Currently questioning all my life choices. I won't stop talking so if you're sick of it just tell me to shut my trap :P
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I am broke due to CoA so I am here offering arts. Works, rules, and rates posted below. Dm me if you are interested! ;u;
Rules
-No NSFW
-No shipping art. Period. Non-negotiable. Hugs are fine tho.
-OCs are welcome. As are Cannon and Oc interactions provided they follow above rules.
-I require 50% payment upfront.
-I will show you 3 "check-in" screenshots before giving the finished piece. Please request any changes you want when those check-ins are sent.
-Prices subject to change, but once you have paid upfront, your price will not change while I am working on your piece.
-I unfortunately can only accept payment in echoes at this time.
-I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE TO ACCEPT/TERMINATE A COMMISSION IF ANY OF THESE RULES ARE BROKEN
RATES
I consider anything the character is directly interacting with that isn't in their canon kit a prop. Naib's tree above is a prop. If there were a forest behind, that is included in background price. His elbow pads, Vera's perfume, etc. are part of the price for the character.
First alteration mid-project is free. Any alterations after that until completion of the project are 185 echoes upcharge.
If you are interested, please DM me with the following information:
-characters included
-what said characters are doing
-full-body, half-body, or profile
-level of rendering
-desired background/props if any
-any references for poses/appearances you are looking for. Especially appreciated for OCs.
-Specify if you want chibi/normal proportions/button eyes for survs, etc. This will not alter the price.
When your commission is accepted, I will request you send half the requested price up front. Once that is completed, I ask 5-7 days to complete your project, sending the check ins in the interim. I may ask for an extra few days for alterations depending on what I am asked for. Please be patient with me.
Thank u for reading! Here's some of my recent projects to browse!
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Last year, I befriended a Catholic seminarian. We've gotten to be pretty decent friends. Seeing as he was staying in town for the summer and I wasn't, I entrusted him with caring for my plant.
He did a wonderful job, but as he was returning my plant to my custody, he explained "I watered her every other day, I gave her new dirt, moved her into the sunshine, prayed the rosary-"
"What?"
He looked at me, confused. "Isn't she a plant you pray with?"
"No," I said slowly. "She's a prayer plant. That's the... colloquial name of the plant."
Upon seeing his stricken face, I realized something went wrong. Turns out, this entire time, he's been including my plant in on his prayers and leaving her near icons.
Listen, totally cool. My plant becoming Catholic is a great deal for her not dying over the summer. But now I must navigate this interfaith household. Keep me in your thoughts.
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An impromptu analysis of Naib's Seventh Letter: What it reveals, what it implies, and what it means for the future.
Moving on from her encounter with Alger, Alice goes to the War Archives to detail the history of Naib's military service, including why he left.
The files obtained are short and almost useless: Naib had "deserted in cowardice" during the war. It is only through the archivist's help that she finds another clue: a comrade nicknamed "Gunner."
"Gunner" was another deserter, around the same year Naib left. Naib had left in combat, while Gunner abandoned his post. The only two in their mercenary company to do so.
The archivist recommends Mr. Hawkins, a quartermaster from the Gurkha Corps that may be of assistance. When Alice mentions Naib to him, he is shocked, then laughs, fondly reminiscing on Naib's skill as a scout. But that wasn't the only notable thing about him.
Naib once had a partner, none other than Gunner, who was a sniper that aided him during scouting. Almost a year before Naib deserted, Gunner did. His motive was war-weariness. Many of the other mercenaries coped through the horrors with cruel jokes and numb humor, but Gunner couldn't. Every shot he fired took a life. Naib tried to convince him otherwise, reminding Gunner that their salary was for their families. But Gunner remembered every shot. So he quietly left without his friend.
Naib changed his mind a year later and followed Gunner's footsteps. Why? The English had manipulated the Gurkha Corps, praising they were better than their fellow locals, promising decent pay, while giving them a fraction of an English soldier's salary. But most soldiers ignored this open secret so they could ignore the horror of war that followed it. Most. Not Naib.
Naib had loathed the inequality but would uphold it for his family and his people. Only for the war to change and Naib, now partnerless, to be given a kukri. Now he had to take a life a day.
The campaign? A pacification campaign. The English tasked the Gurkha Corps with "pacifying" native soldiers, dispossessed landlords, peasants and grain porters forced to bear arms for the first time.
Naib could not stand this, writing in is diary, "The Gurkha blade can never be turned against one's own countrymen."
So instead, he walked into battle with nothing but his bracers. He was punished for cowardice and quietly left afterwards.
