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traumakilled .
  patience has never been your forte ,  especially when it has to do with your business.  your father expected you to keep it standing and running.  you have because youâve enforced your rules as well as kept your buyers and sellers in line.  something as small as customs had better not get in the way of that.  her hair carding through your hair helps your muscles relax slightly, a soft sigh passing your lips as she speaks.   â i have heard x-ray is much faster and safer.  it is less likely they drop something or smudge them with their disgusting fingers. â  you tilt your head at the touch of her lips, eyes closing halfway.   â you know how well i am with patience.  how much longer do you believe it will take?  my buyers are becoming impatient as well. â
   his patience (or lack of) canât help  but bring a smile upon her face. itâs true; when it comes to patience has never been . . . well, there. her lips press against his jaw again, leaving a slight red lipstick mark as she pulls away. she doesnât mind, neither does he (despite his protests in the past), so she leaves it be. fingers dip down to undo his tie gently, other hand rubbing the knots from his shoulder.  â  have it for me? i promise to get on the phone and harass them. iâm a pretty woman, theyâll give me anything i want if i bat my lashes. maybe a sweet little giggle here and there. what do you say?  â
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@inasphyxia | madeleine / liked.Â
irritation builds , brow furrows .  youâre unsure as to why your shipments were late, but youâll soon figure it out.  whether it was a problem with customs or your seller didnât, well, sell like he promised.  pen scratches your temple as you flip through your papers, making sure everything is in order before you assume other worries.  when it checks out, a heavy sigh passes your lips, pen clattering on your desk and fingertips pressing against your temples.  you calm yourself quickly then call madeleine in.   â darling, do you know why our jade artifacts have not arrived yet?  they were supposed to be here yesterday.  i gave it another day on the off chance customs were being a pain as usual, but i am getting impatient. â
    and the irritation   that he is experiencing does not go unnoticed by her. as soon as she steps into the room, she feels the tension in the air. madeleine is quick to walk over to his desk, fingers running through his hair as you stand next to his office chair.  â  customs, my love, like you suspect. i contacted them this morning out of curiosity and they said they would be going through our package as soon as possible.  â  her voice is soft, hoping to help some of the tension melt out of his shoulders. she leans down, letting her lips wander across his jaw as she hums.  â  remember, flower.. patience is key.  â
â Wow, looks like he hates you even more than me. â / minjae @ nova
    â  i didnât know that was possible.  â    her tone drips of sarcasm, laced with venom as lips twist upwards in a scowl. she can feel the energy go between her fingers, and she holds back every temptation to light them up and blast that fucker out of the room. however, minjae already gave her shit the last time she ruined his expensive, marble walls. in her opinion, having a minjae shaped hole was quite a lovely addition to the rooms decor. as she notices the man looking at her, brown eyes narrow. tension builds up through her body; flight or fight is kicking in, and fight is winning.Â
 then she feels minjaes hand on her shoulder. it doesnât feel as comforting as briars hand ( but briar feels like home, minjae feels like a good drinking buddy ) , but it does the job to relax her nerves. she slumps back against the wall, shrugging minjaes hand off because she doesnât need the comfort. nova refuses to believe that she needs someone there for her - unless itâs briar, because she needs briar - but she can admit to herself that a presence is a comfort.Â
 â  fuck him, anyways. no one likes him.  âÂ
â Giving him a name makes him human. â / minjae @ madeleine
and she knows.   if anyone knows about humanity, itâs her. his breath is fanning against her lips, his hands snugly at the small of her back -  comfort. it feels like home. his voice is soft ( itâs rare ) , and she knows heâs trying to be gentle with her. sheâs fragile; so many people have been killed in the past week alone, that she can feel her hope slipping from her. the way his lips brush against her brings her thudding heart to a slow, slender fingers curling into his shirt. she plays with the buttons ( one comes undone, then the other ) , a nervous habit of hers that sheâs developed. a sigh slips past rosy lips, and his fingertips dig into the small of her back.Â
 â  i know that full well, my love,  â she whispers, eyes fluttering shut. his lips brush against her forehead, and it draws a soft purr from her lips. his hands move down a little more, and she canât help but giggle. the way his hands move makes her forget about the problems momentarily; it gives her peace, makes her feel as though nothing exists outside of that room. she knows that she is giving him a human personality, she knows that sheâs no longer leaving him at just a criminal ( a traitor ) . something stirs in her gut; she canât possibly kill somebody.Â
 yet she says nothing, and leans into the embrace of the man who holds a gun like itâs an extension of himself.

