why am i like this

starting off with maddie and her mom 🫡

aw jee loves flowers that’s so adorable

why are the buckley parents acting so weirdly nice i really am feeling like there’s something they’re not telling us

I knew it was coming but god MY FUCKING HEART BRO OUCH.

i-

“DO MORE”

EDDIE HUN… they shall try

WOWH HE’S AWAKE???? oh nvm. aint no way hes awake lol. WOAH DANIEL????? what in the fuck is happening?

i. so hes having one of THESE. the FUCKING COMA AU.

KIDS??????? I. HES A TEACHER???????? HELLO?????? Im lost. Huh? isn’t that… HUH?????? BRO. sorry y’all are just gonna get confusing ass reactions bc that’s how i feel, extremely confused.

…

Her dad is gonna be.

YOURE FUCKING JOKING.

nah y’all can fuck right off with that LMAO /srs

WHYYYYYYY ARE THEY DOING THIS TO US OMG (ik why but it isn’t gonna stop me from asking)

um. i’m SO excited to see buck realize/have to do something to “leave” this “other life” (idk if it’s sarcastic or not yet, tbd)

yup. great. still an abuser. it never stops.

i.

LMFAOOOO.

OH. SO NOW HE GETS TO SEE THINGS THAT REMIND HIM OF HIS TRAUMA THATS SOOOOOOOO COOL.

ofc buck thinks he needs to fix something in someone else’s life in order to get out of his OWN FUCKING COMA. LIKE BRO. this man literally cannot get it out of his head that it is his job to fix everyone else because that is literally what he was born TO do. fuck that.

i…

BOBBY’S DEAD HERE??????

BRO OMG STOPPPP YALL DOING WAY TOO MUCHHHHHHHH HE CANT FUCJING BREATHE?????

lol bobby is always gonna feel responsible- I- I SWEAR THAT WAS BEFORE ATHENA SAID IT.

“even the strong snap eventually”

lol buck will be fine he literally can’t die no one will watch the show LMFAO (sorry not sorry)

omg i’m gonna lose my mind.

HIS GRANDPARSNTS TOOK HIM?????

wait a goddamn minute.

so you’re telling me buck’s existence saved, at least so far, Maddie, Bobby, Eddie and Christopher????

Shocker. (sarcasm)

Him being himself saved Bobby from drinking himself into oblivion while he ALSO SAVED EDDIE AND CHRISTOPHER BC HE INTRODUCED HIM TO CARLA ARE YOU JOKING?

i’m gonna cry omg christopher thanks so much lol.

he’ll be fine AWW THEY SAID I LOVE YOU

it’s there bc trauma lol

what in the… y’all what’s going on?

i’m sorry dead bobby is so funny PLS.

NOOOOOOOO BUCKKKKKK YKU MATTER THERE FUCK YOU “if it matters to you how other people see you then you haven’t learned a damn thing” ty dead bobby!

ok buck this has been silly and goofy and all but the episode is nearly over so time to wake up now buck, thanks. bc ik you will.

oh shit. LMAO. YEAH. HELL YEAH ITS ENOUGH YOU FUCKING BITCH. YE YESYEYSYEYYSEYSYEYSYEYEYEYEYEYSEYYESYSYSYSYEYSSYSYEYSYSYSYEYSYESYSYWYEYSYSYSWYSYSYEYSS OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDD GELL YEHAHAGAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHSHAHAGAHAHAHAHAHSGAYRORIRIEYEIEUUROYOIREGOINGHOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEENOYOURENOTTTTTTTLEAVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEFUCKYALLSOBYE-

what the hell? girl… whyd the music stop? girl go away. ew shut up. THEY ARE NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTT HES FUCKING LYING, BUCK HES LYING- ok not about that. i. OH MY FUCKING GOD… BUCK WAKE THE FUCK UP

OHYMHOGMGOFNDODDNDODKDODKDODKDOEEHWUWHWIEHWHEYWYEYEYEYEYEYEYSYEYEYEYYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYESEYEYESYSUEDUSSYSYSYSYSYSSYSYSYSYYSSYSYSYEYSYSYSYDYDYDUSEUUDSHSUWHSIWJSIWJSJWUWJWOSKWOWM

SUCH A FANTASTIC FUCKING EPISODE BRO OMG PLEASE LET THE WRITERS CONTINUE ON THIS PATH BC THAT SHIT WAS SO FUCKING AMAZING YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY

LMAO, VISITORS? PLS. I love these people sm y’all have no idea.

sure he is. lol. ok he still doesn’t have to forgive him for literal decades of no relationship???

