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I Love You And It Will Remain That Way.

it will be over soon.

whatever. i’m done with it all. it’s been going on for years and it hasn’t gotten better. i’m sick of people abandoning me. i’m sick of people hurting me. soon after my eighteenth birthday,i will finally be done with it. it’ll all be over. i’m sorry to those who will miss me. i <3 you guys.

maybe it’s your fault.. hm. /dir

everything is ruined and it’s my fault: i’ve done something,haven’t i?

just give me some sort of closure. why do i never have closure.

maybe i was too mentally unstable for you. maybe i was too needy. too clingy. maybe that was it.. but i wanna know why. what is the true reason?

i wish i knew why,i wish i understood.

i want to know what’s wrong with me i wanna know why i’m like this. why did she never go through with the bpd diagnosis?? it would’ve gave me some sort of closure. this is miserable.

i’ve been trying to get better 4 so long and it never works. if she doesnt notice it wont ever EVER get better. i need professional help.