saccharinewords

like the first breath of air you take when you walk out of the airport, like finally taking off your formalwear after hours at a stifling event, like stepping foot inside a memory you’ve hidden for years only to realize it doesn’t cause you pain anymore, to sing along to the song that once belonged to them

what it’s like to be free?

to forget about the meaning of pain because it’s been so long since you’ve felt it, to run away and leave everything that doesn’t matter behind, to drive alone at night and to cover yourself in a blanket without feeling like you want anyone next to you, today

what it’s like to be at peace?

to be where you would’ve been lonely and feel only calm, to hear the sounds of the brook and the whisperings of the wind and lay down on the grass, to forget how to write because you don’t need to anymore

darling, i’ve told you about the pain, and now i’ll tell you about the beauty of it all

the glimmer of the stars under city lights, the feeling of healing and being healed, sundresses during summer and bare feet on the pavement, waterfalls creating rainbows and dancing beneath the spray, climbing to the top of the mountain just to take in the view

Life is extremely complex. From the furthest star, to the smallest particle within you, every detail was planned and perfected. And you were chosen to be a part of a one-time reality show called life. The chance of you coming to existence is 1 in 10 to the power of 2,685,000. Basically, zero. And that’s according to science and science knows very little. Only God knows the true probability. Therefore, logically, scientifically, and numerically speaking, your existence is nothing less than a miracle.

People are often baffled by artificial intelligence like robots or supersmart computers. But we forget our value. I think, if a bunch of random aliens show up, they won’t start killing us, they would be baffled by us. A minute of reflection on whom you are will not just leave you amazed, but will also give you a sense of value and gratefulness. You were made of mud and transitioned into a human through a supernatural pathway. A human possessing a soul. Able to think, reflect, love, be sad, angry, tired, frustrated or happy. The spiritual and metaphysical aspect to this discussion is endless. A human with an extremely complex brain, anatomy, and physiology. Millions of miraculous biological systems, mechanisms, and reactions which simultaneously occur at every moment of your life. And this is not surprising because a God organized you together, reflect on that. Look into your eyes, you’ll see a cosmos filled with miracles. And by reflecting more, you’ll also become more certain that such a majestic creation could not have simply happened by coincidence.

Point is, learn to be gentle and kind to yourself, especially in your mind. Value and love yourself, even if people don’t. Most of your negative thoughts are invalid, replace them with positive thoughts. And last, don’t allow your shortcomings to define who you are, you’re far more valuable than you know.

Get up.

Get up.

You are not done. You have to go on, you have to keep standing.

This war is not done, and you are not done fighting.

she was different

it was plain to see

she was different

not like you or me

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her heart was in the ocean

her heart was in the sea

her heart was in the air

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flying above so luxurious and free

one day she landed on the ground

how the glitter glistened all around

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the angels did glorify with dance

she was magnificent and so very rare

her song was sweet romance

like a beacon in prayer

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