…

ok… good for chim but still fuck his dad!

ew.

omg.

*SPOILERS*

i really thought the siblings’ dad was gonna die… i was hella scared

THE FACT THAT BUCK IS LIKE “sometimes things happen out of our control and we can’t prepare for it”

HOLY FUCKING SHIT ALBERT BROUGHT BACK THEIR FUCKING PRENTNENSNSNTNNRNRNRNFN WHAT THE FUCK OMG IM SO SCARED OMG

wait, D…? what’s going on there…?

the father wanted to see them… okay… i’m a bit skeptical… they’re all together… “jee yun deserves a grandfather” no. not if he’s gonna treat her like he treated chim

oh I WAS S O CONFUSED BUT NOW I SEE WHAT THEYRE DOING OKAY GO ATHENA AND MAY!!! SLAYYYYYY

o tamara… what’s her role gonna be i wonder…

“exclusive” uh huh

100,000 DOLLARS???????????? HELLO?????????

ok. “harm reduction” k. no b it lowkey this is such an interesting storyline i really like bobby’s resolve here but i also get what athena’s trying to say but bobby is gonna bobby

“it’s not right it’s missing something” SECRET INGREUDIENTS??? COCOA POWDER???? that’s so… slay

yeah bobby is not gonna let it go… OH SHIT THE FUCKING GAP OMG IM SO INVESTED BRO OMG

omg he was a shitty father… people can change but chim is allowed to be skeptical tf

OMG A PREGNANT LESBIAN HELP MEEEE WHATS GOING ONNNN THE SCREAMING I- GIRL JUST BREATHE OMG-

i… WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCKING FUCK HELLO? i’m……… they better not die.

woah wait they actually have that shit omg that’s fucking amazing and genuinely so useful

THE BABY WAS FUCKING EJECTED???????????????????? HOLY FUCKING SHIT OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG OH MYGOGOODODODODODODDOODDODODODODODODODODODODODODODODDODODODODODODO WHATTHEINTHEHELLLLOJMYKYOGOFODOSTHRFUCKINTBABBAYWHONTHEEHSHBACK??????????OH NAH WHAT IN THE FUCK I… there better not be another lightning strike or something cause something about this feels so icky idk… jesus christ that scene was so nerve wracking omg

lol margaret girl… pls. o shit. GREAT???? what? okay…? nah one of them or both of them are dying or something i refuse to believe they’re just “nice” now oh also can chim’s dad shut the fuck up? thanks idc that he was raised that way just be quiet and keep your opinion to yourself and NOW THEYRE ALL ARGUING GREAT.

aww hi jee yun you sweet baby

WHATS D DOING? IM SO CONFUSED

WHAT THE FUCK, UM OKAY?????????????? WHAT IS GOING ON??????? omg. ok. talking to his dad ig

omg can we stop with this whole bullshit about forgiving chim’s dad???? why can’t he decide to do that in his own time???????? this episode is very interesting

OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT HWRE WE FUCJING GO HWRE WE FUCKING GO BUCK HEYTING FUCKING HHURT HOKY SHIT HOLY SHIT IM SO FUCJING SCARED I WANNA SEE EVERYONE’S REACTION

this whole ep has dealt with fatherhood/family and idk what it means but also bobby’s storyline and i’m really liking it bUT

i’m so fuCKING TERRIFIED IK THEYRE NOT GONNA KILL HIM OFF BUT JUST KNOWING HOW FUCKING BAD IT WILL BE TERRFIES ME, WHAT SONG ARE THEY GONNA PLAY? OH MY FUCKING GOD HOMY FUCKINGDHIT BUCKKKKKKKKKKK OH MY GOD OH NO EDDIE OH MY HEN OH NO HLOHNYMGGODOITSHAOOEBINGITHAOOENEDOMYGODEDDIRIMMEDIETALRYWENTTOESRDSITBUCK OMG EDDIE OMG GHIS IS SO FUCKING TERRIFYING BUCKKKKKK

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SHARLO GIRL…

LMFAO DECTECTIVE BUCKLEY BE CAREFUL! YOU MIGHT BREAK A HIP OFENOXWMODSMDOSMKDDM

Magda seems sweet off rip. Very… prepared. Very cute.

AWWWWWWW. Wait. LMFAO PLEASE NOT CAMERAS

ATHENA HAD AN ALLERGY TO DOGS PLS

everyone say it with me

Fire station dog.

Fire station dog.

FIRE STATION DOG!

wow. OMG HES ALIVE?????? SLAYYYYY

WAIT WHAT IT WAS THE SAME HOUSE??????

UM…

wait he’s gonna go to hen? I mean not what I was expecting but slay

um this does not sound at all smart but ok babes

This man has absolutely no idea what he’s doing LMFAO

UM BABE CUT IT OUT I……………..

Oh no. Eh. He’ll be fine. BABE WAKE TF UP- ok ty.

KARHEN AWWWWWWWWW CUTE-

I… Girl… same. LMFAO

he better not run away…

ok he didn’t sorry I always plan for the worst chile anyways

GIRL WHAT- Maddie wut u doing stealin girl smh OFENODWMODWMDOWMXOWMS

Sorry I like making myself laugh

magda… LMAO

the only person it could be is that new call center guy lmao it’s not josh or anyone else so (I don’t remember his name)

Oh quite literally fuck off Noah- oh… I’m sorry? O H. oh wow. GIRLLLLLLLLL WHAT IN THE FUCK UH UH (I feel bad for Noah and his mom fuck his step dad, ty very much) kinda wish he got more screen time tho

SAME KAREN SAME (favorite part of the episode is definitely the karhen scenes)

OH MY GOD HOOVER REALLY LIVED UP TO HIS NAME PUHLEASE GONNA HAVE TO REDO THE ENTIRE LIVING ROOM

oH- now the dog is going to Eddie? Slay…

Lmfao yeah…

PLS- weirder than usual???? that’s saying a lot but ok.

NO DOGS IN THE BUILDING??? BUCK COME ON NOW FJWODMWOXMWOCMSOXMSKS

only cats? sorry but no thank you I need both.

so proud of hen dude she’s amazing; OFC SHE FUCJING PASSED AND THE FUCKING CELEBRATION PARTY AWWWWYEYEIEJWODNWOSMWOSMAOSMSOSNSOZMWOSN I LOVE THEM SO MUCH KISS KISS KISS AWYWTWYWYEYEYWYWYWYYWYWYWYWYEYEYEYCYWYDHS

why do I feel terror now that we have all of them here…

Buck?

Girl?

Why the fuck would you say that?

Don’t make me cry rn I’m on the verge of LOSING MY SHIT NOT RHE FUCKING FLASHBACKS CUT IT OUT

AWWWWWWWWWWW Hoover and his new family so cute

do not do something that will cause pain rn 911 I’m so serious

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW THEYRE GONNA HELP HER WITH THE HOUSE ??????

aw dude this episode was looking ble-

………………………………………..

are you fucking kidding me?

Maddie: yes because you were searching for something… what are you looking for now?