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âhow much more must i be hurting?â :333
@inasphyxia
you hurt her over and over again.  youâre aware of such, but you canât help the way you are and the way she reacts.  youâve warned her many times that youâre not good.  youâre not someone who can love another and if you did, it would come with many bumps in the road.  those bumps in the road are bodies ; scattered across and painting the pavement red.  red has always been your favorite color.  your father taught you to shed blood where it is needed.  you kill someone and sheâs upset.  she says youâve hurt her because it was one of them she cared about.  however, she cares about everyone.  you canât see how she can ; you only care for three people â briar, shiwon, and her.  iâm not like you.  itâs what sheâs told you in the past and youâre aware of that fact too, but still.  caring for people is such a weakness and the only reason you care for the ones you do is because theyâve been loyal.
how much more must i be hurting ?   a sigh passes your lips at her words.  she takes the deaths of the other members so personally.  youâll never understand why.  theyâve never done anything vital for her in their lives.   â you will no longer hurt when you learn to not care for those who have done wrong.  you care too much, darling. â
â§Â  BROOKLYN NINE - NINE SENTENCE PROMPTS  ! Â
* Â A VARIETY & MIXTURE OF THE SHOW, CHANGE PRONOUNS AS NEEDED / FITTING .
â The next time I see you Iâd like you to be wearing a necktie. â
â Get rid of the mouse, and get your act together. Now. â
â I see what youâre trying to do, but itâs not gonna work.. â
â Wow, looks like he hates you even more than me. â
â God, you must have been the worst fourth grader ever. â
â Giving him a name makes him human. â
â Iâm fairly certain you would be caught. â
â Whatâs the most valuable thing in your office? â
â You mean my job as an amazing detective/genius? â
â Did you tell her we slept together twice? â
â Iâm not gonna lie, that turns me on a little bit. â
â Iâd wondered why all the birds had suddenly stopped singing. â
â Youâre going to leave my precinct and my task force alone. â
â Come on, who wants to take this seriously? â
â I bet she tucked herself in the bed too tight and got stuck. Â â
â Where have you been? Weâve been worried sick! Â â
â Oh, is he sore from high-fiving criminals heâs gotten out of jail? â
â Did he get a murderer off who then murdered him to celebrate? â
â A cop and a defense attorney sleeping together? Thatâs highly unusual. â
â Itâs a personal matter, involving a personal friend and his personal uncle. â
â So you remembered to turn off your signature, right? â
â I promise you, as soon as they tell me, youâll be the first to know. â
â You won. Go ahead and gloat, you toad. â
â Look, I promise I wonât tell anyone, alright? My lips are sealed! â
â This is a secret. Do you understand me? â
â You do know what they do to witches up there, donât you? âÂ
â Well, I think we handled that with dignity. â
â Are you making fun of my stutter? â
â Oh. Uh⌠Sorry. I think Iâm feeling a little awkward. â
â How do we make it not weird? â
â I just realized Iâm never gonna be able to say that to his face. â
â You know Iâve made a lot of improvements since you left? â
â I know we just met, and I donât wanna be too forward⌠â
â Iâve got that feeling about you. I like you. I think tonight we- â
â They just gave me ten years in prison.. â
â You canât do anything except disobey orders and screw up! â
â Why are you dressed up? You look like an idiot. â
â Whatâs up? How can I help? â
â Well, weâll just break you down to nothinâ and see what time it is. â
â Speaking of which, Iâm getting hungry. Whatâs for dinner? â
â Why do people like these things? Theyâre just shiny rocks. â
â Weâre gonna talk to a lawyer and get a professional opinion. â
â Looks good! Can barely tell you hulked out in here. â
â I just threw a bunch of popcorn on the floor. It wasnât that hard. â
â All I did was be the only person who believes in you. â
â Somebodyâs tryinâ to kill me, and I need protection. â
â I can smoke as much weed as I want. â
â Itâs this kind of bickering that makes us such an adorable couple. â
â I saw an opening and I had to take it. â
â But this isnât over! I will hunt you to the ends of the earth! â
â What?! But we saw him throw them in the garbage! â
â Nobodyâs ever gonna see that footage; the case was cut and dry. â
â Itâs not like Iâm dying to tell anyone I saw your- â
â Iâm dating my son-of-a-bitch ex-husband; who am I to judge? â
