’t need written documentation to know that her words and actions weren’t well received in the face of others; from those directly receiving that hate she harbors to their siblings who conveniently attended the same school. 

honestly the lee twins have been a thorn in her side since day one, but both had different reasons why they crawled under her skin. the fact that there were two just made the impact cause her blood to boil--they would always have a line of defense simply because they had each other. how lucky. how fortunate.

none of those things will help them in the future. luck and fortune won’t cut it in the real world, and soon enough whatever drive that was keeping hayi from falling even below the bottom tier would be sucked dry. (at least that’s what she likes to believe.) jisoo knows this much and maybe that’s what makes her so insufferable, she’s neither “competition” nor a “threat” but simple a constant presence that won’t hesitate to voice how the other teen is being overshadowed by someone who was undeserving.

pathetic, her eyes spell the word out perfectly as she meets the gaze of the other teen.

each step is made with confidence, a body built by expectations and limitless potential (as her father states) that carefully dodges bodies larger than her’s as she walks the busy hallways. she carries books close to her frame, wanting to find comfort in the silence far from the students busily trying to gather friends for a fun weekend out. she envies those who can easily avoid extra hours away from studying, but at the same time loathes those who decide to remain average--or even below that--and spend their time blissfully. 

however she’ll push those thoughts aside, all too focused on reviewing the next chapter as she pulls the emptied classroom door.

at least it should have been empty, having the misfortune of seeing a familiar head of hair that she absolutely despised. her teeth grind together, eyes narrowing at the sight of lee minhyuk. the teen who accepts her role as a background character makes her presence known by approaching the desk he was occupying and dropping her books there in front of him, before he says anything she spits out words soaking in venom, “shouldn’t you be gone already? don’t tell me.. the all knowing lee minhyuk is studying? is all that luck of yours finally running dry?”

and to end this off here’s a quick run down about jisoo under the cut!