HMMMMMM IDK MADDIE WHAT COULD BUCK P O S S I B L Y BE LOOKING FOR AND “OPENING HIMSELF UP TO NEW POSSIBILITIES”

HMMMMMM I T R U L Y WONDER MHM I SURE DO

and Karen? Calling Bobby? FUCKING SLAYYYY I love that girl sm

i feel so bad for Connor- WAIT BUCK????? SPERM DONOR????? (this is a possibility Buck, you did say you wanted to do new things and new adventures but… IDK ABOUT THIS IDK HOW IT WOULD TIE INTO THE STORY WTF?) imagine he realizes that he wants to have kids with a certain… someone…? If he finds out he’s also infertile I will LITERALLY go INSANE.

LMFAOOOO “excruciatingly specific detail” sigh i love you chimney sm and Christopher with his independence- big slay

wait wtf a drunk driver… sigh. Oh hell no HE BETTER- WHAT THE FUCK HE BETTER NOT CRASH WITH CHIMEBY IN THE CAR I SWEAR TO GOD. GOOOO BUCK FUCKING GO YES I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GOOOO WHITE BOY GOOOOO

That motorcycle riding paid off damn LMFAO HE REALLY JUST… LMFAO WAIT THAT SCENE KINDA SMACKED HELP

Aw I love bobthena both melancholy and kinda happy

LMFAOOOOOO EDDIE’s DAD “I didn’t protect you enough” DAMN FUCKING RIGHT LMFAO (ok but why his dad kinda spit a bit of facts; kinda scary if he’s making sense)

oh. Wow really you caught him off guard? shocking. oop- damn that’s sad I’m sorry Connor. I- DAMN DUDE I’m so glad buck is being told this by someone SOB SOB SOB nah i think he’s gonna do it

This feels like a domestic violence scene um i don’t like this UM WHAT IN THE FUCK NAH

………..

girl…

Why do they keep putting Maddie through the same CALLS EVERY TIME LET THE GIRL BREATHE GODDAMN DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE SEEING HER SHOWING HOW MUCH SHES OVERCOME BUT DAMN

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Ok.

Anyway.

Hen.

Slay. As you do always. LMFAO SAME GIRL I CANT FOLD FITTED SHEETS EITHER

YAY MORE BUCKHEN SCENES

WHY IS BUCK SO CLOSE TO THE TABLE HELP HES ADORABLE

IMFOWNDOWNXOWNXOWNXOWNDOWNSIWNDOWNXOWNDN PLEASE BUZZED HEN AND BUCK IS SOMETHING I NEVER KNEW I NEEDED PLS

yeah you better save that dog tf I genuinely- LMFAO HELP DRUNK ASFFFFFFFFF STOPPP EVEN DRUNK HEN CAN SAVE A DOG OVER THE PHONE PLS.

OH MY GOD THEYRE GONNA KEEP HOOVER ARENT THEY OH MY GOD GES SLAYYYYYYY

hen gonna be a doctor

when fathers actually talk to their children>>>>>>

Maddie is such an amazing character dude I love her sm okay fine fine this is amazing portrayal of her using her trauma to know what claribelle and her family needed, the empathy

O-

Hen.

OH? A PRACTICAL EZAMMMMMMMM?

OMG OMG BOBHENA SO CUTEEEEEEEE OH MY GOD THE DOGGGGGGGGG HOOVERRRRRR HOW FUCJING ADORABLE MY GOD THATS A SLAY AND A HALF

oh. AWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEE BUCKKKKKKK YOURE SO GOOD OH MY GOD THIS IS SUCH A GOOD FUCKING EPISODE OH MY GOD “ABSOLUTELY BE YOU SPERM DONOR” OH MY GOD YESSSSSS I LOVE YOU SM BUCK YOU ADORABLE HUMAB BEING IM SOBBING

IM SO HAPPY WITH THIS WEEK’s EP

tw: SA

I literally the got the same ick from Tanya’s juinor as I did from my own juinor, I said out loud at the beginning of the ep, “oh girl it’s gonna be yo ass.”

It was a very hard watch for me. It brought up past memories and stuff which is why I waited so long to talk about this ep but I’m doing okay now!

But aside from the actual content, i don’t really know what this means for Athena as a character because of how big part of her character/career choice. There’s no way she’s gonna stop being a police officer or something right? RIGHT?

currently sobbing i love them sm