â Iâll let you guys talk! Iâll just close my eyes. â
â Iâll let you give me a spray tan! Any shade you want! â
â Massage! Iâll give you a massage! â
â Iâll also give you full control over my hair and wardrobe. â
â That really freaked me out and I just want this to end now. â
â The cheese is amazing. It melts in my mouth. And in my hands! â
â Come on, you can be honest. â
â I want old, expensive books. Iâll send you a list. â
â The tow truck just got here, so thatâll buy us at least an hour. â
â Tow truck?! What the hellâd you do to my car?! â
â What we need in here is an armored personnel carrier. A tank! â
â Well, Iâm gonna go follow up on a lead right now. â
â Woah, no! Whatâre those morons doing in there?! Â â
â Why is everyone just standing around? Get back to work! â
â Whatâd you do? Whatâd you say? â
â I hear you can smuggle in crap from outside. â
â Whatâre you lookinâ at? You got a problem? â
â I like you. You got balls.. â
â I hate to rub it in, detectives, but I told you theyâd find me. â
â Well, he keeps yelling, âDisability for life!â so I think heâs fine. â
â Who hired you? Who do you work for, pizza man?! â
â You look out there and see a problem, I look out there and see an opportunity. â
â What have I become? Was this whole thing even worth it? â
â All because we shut down a foot massage place. â Â Â
â Oh, my God. The City has no mayor now. â Â Â
â Put your magical hands where I can see them! â Â Â
â Did they make their bust? Did they save the precinct? â Â
â I was behind the bar the whole time. â Â Â
â I bet they have some awesome name for it. â Â Â
â Can a paring knife remove a human heart in under a minute? â Â Â
â I think you guys might be our best option at finding this guy again. â Â Â
â You know, a bunch of us are going out drinking tonight. â Â Â
â How did you get over there? Who are they? â Â Â
â Iâve been calling you. Why wonât you answer your phone? â Â Â
â Weâve been onto you for weeks, and we finally got you. â Â Â
â Iâve never seen them before! What is going on? â Â Â
â Weâre on the money trail, and we just found a new lead. Â â Â Â
â Okay, this is bad. This is really bad. â  Â
â Wait⌠What? Did you say âeat peopleâ? Are you a cannibal, [ Name ]? â  Â
â Iâm always gonna be one step ahead of you. â Â
â Iâm so confused. I donât know whatâs happening right now. â
âi can still remember the good times.â
it causes her breath to hitch ,   heart to pound slightly in her chest. the soft whisper of their breath, the feeling of their lips moving against her forehead; everything in her begs to grab onto their shirt - hold on until she canât let go. however, slender fingers move up their chest, up their neck, until they grip soft cheeks. she keeps briars face there as she looks up, hoping that they can see the genuinity in her eyes. before she can think through her actions, sheâs pulling them closer, bodies pressed together. iâm here, is what sheâs trying to convey, iâm here and i donât want to leave. if i leave itâs by force. fingers tangle slowly in their hair, forehead pressing against theirs.Â
another melancholy moment, a moment teetering on the edge until itâs ready to spill over. itâs a matter of time; everything peaceful is hanging on by a thread. and she can feel it, too, when her lips brush over their jaw, that itâs not going to be like this forever. and itâs not if, itâs when it all crumbles; falls like a castle of papercards.Â
â  i do too,  â she breathes regardless, eyelashes fluttering, brushing against their skin as she shuts her eyes.  â  no matter what..  â
âwhat about all of this is funny?â / @maddie from min
perhaps she doesn't mean to laugh ,  but everyone in that meeting room knows otherwise. it starts with the slight lift of her lip, curling upwards in a smile as he continues to speak. heâs standing there, in front of everyone, but madeleine canât seem to meet his eyes -- in fact, she has continued to look lower and lower. smile turns into a slight giggle at what sheâs spotted, which turns into her praying that she is able to stifle her laughing before someone notices. however, their connection from japan seems to see where her eyes have wandered to. when he begins laughing, itâs only quick that others notice as well.Â
& when minjaes eyes fall on her, itâs too late to try and stop laughing. when he speaks, madeleine finally lets her eyes drift up to meet his; a delicate hand is placed over his, bringing his knuckles up to her lips as she breathes out -   â   you have hot sauce on your shirt, love.  â
seven-word sentence starter.