Alice ends the letter with mixed emotions. Naib had sacrificed so much for his mother but, to remain true to her and himself, he had to sacrifice everything with desertion. Then, he would have to travel to a foreign country that exploited his own, where he would send letters promising his safety, pretending he was still the war hero.
Naib's Seventh Letter provides a disturbing new context for his war trauma and for the tragedy of Game Nine.
Here, we lean more about Naib's war trauma and how he slowly lost the few connections he had among his comrades. We already knew of Alger, who lost his leg and was disqualified from the military (Naib Sixth Letter), but now we meet Gunner, who abandoned his post in disgust. Gunner, who dealt in the trade of lives, could not stand how many of his comrades could treat it like it was merely another trade. He is already forming a foil to Alger, a soldier who was discharged for injuries. In a way, moral objection is treated like an injury, but one inexcusable, the same way shell shock couldn't be comprehended. The idea that both moral and psychological trauma are inexcusable injuries persists across Identity V. They are seen as indicative of a physical and mental weakness, the same way a disability is among the social Darwinists.
Alice's blind spot for trauma continues. In spite knowing Naib's motivations for remaining in the military, she assumes he did not "understand" the meaning of guilt or human cruelty until the Gurkha Corps were tasked with killing Naib's own people, something we've known has haunted him since his Eleventh Deduction.
Alice has an incredibly romanticized, distanced perception about war, no doubt compounded by Naib and Alger's race. Naib's hesitancy to Gunner's desertion was due to not comprehending the weight of war, but comprehending it too well. He knew the cost of leaving, how it impacted his family, how it impacted himself. He carefully weighed the cost of his soul, until the cost was too great, and he sacrificed any hope of material or social gain for morality's sake.
Naib's act of pacifism adds a tragic element to his life in England. We know from Alger that he had to go into a grim life to make ends meet (Naib Sixth Letter). Sure, they were not his countrymen, but he was no longer in war, either. They were not combatants. Though he took great effort to save his people and make his moral character known, to survive in a foreign land away from home, where he was yet again a brute in the eyes of the English, he had to embrace exactly what the army tried to carve him into. Some of these tasks we know, such as Naib searching for Murro (Murro Seventh Letter), though, we all know how that turned out.
Speaking of, in Game Nine, too, we saw Naib kill, lie, and trick his way through a Manor Game of players who could've seen him as a friend or ally, out of the idea that he was nothing more than the monster from the war that he was though to be, that he thought himself to be. In his mission, one that he thought would allow him to return, he lost himself (Naib Third Letter).
Naib put a grand trust in beliefs: dignity, honor, patriotism, that others saw as mere poppycock. Part of his tragedy, alongside succumbing to internal turmoil, unable to break free of what others saw himself to be, was that even after Game Nine, others saw him as someone who didn't "understand" turmoil, didn't "understand" compassion.
There was a trend in the 40s and 50s (not sure if it predates that or if there are places that still do it) where you could get your child’s baby shoes cast in bronze or dipped in bronze and use them as keepsakes or have them mounted as bookends. Better than the resin slop of the modern day in my opinion. My great grandma had my grandpa’s baby shoes made into bookends ends because she loved him very much and he was her only child and it is honestly really cute. My mom got her dad’s baby shoe bookends when she moved out and they were in my living room my entire childhood, she had explained how they were grandpa’s shoes covered in bronze and I thought that was cool.
Then I went to an art museum and saw bronze busts of people and my tiny child brain thought the person’s dismembered head and shoulders were in there…
One time I was at a pub trivia night with some writer friends and we almost won but there was a tie. As a tiebreaker they asked us and the other team to write down as many moons of Jupiter as we could in two minutes.
None of us are very into astronomy so at first everyone was like oh we’re gonna lose but there were three of us at the table that night who were either former classics majors or otherwise super well read on Roman mythology and the three of us were like give us that paper right now and we just took turns writing down all of the lovers of Jupiter from mythology that we could.
phm is decently popular in japan and i mostly see this when i check twitter and see accounts posting pictures of handmade rocky plushies that are so fucking round looking it brings a tear to my eye
btw, idk if this will be seen by any of the countless people who already have seen and reblogged this post, but heres the original guide posted on how to make the chibi-rocky! the OP also has a separate guide for a more accurate rocky, though obviously less simple of a guide than the little thingy shown off
(im surprised this post gained any attention, haha, if i had known i would have just shared the guides, the more handmade pebbles in the world the better)
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“#hey guys treat this post as your reminder to go read the eeoc page because i just learned that its illegal for employers to ask if you-
#-have a disability during a job application or any point before a job offer is made (so during an interview etc)
#once they’ve made the job offer they can but before that they are breaking the law if they do”
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