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You’ve got to understand that moving on is not about going onto the next person. It definitely isn’t that for me. For me, moving on is being able to accept what has happened and carry on with life with a different mind set.

However, The hardest part is trying to let go of the memories. It’s hard when you have to imagine the person you wanted to spend life with,want to spend it with someone else. The little things that you lived for, are now being doing with someone else. Watching someone move on makes you think,damn why can they just let me go so easy but I can’t do the same. It’s a slippery slope. You spiral downwards. You pick out all of your insecurities and blame yourself for not being like the person they moved on to be with. In order to move on,you need to be able to forgive the person and yourself. You can’t hold spite in your heart for them. No matter what you do or feel, it won’t affect them so youve got to love yourself enough to owe yourself that. Moving on is a triggering experience and even almost a year on,its still hard cause you always wish that things could have been different if you didn’t do that one thing or they didn’t walk away.