âplease, donât take this the wrong way.â
âknow that weâll still have each other.â
âtell me weâre doing the right thing.â
âyou know what i was gonna say.â
âi donât give a shit what happened.â
âeverything is so confusing. i donât know.â
âsorry. i didnât mean what i said.â
âyou really donât have to keep apologising.â
âi hate knowing we have to hide.â
âitâs not your fault. donât blame yourself.â
âthis is all out of our control.â
âi think iâm going crazy without you.â
âwhat am i supposed to say to that?â
âwe need to talk. call me.â
âi canât sleep because of all this.â
âhow much more must i be hurting?â
âiâm not the person i once was.â
âcâmon you know itâs not like that.â
âwhat about all of this is funny?â
âtell me you donât feel the same.â
âyou always seem to make me speechless.â
âyou left me here all by myself.â
âis this all a joke to you?â
âi can still remember the good times.â

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 â    this  isnât  a  question of  what iâm  NOT .  this  is a  question  of  who i  COULD  be . âÂ
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valiantlived .
   youâre aware of how little they respect her.  you canât change the way they think â well, you could, but it truly wouldnât be fair and she would know itâs being faked.  a deep sigh is taken after her own, fingers moving to caress her jaw and thumb brush over her cheek.
    â it will take some time for them to come to terms with your  presence.  in the meantime, you should worry more about what youâre going to  say  than how you look.  have you  seen  the way some of them come dressed?  if it were such a  concern, i would have sent several of them back home to change. â
   and his touch makes her release  any tension she once held. any tears that came to her eyes seemed to vanish ; her heartbeat picking up. he should be able to feel the heat rise to her cheeks - bottom lip caught between her teeth. however, his comment makes her laugh ; something sheâs not yet used to. for the first while, it wasnât smiles minjae was bringing to her, but tears and heartache. perhaps sheâs enjoying this character development.  â how dare you speak about those men like that~ you mean to say that they look terrible no matter what they wear. i shouldnât follow their examples. â
valiantlived .
@inasphyxia // madeleine.
thereâs a softness in your gaze when you look at her ,  something  nostalgic.  neither of you are the kids you were before, but deep down you still loved her the same.  perhaps itâs  foolish â you were taught that, after all, but you canât help the way your chest  tightens  and breath catches when she smiles or laughs.  itâs something you donât see going  away  anytime soon and you had better enjoy it while you can before sheâs  ripped from your grasp  like everything else has been.  a gentle hand lifts and combs through her hair carefully, leaning down to press a soft kiss to the crown of her head, resting your chin on her head when you speak.
       â you spend  too much time in front of this mirror, darling..  you are  beautiful  no matter what you do. â
   the smile that   blooms across her lips occurs as soon as his lips hit her head. soft fingertips graze across his cheek - perhaps it can distract him from the flush of her own. however, just like the leaves die in autumn, her smile fades, soft lips curling downwards in slight despair. Â
  " i just don't know if this shade is working for me, flower... i don't want to look like a complete idiot at the meeting. i want them to respect me.. the way they respect you.  " she can't stop the way the sigh slips past her lips; not even the soft touch of his skin on hers can stop the insecurities that others bestow upon her.

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