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He’s so damn perfect ……. far too good for me but if you ask him,  he’ll say he doesn’t know what I see in him. Truth is, I see everything; A lover, friend,  hope, an opportunity to love,  be loved & not be taken advantage of yet again. He says he’ll do almost anything for me, and truly in my heart of hearts I believe he would do much more than any other ever has or was willing to do for me my entire life. Spending my life with this man is seriously all I’ll ever want or need Ive got issues, problems, flaws galore but still he stays & comes back for more I am trying my hardest                (for him) to change my ways & lately I’ve been doing pretty.damn.great But I am afraid, I just hope he won’t give up cause it may take a little longer than these months We’ve spent with one another to break a habit of 6 years; I have made soo so much progress please don’t let it wind up in vain, please baby please I’m praying! give me some time to fix myself completely And maybe then, finally I’ll be able to treat you as well as you always treat me

I just cant wrap my head around how lucky I am to have had this last year with an incredible man loving only me. Everyday that fact is still astonishing and despite all my flaws & shortcomings (which are quite a few) he stays by my side assuring me completely we will stay forever together always overcoming any and every damn obstacle life throws in our direction. Were two halves that were again reunited by fate simply & perfectly made for one another. True soul mates our love & bond continuing to grow stronger with each passing day.

Nights like this have become scarcely occurring But already I feel the wonder of it returning Eyes and minds open wide words flowing,  imagination running wild All the fun endless possibilities we can use to keep ourselves and each other thoroughly entertained All this excitement its so hard to keep contained Please love just come here already and lets lay down We can spend this whole night cuddling and playing around

Baby your affect on me is so intense I can barely comprehend what I feel, from your slightest touch or soft whispers in my ear. I fully enjoy every way you love to tease me, makes me so god damn wet, I'm dripping thinking of all the exquisite ways we can sin but much to my chagrin you leave me hanging, make me wait. You're the first man ever to resist (and not give in one little bit) me down on my knees begging (wouldn't give even a single taste) for 3 whole days dreams of you I chased they drove to the very edge. But never have I experienced anything as hot as you finally filling me completely, giving me exactly what I needed & getting that release I had sought.

Baby I need to feel you Please bring me close hold me to your body tight, like you’re never letting go lay my head down on your chest; let me hear your heart beat while I breathe you in

Deep breath in [need to            Hold     calm down]         Slowly let it out Trying, with all my might, to control myself But you make it so god damn difficult Alex my dearest love I must be completely honest when it comes to you I will never ever get enough; That is something I can promise.